it's cold, it's dark, it's cursed...


It all starts without warning, a loved one or trusted authority thrusts a sharp dagger slicing deep into the child's innocent heart shattering its safe world of love with betrayal. A reflex pulls the heart away as the first painful emotion brings a fear of death and insecurity. Stunned in disbelief the child's mind scrambles to make sense of the puncture the heart has just sustained. Confused and unable to comprehend the assault, the child accepts full responsibility. Year after year the pattern continues, as trust becomes a distant memory.

Deep within solitude and far from discovery the mirror of the buried heart reflects failure and loneliness. The mind caught off guard responds with a legion of proof the inner voice is a lie. As time passes and silent to all others, the heart's once small whisper increases to a scream the mind can not suppress. Plunging into a darkness of conviction and despair a knowing of the failure permeates the body. Shocked by the inner betrayal, a rage is created that will not relent. Over and over you seek for the one to blame, but none can be found. Through desperate fear the mind has the solution. You are the one to blame.

The now silent heart slowly dies unaware of its gradual fate as despair trickles into the cold voids where the dream once lived. Day after day the darkness kills thoughts before they transform into action bringing a paralysis to life. Moving deeper and deeper into hopelessness, the childhood dream no longer exists. Replaced with a cold hatred that the song of lies was ever heard. Death is the only escape and love is a lie.

they are just waiting for me to die...


October 18, 2007
bad mood ako
Posted at 06:37 PM

i'm sick.. i was really feeling sick yesterday so i didn't go to work.. and today, i went to work already kasi wala na kong sasahurin pag hindi pa ko pumasok..

sa totoo lang, ayoko talagang pumasok na! never again! kasi wala nmng kwenta mga tao d2.. i mean, walng pakisama.. lalong lalo na ung pinaka boss! they're just thinking bout their own welfare.. bahala na kung mamatay sa kakatrabaho ung mga tauhan nila d2! walang paki alam sa health nmen.. lalo na ako! nararamdaman ko nmn na sobrang baba ung tinigin nila saken d2 eh.. unang una, nung birthday ko, binilan nga ako ng cake, pero hiondi nm lumabas o napakita man lang ang magasawang may-ari ng kumpanyang ito. eh usually they sing happy birthday songs together with us pag birthday ng ibang teachers.. dun palng halata na!

dati pa kasi ko nagresign d2 pero sabi niya!, hindi daw pwede.. palibhasa wala akong kibo kaya ginagago lng ako.. ako nmn nagpapagago din! tapos ngayong araw na to, pumasok ako khit npaka bigat ng katawan ko at pinapawisan p ko ng malamig eh hindi man lang naapreciate ng isang tao d2 at sinabihan pa ko sa friendster na,,"bigla akong tinrankaso at bigal din nawala!" grabe! galing noh? hindi man lang naapreciate ung effort ko sa pagpasok!

gusto ko talaga umalis d2 pero sabi ni akito, wag daw bigla bigla.. kaya kumukuha pa ko ng tiyempo.. biruin niyo, kung mamatay pala ko on the spot d2, wala clang magagawa dahil unang una, walang SSS, walng philhealth at walang tax! isumbong ko kaya to sa DOLE! punyeta!

naasar talaga ko!  

by:--jek-- 







October 15, 2007
I'm not as dark as you think anymore..
Posted at 08:01 AM

buhay na ko.. actually,, i'm akito's girlfriend.. pinabukas niya saken to and sabi niya magpost lng daw ako ng gusto ko kaya eto..

 

he's not as dark as what he was before.. He's a better person now.. he's never been happy.. pano ko alm?.. i know him that much.. We've been together for more than 2 years so i think i know a lot about my future husband.. ☺

 

kaya ngayon,, ignore all his darkest posts here kasi all happy posts na ang gagawin nmen together.. we'll now share this account..

I just wanna say something sa mga epal na ex ni akito:

I hate you all! lalo ka na!(you know who you are!)

dahil you are the friekin reason kung baket naging sobrang gloomy ang buhay niya after you left him.. by the way, he wasn't sad because he missed you, he was sad because you didn't return his anime stuffs!!

Ngayon, sobrang sya n nya dahil wala kn! haha!

 

sorry for this kinds of language that  i used.. naiinis lng ako pag naalala ko ung gnawa niya kay akito bago kmi magkakilala..  

 

by the way. papakilala nga pla ko,. I'm jek.. future wife ni akito,(gokou)..☺I'm not really into anime and techie stuffs or whatever,,(hindi talga ko marunong ng HTML!! hahah) ako ay isang simpleng tutor lamang.. ^_^

thanks for reading this.. if you wanna say something, just  make a comment..

 

nga pla, malapit na bday namen! hehe bukas na! magkabday kc kmi! galing talaga! ^_^ 







June 14, 2005
Dark Quizzes
Posted at 03:17 AM

Cynical
Life sucks and you know it. Nothing ever turns out
okay, nothing ever goes your way and while you
have to live this horrible life the gods are
laughing at you. The whole meaning with life,
according to you, is simply to die. But you
have not become this way just like that, you
have probably been decieved, betrayed and hurt
by people who meant alot to you in your past.
To you, life is not even bittersweet.


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broken soul
Your soul is broken.
You are living through a lot of pain everyday
that you have to deal with, which is making you
sorrowful. No one ever stays by your side when
you truly need them and no one ever will.
Everything is hopeless and tragic and you keep
yearning for the day you will be free from
pain. Love is unlikely to happen to you because
you isolate yourself and are suspicious of
peoples motives. You stand in the shadows of
the world, watching what you can never have.
The bruises you carry never seems to heal, your
mind is dark and no one seems to understand or
wants to help. As always, you will be alone in
the world, fighting your dark thoughts by
yourself.


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Reality
Your wise quote is: "Reality bites with a
variety of sizes of teeth"(-Tony Follari)
As a person, you think life is just plain
painful, horrible and everything else you don't
like. Happy people confuse you. Alot. I mean,
why are they so happy anyway? You are depressed
and perhaps utterly alone and live life rather
montone. You feel there is no reason to really
be here and feel helpless.


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Depressed
Your connection with darkness is through your
depression. Hated, sad and often feeling
lonely, there is only a few that appreciate the
real you. You tend to keep to yourself and away
from the world since you don't want to be hurt
and betrayed again. Music gives you the
understanding you need to get through, it's
your "therapy". Or you express
yourself through art or writing. Chances are
you're also an anti-social person, who only
likes being with close friends, if even that.
The world has finally showed it's true face for
you and you wish life wasn't this miserable to
live through. Maybe you'll find happiness in
the future, but right now you're just hiding
away from the world. Who needs people anyway?


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Ice element
Your element is Ice. This element may seem a little
odd, but this is a side-effect from when the
element of Water gets to hurt. Once you were a
content soul, and happy with life. But then
something happened. Not necessarily on one day,
it probably happened gradually over time. You
lost your will to care and became even more
reserved from the world. People had hurt you in
ways you do not want to remember and now you
isolate yourself from them. You have turned
into an outsider and probably dress more in
black than you used to. Your depression is
eating you up and tearing you apart and the
worst part is that no one is willing to help,
or so it seems. In school you are often by
yourself or one single friend and you rarely
seem to be truly happy anymore. Your sad,
distant eyes and constant frown seems glued to
your face and you need a saviour from this
world. You may turn to music for understanding
and sing/scream along in the lyrics to get rid
of some pain. You are not very open about your
problems to your family/friends, and wish that
they would just notice it and make it go away.
Rate and message!


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Revenge killer

You kill for
revenge.

That is because you have lost something or
someone you held very dear. Now you can't seem
to get over the loss that marked your soul, and
the only solution is to go after the one person
who brought all this pain to you. Chances are
you are angry inside and you bottle everything
up and don't talk to anyone about it. People
may want to help, but you think that they can
never understand your pain and only get
frustrated because of this. But it is important
to see all that you have left and be thankful
of that even if you have lost something great.
It may not be true that Times heals all wounds,
but with time and talking about your feelings,
maybe the hurt will ease.

Main weapon: Yourself
Quote: "You can close your eyes to
reality but not to memories" -Stainslaw J.
Lec
Facial expression: Gritted teeth and
teary eyes




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Going Under
Your Evanescence song is: Going Under
You are or have been in a relationship where
you were suppressed and unhappy. You were
treated badly, and were somewhat brainwashed.
Now you've woken up and are in deep pain. You
want some gratitude for all things you have
done for him/her, but don't get any. You feel
like you are falling and have difficulty
getting back on the right track again since
your mental abuse has taken a toll on you.

Screaming Deceiving and Bleeding for you
And you still won't hear me



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SystemOfADown
You are "Atwa" by System of a Down. You
were a happy person, thinking you were loved,
when in fact you were the opposite. Now, you
can't find happiness again. Being unloved is
not your thing, and you are now like a zombie,
just walking around without a purpose. A living
dead..


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http://members.rogers.com/lim.jennifer/dark.jpg
In your eyes, people can't seem to see anything
because your eyes are covered up by tears! You
are constantly hurt and depressed... No one
seems to understand how you feel because
everyone is scared to get close to you... You
long to be able to reach out and tell someone
everything, and all of your problems... But you
have no one to tell, or they just don't seem to
want to hear what you have to say. You've been
hurt many times that you don't seem to have any
tears left to shed, or if you do, they're an
endless river flowing... You've started to hide
and bottle up all or your problems and
feelings, hoping that maybe they just will go
away... You want company, but at the same time,
you're scared of it. Your sanctuary is your
room where you can just be alone and try to
throw away all of your aching pains. You're
dark and mysterious and people like you for
that reason. Even if you think you're all by
yourself in the dark, someone is always there
with you. Your special someone wants to admit
and show their feelings towards you, but
they're afraid of how you'll take it. Get out
more and enjoy life because, it is far too long
to frown your way through


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Rain
Your element is Rain: Sad, lonely, distant and
unique. You are quite distant from emotion and
people, but you have been made this way by one
thing or another. You are truly unique yet fail
to see it, and are quite creative be it in art,
music, writing, ect.. You used to let people in
now you don't even bother to try having been
hurt so many times in the past. Your attitude
is that you don't need anyone but yourself,
people are just trouble waiting to happen. But
you really do want to trust someone no matter
if you see it or not, deep down your waiting
for someone to come and set you free. This kind
of depression can turn dangerous, don't let
them get to you. Not everyone in the world will
hurt you, humans are humans and are not
perfect. So most likely sooner or later you'll
meet someone who feels like you do and perhaps
your shell will eventually disappear.


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of
You are the Spirit of Sadness. Deep pain and sorrow
lie within you, betrayal, jealousy and
rejection rule your life. You cannot make
friends as you are too scared at the prospect
of being hurt again and you can't take that
risk. You wish more than anything to have a
steady person there who loves you
unconditionally but you are too scared to find
them.


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January 16, 2005
A Goodbye Post...
Posted at 05:50 AM in Blog Updates

honestly i'm not supposed to post now, but due to some things that happened within this week, i guess i have to say it here.. even though i don't feel like it.

and i won't post this as a friends only... it may be my last post and i want everybody to read this

some good news first...

even though i'm busy at school, my studies are pretty good..

and even though we had an argument 4 days ago... me and Fuuko are in good terms now.. yay

now for the bad news...

if you noticed, tabulas upgraded to ver 2... with all the new features... except for a small yet very important new... feature?

now for free users, you are only allowed up to 64 friends on your list... i mean there's a limit on adding friends...

which i find very annoying.. because it hinders my ability to blog...

but being a free user(i can't demand), i posted it at the forums instead...

you can see it here:

http://tabulas-forums.com/viewtopic.php?t=320

at first the people are agreeing on the facts that i've shown.. till someone disagrees...

and surprisingly it's a close friend of mine... that was a total shock for me...

i won't mention her name though... even though i don't like what she did, i still have some respect left for her

coincidentally that time... that day was the time i had an argument with Fuuko... so that day was not good for me...

so i replied... although being surprised, shock and even though i felt betrayed.. well she posted against me. i still posted... i used hard words yes, but it was all on the professional side... no personal attacks..

but i guess she misquoted me and she thought it was personal.. so she did that... attacked me personally.

she said i'm a demanding freeloader? wtf.

then the word war rages there..

i lost my plead to tabulas... and at the same time... i lost my interest in blogging here and in the forums.

anyway... honestly... my annoyance to that girl started when she insulted one of things that are precious to me (next to Fuuko of course)... and that was Dragonball

although dismayed by that.. i just let it off... i said it's nothing really

and days go by.. when i talk to that girl... she's somewhat different from before... she became more proud, but still.. i just tolerated it

till that thing happen

now honestly i only have a few people close to me... the people i trust... that i can count on...

but where's that girl that time? she didn't know i'm at my worse state... the time me and Fuuko had a fight.. did she helped me? no! she didn't even asked. where was she that time?

now honestly.. i felt betrayed... she did betrayed me, just like my 2nd community betrayed me.. and that was tabulas.

and she said i don't know her that much... i know her that much.. but i should say the same.. i thought she know me very well... or at least my akito side.. but i guess she didn't.

although i can't quite blame her.. she's still just a kid.

quite ironic... this is a deja vu for me...

honestly i'm sad.. i'm heartbroken at tabulas... after i defended it for a year now, even though it didn't defend me... i was left out.

so now... i'm looking for a new home.. a new blogging site... but first i have to transfer the ownership of my communities to somebody else.. then i'll leave

or maybe i'll just leave it as it is... on a hiatus/coma.

about the issue of the limit on friends... i'm limited on having 64 friends... but before that thing was ever activated.. i already have 116 friends...

now i dunno if i should delete, even though it's not enough...

so.. to those who added me.. sorry i can't add you... tabulas itself prevents me from adding you...

and sorry to my loving girlfriend Fuuko... if you got stuck in the middle of this..

like i said to Fuuko.. it can't be helped

so now... farewell... to my friends here, for now... if not forever

the 1 year of my staying here was fun... after all.. this is my first blog...

me loves Fuuko-chan so much... i miss her badly...

end.

ps. special thanks to my online daughter Chibiusa for helping me and for the time...


the wrath of Sohma Akito
The Wrath of Sohma Akito







December 30, 2004
Extended Date!
Posted at 04:10 AM

we were supposed to meet the other day but she had to attend some important family matters... and yesterday... she overslept...

but it's ok because this day was worth it!

i woke up at around 11 or 12... i called her home but they said she already left... yay!

then i was supposed to prepare but due to my laziness she arrived here before i even started

she waited for me... then... we enjoyed ourselves in each other's company... although the cable's dead

after the bonding we fell asleep... i dunno how long but we woke up at around 5 or 6

talked about some things and some small cuddle and such

after that... changed clothes and we ate dinner.. (i forgot to eat lunch... eck)

then we decided to go to policarpio st. here in mandaluyong. (if you're watching the news, you know bout this place)

policarpio is famous every christmas season, because every house here puts the best chrismas lights in the house and it look... terrific! almost all the houses are full of christmas lights

although unlike last year.. there are less lights and not all houses participate (i've been there for 2 times and Hon was only once... she was in the province last year)

then... food trip! we ate tacos, cotton candies and such... we're so full... we ate a lot here at home and a lot there... woot

so you may say it's a continuation of our date... i was planning to go here with hon last 26 but her dad told us we should be home early...

anyway... after that... we headed home... talked some things on the way and after she got home... i went home myself

i called her by the time i got here and now we're online... although it's hard to connect to ispx... at 12 o clock midnight? wth...

anyway my day's great even though i was annoyed by some things... but still i don't want to ruin my day just because of those things...

till next time!

me loves Fuuko very very much!

end.


^_________^

Yui Horie's For Fruits Basket (op, tohru's ver)






December 27, 2004
A Late Date But It's Great!
Posted at 05:28 AM

i was suppose to post something yesterday but time ran out...

anyway... i don't think i'll make a specific blow by blow post about what happened earlier... kinda tired and sleepy. if you want that, go to Hon's blog

anyway my appointment to Hon was 12 or 1... i was supposed to go there by that time.. but due to some problems.. i got to her place at around 1...

i was nervious because it's the first time that i'll ever meet her grandmom and i don't want to have any bad impression or anything

anyway... when i got there...

she's sleeping!

her mom woke her up.. i waited for her... then we headed for mega, and on the way we talk bout various stuffs...

when we reached mega, we headed straight to greenwhich pizza... we're really hungry and both of us didn't had any lunch

but before that, we went to comic alley and bought a gift for Hon's cousin (i owe her a lot) and bought some pins for Hon

then at greenwhich...

we ate pizza square!

then we headed to the cinema. we were suppose to watch a move but w0w... there's so many people... so we decided to cancel that and instead... we went to a store. she'll buy a pair of shoes. then we went to the arcade and played soul calibur 2...

it was fun.. even though she defeated me in the vs battle (xianghua's fast)

then we just strolled around and i gave her my gift... a silver necjlace with a dolphin pendant... she loves dolphins

and i got a cool Parker pen... weee

then we went to the fooodcourt... ate some additional snacks... then we headed home...after she got home and i greeted her parents and grandmom a merry christmas... i went home myself...

sorry if this is somewhat a summary on what happened... i'm too tired and sleepy...

but still i want to see her tomorrow... i miss her

till then

me loves Elena so much! thanks for the day and for the gift

end.








December 25, 2004
Joyeux Noel
Posted at 05:38 AM

Sorry if i haven't posted here for this past few weeks, was busy at school and with my personal life... actually my christmas vecation just started last december 22 and we'll be back on january 4... it's so long!!!! (sarcasm included). i don't know if i should call that a vacation.

anyway... i have been more active in the Tabulas Forums than here because it's easier to post short posts there than an actual entry post here...

and the forums' down...

anyway i really should post today... it's Christmas! even though my christmas isn't that good

it's quite silly that i've been absent a long time here and after that long absence i'll post a rant? on christmas time? oh well

the reasons why my christmas isn't that good...

first... my pet cat's missing... stupid people here... mga pabaya... tch. and it's christmas time... my nephew said he saw the cat at a pldt truck, he tried to tell it to my mom but she didn't listened... now that's the last time they saw the cat... what a great timing. now i almost cried when i saw a cat similar to my cat.. i think it's her bro... she's a nice cat.. potty-trained too!

second... due to some of family problems last month, i used most of my personal money on my allowance at school... it was paid.. paid in more than half... but not in full... it's ok i understand that... even though my money's not that big to be use on my christmas date with Hon but it's ok. but earlier... i was just asking for some money for my haircut... but my dad said that instead i should use the money that i got.. which is not enough if you would include that and a haircut just cost P35-50. wth. i rarely ask for money unless there's an occasion... and when i have to donate my money when there's a problem, i don't hesitate... talk about being helpful.

third...we (me and hon), didn't meet for about 2 weeks... kinda busy with our personal stuffs... we just met yesterday... (i won't tell specifically what happened that time, it'll make this post too long) strange thing is... she's early than our usual meets/visits, but i felt that the time was too fast... or the time we've been together was too short... although i guess i just missed her for 2 weeks... and our supposed to be christmas date later was moved to the 26. they'll be going out with her cousin.... and her cousin will leave by the 26... it's ok with me though... i understand

like i said, i just miss her...

lastly... my pc broke down on the time my christmas vacation started... i can't access the internet even though i got connected and it's so slow to connect... luckily i somewhat find a remedy for it... i can now access the internet... most most of the times... even though it's somewhat slower than usual... and sometimes i still can't access it.. oh well... i'm not that surprised.. this is an old pc and even though i want to, i can't afford a new pc

anyway my rants seem to be so shallow... but that's what i feel...

i'm sorry Hon if i ruined your Christmas...i didn't mean to

although... come to think of it, i got a gift that i want a long time, and i got it in advance... that gift is.. Hon... i'm still happy that i got the girl that i love and that i know we'll stay for the rest of our lives now that's what i call priceless! thanks for the gift Hon

To all the people especially to Hon, my close friends, my internet friends here at tabulas and at the forums... i wish you a

Merry Christmas!

me loves Elena so damn much!


end.

Quote of the day: Do you know what happens to snow when it melts? It becomes spring! -Sohma Kana from Fruits Basket


Kanata(left), Baby Lou(upper center), BowNyaow(lower center), and Miyu(right)

A Daa! Daa! Daa! (Ufo Baby) Christmas. Featuring Kanata, Baby Lou, BowNyao(sp?) and Miyu

Miwako Okuda's Shizuku (GTO's 2nd ending song)






December 5, 2004
On a Clear Day, I Can See Forever
Posted at 07:12 PM

hehe sorry for the lack of updates here, and also to my sudden disappearance here... i'm busy at school

hm so why am i posting now... besides the fact that i have some spare time today (i have to review later)... something great happened yesteday...

anyway i dunno if i can make it detail by detail here, if you want that you can go to my Hon's blog. hm.. anyway

we were supposed to meet yesterday... but for some important reasons.... she can't leave her home... her mom's alone and with the flash flood that happened in Quezon Province (her hometown), so she suggested that i should come to her place... and meer her parent...

oh yeah... i really haven't met her parents in our 1 year as a couple... not that i don't want it nor she doesn't want it... i can't get a good opportunity to do so and with my school today... i'm always busy

so... i was having second thoughts whether i'm going or not... well... it would be my judgment day

so i decided to go... although with some personal stupid problems... i was delayed for an hour...

i got there at around 5 (i didn't thought there should still be traffic on a saturday afternoon till i realized... people shopping for christmas at Divisoria... eck)

luckily i still have some load left and i txt'ed her that i'm downstairs at the entrance of the condominium where she live... about a minute she went downstairs and we went to where she live...

her mom's not there yet.. i think she's on the roof... and for the first time i saw where she live... hm it looks comfy and nice... seriously her home looks cute

after sometime her mom arrived... honestly... i'm really nervious... i don't want to make a bad impression or something.... i greeted her mom "Good afternoon po". then we look at her files at pc and also at her personal things...

later her dad came... but i think he just stayed for a short time, he went back to his work... so i haven't got the chance to greet or show my respect.

after that her aunt and her aunt's friend came... and Hon asked if i want to see the rooftop and i said sure...

we went up there... the breeze's so cool and the surrounding's peaceful and clean... we were supposed to go where her favorite spot is but somebody's there so we went to her 2nd favorite spot... and in my opinion the better on the two... on the corner.

we sat and lie there.. looking at the dark blue sky with a few stars and some clouds... talked bout her past and also mine... she even said that she experienced almost everything a girl or teenager could experienced... and i realized yeah she really did experienced all kinds of things a plain person would experience... and i even joke that "no wonder you have a lot of fanboys" and i got a bap on my head

but seriously... i know thats the reason i want to stay with her, i want to protect her in everything in my powers. she's my angel and i'm her guardian

later we went back downstairs to her home, saw her aunt leaving... and we burn some files that i needed.

then her mom prepared dinner to us and Hon said it's a surprised coz according to her... her mom's not like that when her uncle's gf was there or any visitors... so she said it's a good sign

the dinner's good... although i haven't eaten much... because i'm shy to show my Gokou side there... hehe jk. seriously because my throat's hurt.. i guess my toncillitis' active again

after that we continued burning some cd's while watching tv... then her dad's back... i greeted him "good evening po" (even though my heart's beating so fast, i could die of nervousness)

her dad's went inside their bedroom and we continued burning some cds...after finishing everything and also because it's somewhat late (about 10pm), i asked Hon that i'll go... i said goodbye to her mom and i asked Hon... what about her dad, so she went inside and told her dad that i'm about to leave... and he looked outside and said bye too and also that i should be careful because it's late

while we were in the stairs, Hon said that her parents like me... i was surprised... according to her... her mom doesn't prepare food for other visitors including her uncle's gf... and her dad once inside the bedroom, he doesn't go outside unless he'll eat or he'll go to the bathroom... so that's a good sign....

whew! i'm glad... i almost died there... like i said.. i don't want them to have a bad impression... and of course ayoko na mapahiya si Hon

i thought she'll just walk me to the entrance of the condominium but she insisted that she'll walk me to the street where i'll get my ride

and while we were talking she was teasing me lijke "uy gusto sya ng parents ko" hehe

we said goodbyes and such *coughloveyoucough* and also i said i'll pass her some load because i said that she should txt me when she got back to her home

and i went home... i passed some load on my way... although she didn't txt so i misscall her... i think she doesn't got a signal so i called her on the phone instead... fortunately she's still awake... she said she almost fell asleep.... although she's sleepy and i let her sleep (we were supposed to go online at the same time and post at our blogs). she also said thanks... which much a surprised to me.. because i'm the one who supposed to say thanks... for making it possible to meet her parents and vice versa.. i said thanks to...

and i was supposed to post this but i'm somewhat tired and sleepy so i just left a note for her at my blog saying that i'll post later... and she did post...

hehe... like what i said to her tagboard... thanks for the wonderful day, it's one of the days worth remembering...

so making the long story short.... in tagalog terms...legal na kami! at long last...

and my day's great... even though i don't feel quite well... stupid cough

so that's alll, i'll post again if i have a chance... and thanks to those who visits, tags and posted their comments at my blog, even though i didn't update for so long (about a month) time, really thanks...
and again thanks Hon for giving me a chance to meet them... you have a nice family and i love them because they're the one who brought you to this world... without them i don't have my Hon

so... till the next time!

me loves Elena so much!

end.

ps. special thanks to Cherry for the edit of the pic


it's not really easy as this... OO;

South Border's Love of My Life






November 7, 2004
The Promise of an Angel
Posted at 07:24 AM

i planned on what to type in this post but after reading Hon's latest post... it was superb! i would say it's one of her greatest post she ever made in tabulas! so i scrapped the whole idea.. and came up with something new...

but first, i'll tell you what happened earlier...

Hon came to the house at already 3pm.. but it's ok though... i still need some sleep...

and the bonding of couples

after we ate dinner(short dinner actually), we went to mega to buy a gift for our friend.. which is also her birthday the same date as our anniversary.

but before that... we just dropped by for the meantime on the eb at the foodcourt... we just say hi to some of our friends

after that... we played soul calibur 2, after that we went to our friend... talked about some things... and after that... while on her way home, we dropped by at a convenience store to eat something

after getting her home, i went home myself... got home at around 1:45am...

even though the way we celebrated's not that grand compare to our (me and hon's) bday, i'm still happy on the results...

we didn't see each other for a week... and i really miss her.. so i'm so happy when i saw her again...

and besides... this is the first time i ever experienced having a 1st anniversary on relationships.. and luckily... the girl's Hon...

so.. i didn't regret anything... all that matters to me is that... we'll always be together...

my love for her never ends...

thanks to the people who helped us... i don't have any time to say your names individually.. but i will some other time...

till next time...

me loves Elena infinite times a day!

happy anniversary again... i can't wait for next year

end.


Souichirou Arima and Yukino Miyazwa from Kare Kano

Fukuda Mai's Tenshi No Yubikiri (Kare Kano op)






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