Id
Posted at 05:13 AM

hm same day...

same usual things and stuffs..

the difference is that.. my october's starting to get crappy... nice advance gift

listened to Hunter x Hunter OST cd then fell asleep..lol i really love Popcorn and Pray

got a reply from dalnet... THE HELL!

well looks like my instincts were telling the truth.. indeed..someone's after my nicks...

i've been staying at #operhelp too long... and i don't see any ircops around

and there are lot of peoples on dalnet who needs help.. hm kinda funny though, i helped a couple of them on their prob.. answering questions according to my knowledge bout dalnet etc... it feels so good when you help someone without taking anything in return.. except for a simple but heartwarming line.. thank you...

oh well i'm still thinking whether i'll reply or ask my ate's friend na ircop... or maybe i'll file a complaint at the highest authority.. looks like even on dalnet... you'll see the stink of bureaucracy just like in our goverment...

hm.. talked to lil-sis at ym and to her at the phone..

someone reacts whether i rant something here.. so i won't say anything more.. and besides.. i don't have anything to rant now.. except for the old things... so there..

but the thing i can say is... my Akito side's comming back in a slow but constant way... i'm becoming synoymous to angst once again..lol i miss that side that once appeared on me... since feb-apr/may 2002 at #weareanime talkcity..

anyway nevermind.. i don't want to scare you or something..lol

hm i'll burn my cds later... too sleepy to do it now...

oh yeah... thanks again to the people who posted at my comments... especially my Karen-chan, Tohru-kun, Bes, ms. kurumz and to her... thanks for the support, i really appreciated it

my qm: "When did you become so different? Are you going to change from now on? In a place where I do not know...together with someone other than me..." -Motoko Minagawa[Fruits Basket]

song comes from the 2nd opening theme of Hunter x Hunter series, which was never shown or heard on local tv...weird
Wino's Taiyou Ha Yoru Mo Kagayaku

Hunchback of Notre Dame
Posted at 04:40 AM

hm let's see...

same time i woke up more or less, did almost the same stuffs.. except that arranged my installer files and important files that i need to back up.. gonna reinstall one of this days...

hm... went online by the same time.. saw almost the same people.. kinda strange though, someone i know rarely goes online now.. well not really, i mean not as much as it used to be... now.. usually kasama ko sya kadalasan ng ganitong oras pero ala sya ngayon... i guess busy sya...hehe it's ok.. i kinda miss her though...

hm talked to lil-sis as usual... talked bout some stuffs...

hm... haven't replied to dalnet yet... argh... the ircops my ate knew didn't helped a lot.. i'm still thinking what i'll do.. honestly... i hate them(dalnet)... for ruining my month... of all the months of this year.. they picked this month! bleah

talked to her for a short while

hm yesterday (october 2) supposed to be a special day for me.. but oh well.. i guess it's just another day for me. we talked as usual and asked me what occasion is that day.. hm dunno if i forgot or i don't want to remember.. but i didn't said anything... then she said it's that occasion... hm rejoice? celebrate? ...why?

i don't want to remember those memories...

oh well dapat masanay na ako for the way i feel.. but i guess... matagal pa. i don't want to see other people sad though, it makes me more...depressed, and just because of me... so cheer up people... smile always! someone may fall because of your smile so never falter to smile...! lol i should say that to myself.. ouch

i still believe that there's no such thing as a real happiness in this world, as long as there's some people suffering... i will never be happy...

oh yeah... don't call me a pessimist or a cynical... and please don't judge me... i suppose not all people in waa knows my story... some people do... but only a few understand... so don't make presumptions on what i'll do...

if you don't know the story... don't dare messing up with things you don't know..

kinda strange... they were used to closed to me.. there's even this person who i used to beta-read her fanfics... but now... it even appears as if i'm a total stranger to her, was shocked at first but now i understand...lol if you're reading this.. and you know it's you.. i still have your fic on my inbox.. i still love your fic

oh yeah.. i forgot... people change. like a white t-shirt... it looks so white when it's new.. but after some use and washes... it turns into dirty white or brownish white... even after using the most powerful detergent or bleach.. it's still the same. same with the people who changed.. even though you show goodness in them, and bringing back good ol' memories in them.. it'll never worked.. tried it a couple of times.. *sigh

sorry if i'm a little...tact. i'm always honest on how i feel... frangka (whatever the spelling is) talaga ako magsalita... i feel it's better than lying coz liars go to hell

anyway thanks to the people who still understands me.. hehe i can't thank you enough.. i did said your names before so i don't think i should say it again... hehe but you know who you are *glomps the good-side people

if you think why i'm always thanking people.. that is because in my opinion, thanking someone is the best thing a human can do to appreciate good things other people who helped him/her in the time of need... and it's better than material things.. and besides.. hearing someone saying it to you that came from the heart gives you a lighter feeling..

Thank you very much...

anyway i should end this.. to make things short.. besides the.. unusual things.. this day's..quite normal..plain and boring day... pc hanged 3 times this day though... all thanks to windows 98.. lol i guess i'll return to windows xp oe of this days...

and oh yeah.. i already dl'ed Doremi's First Season ending theme.. yay!

Take care all and thanks for reading my posts, posting at my comments and.. for your time...

my qm: "Losses or suffering, it's no use worrying about them. Even if it's something considered foolish by others, even if it's someone who is easily fooled by others...I just really wanted to make others happy." -Sohma Momiji[Fruits Basket]

song comes from the 2nd ending theme of Taiho Shicauzo(You're Under Arrest), Miyuki Version


Akiko Hiramatsu (Miyuki Kobayakawa)'s Ai no Arigato (Thank You L

Twinkle Twinkle Little Star :star:
Posted at 04:16 AM

Hm.. this day's...kinda normal

woke up more or less the same time, did the same things, went online at 4pm for the meanwhile.. went back at 6, talked to the same people..

talked to her, fuuko-chan and lil-sis

did some dl'es.. hm besides that.. nothing..

lol no rants for today... i'm sleepy need to wake up early later , gonna meet some people at the eb

and oh yeah...

happy birthday to Rinoa



my qm: "The one who should apologize is me...I couldn't protect us..." -Sohma Hatori[Fruits Basket]

song comes from the opening theme of Chrono Cross
Chrono Cross's Scars Left by Time

Melodies of Life
Posted at 04:09 AM

hm this day...

woke up early to meet someone... went to the eb at 3... lil-sis was there.. hm.. all i can say is.. the environment's.. not the friendly at that time

anyway went upstairs to buy some cdrs... then we went back to the foodcourt.. did the usual eb things

hm.. lil sis left at.. 7pm i think.. hm Rinoa treat me, fuuko-chan and fuuko-chan's bes to greenwich.. hehe thanks bday girl

hm...then watched freddy vs jason.. it was.. kinda silly.. quite funny actually.. i don't want to spoil though

then went some erands.. and got home by..11

hm i know i suppose to rant something.. but i kinda forgot..

hm..i did what i had to do.. so i guess i'll have to move on... i'll focus on other things.. like my plan for cosplaying at waa cosplay party..

it's life.. what can i do? nothing... even though i don't like everything's that happening to me... i can't do anything bout it...

hm honestly.. i'm not thinking of myself right now... actually.. my feeling's not important right now..

life's cruel.. live with it... easy said than done...

i don't think my life would improve... di na ako umaasa

a few days nalang...

oh yeah.. thanks lil-sis for the advance gift... it's so cute and thanks to rinoa too..

hm sorry if my post's... doesn't make any sense.. coz my life doesn't...

my qm: "No memories should ever be forgotten forever...honestly I didn't want her to forget me, but that's just my selfishness..." -Sohma Momiji[Fruits Basket]

song comes from the theme song of Final Fantasy IX


Emiko Shiratori's Melodies of Life (live version) (eng and jap)

Bit by Bit My Heart is Charmed...
Posted at 04:49 AM

hm another.. above normal day.. sort of...

woke up at 11 and went online for a while to check the people at the chatroom and the comments at my blog.. then ate lunch, slept a little after that, then played some anime music till 4, listening while sleeping..lol

then watched tv.. for some reason, i don't like abs's dubbing of yugioh... then project arms

went online at 6, talked to the usual people..

waited for someone

hm then talked to fuuko-chan, was glad she's kinda ok, i just hope everything turns out good on that girl.. she deserves the very best! Ganbatte ne!

then did some usual online things.. bloghopping, mail, etc...

hm i still need to finish my joint post at hxh elite.. hehe gomen nasai for the delay cherry

later, lil sis went online and we talk! usual stuffs..

well i don't have anything to rant right now.. except for a few things.. hm.. i guess.. some people still doesn't trust me.. well can't blame them though and i respect what they think bout me... even though i was shock when i found out.. but still.. i still think highly of them... and i respect their opinions.. i'll show what i'm really am though and i'll never give up.. for someone..

hm for some strange and weird reasons.. i'm not in pessimistic or depressed mode today.. i wonder why

but i guess i'm glad to what i feel right now, unlike the past few days

oh well.. gotta go

thanks for the people who always post some things on my comments..

take care all...

...i wish i am.

song comes from the opening theme of Dragonball GT, Zard Version (the english title is on the title of this post *points up)

note: the pic was drawn by someone who used to be very close to me, so any praises, credits etc goes to her. hm guess who's the guy on the sketch though
Zard's Dan Dan Kokoro Hikareteku

My redeemer?
Posted at 05:30 AM

hm another day.. above average day

woke up at 11, went online till 12, ate lunch.. went back online while ate's away...

then listened to my anime mp3s.. i almost fell asleep..even though the volume's almost to the max. hehe listening to music makes me feel peaceful i guess

due to my boredom i suppose, my pessimistic side's shown up, thought a lot of things... maybe this maybe that.. or is it right or is it wrong? doubted myself and some other things as usual.. oh well

Went online at 6, same people, waited for the usual people, then talked to Elena as usual, then, after that, hm.. tried to do my fics and my post at HxH Elite Rpg, but no avail, mind's still blank...

so i tried to dl and stuffs.. but my bandwidth's too low for some unknown reasons.. got dc a few times...

elena returned at 1 or 2 i guess.. talk to her as usual.. then lil-sis went online... she seems bothered..hayy..

hm i'm happy coz elena's returning back to her normal cheery side and sad coz my lil-sis' having some unknown probs..

hm rants? not in the mood.. even though my pessimistic side's active.. all i can say is... is this a chance for me? or will history repeat itself? i really wish i am what... hehe nvm

but i'm happy because someone's happy coz of me.. and this day's good compare to the last few days.. thanks elena...

take care...

still don't have any qm's for today...

song comes from the first end theme of Edens Bowy

and oh yeah, to the people who guessed who's the guy on the pic i uploaded yesterday.. you're right it was me! whehehe
Sato Yasue's Save my Heart

Rocky Road
Posted at 05:11 AM

"Life is like a box of chocolate, you'll never know what you'll get..." -Forest Gump

that line is so true.. in my case.. i get a lot of local chocolates.. and rarely a few imported brands..lol

and for me who's a chocolate lover

nyway how's my day... hm

woke up at 9 but i slept again, woke up at 1, went online for a short time to look at the blogs

then after that, played anime music as usual... i really love chobits vocal character collection... especially Hideki's theme.. lol the theme song of hentais/sukebe people! lol

then watched tv after that as usual..

went online at 6 but did some house chores first.. and the repaired speakers of the component came so i installed them first. took me some time.. so missed some people especially Elena. my bad

pinawisan pa ako and natutyuan pa so ngayon may ubo ako

after i returned.. did the usual stuffs..check mail, dl etc

got dc a few times again.. all thanks to my lovable isp...

oh yeah.. exactly this day... my internet's 2 yrs old! huraaaah!

happy birthday to a fellow chatter/ryodan/friend.. Happy birthday pao!

elena went back online at 11 and we talked bout usual things.. and after that.. lil-sis went online too..she's still bothered by some things as usual..

rants.. hm not this time...

hm oh yeah.. seen 2 good movies at hbo this past few days.. hm seen The Animal staring Rob Schneider.. it's a cool comedy film, rob's a great comedian.. and quite shockingly.. it has a good romance story.. hehe.

the other was.. Casper the movie staring christina ricci (she's pretty ) and Bill Pullman. i watched that movie many times on the cinemas.. i love it.. hehe

normal everyday life is like movies... they show every aspects of the human existance in this planet...

oh yeah.. great news.. my cd writter's broken again but it's ok, it's still under warranty so i can easily have them fix it for free..

anyway take care.. thanks

...can i keep you? -Casper

song comes from the album Chobits Character Vocal Collection, Yuzuki and Minoru's duet image song

here's the english lyrics translation of the song..

Beyond
by Yuzuki and Minoru

Finding a promise, we vowed on that day
With our hands connected, walking, why we could see far away
What is the important thing?
To know a lie
If it becomes a dream
It'll be complained about
Along with the depths of a smile
Confusion is buried

Break the wall, I want to deliver it to you
From the important pain

Put weight on the words and put weight on the heart
Let's try anything
If the path you're concentrating on is let go
The unstable things are all in ourselves
So realize it
Find more of the truth

From the ordinary incident, after something was awakened
From the changing scenery we were disoriented
What is the separated thing?
Don't go against it
If it's forgiven a bit
Pick up the scent
In the sleeping memories
A toy is there

Break time, I want to touch it
It's a mysterious wind

Pay attention to yesterday, pay attention to your eyes
Let's find anything
I don't know other things, I want you
All the great things are in the depths of the smile
No one touches it
Like a code, the true you

Pay attention to the words, pay attention to the heart
Let's try anything
If the shaking feelings are calmed
All the unstable things are in both of us
So realize it
The undeniable truth, want it tomorrow...
Find it soon...
Kuwashima Houko & Orikasa Fumiko's Beyond

Romeo and Juliet
Posted at 06:26 AM

My only love comes from my only hate... -Romeo Montague[Romeo and Juliet by William Shakespeare

lol what's with the line? nothing... i just remembered that story.. watched the both versions of the movie and every play.. red even the book..

well.. let's just say its funny when everytime you found your happiness.. there's someone or something to stop you...why don't they just...let you be?

ok before that...what's with this day.. hm nothing..

woke up at 10, found out ate's not leaving so.. i slept... when i woke up.. played my anime musics as usual.. then fell asleep

woke up at 4:40 in time to watch tv..

then went online at 6... it's a friday night so there's a lot of people at waa...

talked to the usual people...

found out some things.. i don't think i need to say it here...

emailed dalnet.. finally...

then usual talk again...

hm.. ok now...

rant.. weee

i kinda noticed it.. everytime i'm sad/deppressed.. it's fine with them.. but when i'm happy... they put a lot of deal on it...

as if they preffer me to be sad rather than be happy...

i know a lot of people close to me are so dissapointed at me.. and even hurt on things that i did...i'm so sorry... i know this is not enough but still.. sorry..

but.. please...

I WANT TO BE HAPPY!

just for once.. just for the meantime.. just for the remaining years of my life... i want to be happy.. and i want to feel it...

oh yeah.. and what's the connection with Romeo and Juliet? simple..

they love each other.. but due to some things.. their families hate each other... they were forbidden to love each other.. and forbidden to be happy.. just because of some silly things...

ok ok maybe i should stop.. i'm not making any sense...

for now.. she's my happiness... i wouldn't be happy if it weren't for her... i won't give her up... not now not ever... and i'll fight for her... to the very end of my existance!

i hope she does too for me...

i realized.. all of this was a blessing in disguise... because now it made me realize that i'm sure on what i feel...

and later's the last time i'll see her for a long time... i'll miss her..

take care all.. see you at the eb!

i love her so much... i really do...

Song comes from the ending theme of Ranma ½ the Movie 1, Chuugoku Nekonron daikessen! (The decisive battle in Nekonron, China!)
Rabbit's It's Love

Blue Rain
Posted at 06:05 AM

"I'm the king of the world! Woohoo!" -Jack[Titanic]

Lol.. what's with the funny line? i'll tell you later

hm let see...

was suppose to go to gilmore to check-in my writer.. but unfortunately i overslept.. woke up at 12.. ate woke me up... and i was.. well extending my sleep? lol

anyway.. went online at the same time.. and a little while saw her.. and oh yeah... that "her" is none other than.. Elena! yeah her.. the girl who brought back my happy side.. and the reason why i smile again...

anyway we talked for a while then.. the stupid weather did what it does best... lightning and thunders! and i know my pc and lightning don't mix (my pc got hit by lightning 2 times.. first time it damages my lan card.. the 2nd was my cable modem) so i had to dc

so after that i prepared all that i need.. bath etc... then took all the cds i need then left home.. (was already 2 by that time )

but still.. i like what i'm wearing that time.. it looks so kouya-ish.. hm wait till i bought my things for the waa cosplay

hm got to mega by quarter to 3... rain was so hard outside but it's ok...

hm went to the foodcourt.. saw some people there... Drew, Carlo, some other people. but the most important person was there... her!

was a little exausted when i sat there... it's so cold inside and a little hot outside... weird.. was waearing my jacket whole day.. brrr cold..

she didn't stayed long coz they had a meeting of ops in their room and she's needed... i understand it though...

and after that, she entertain the other chatters and helped Tohru-kun when she's having a hard time breathing.. get well soon!

she's really nice.. and that's one of the thing i admire about her

after that... Shan Chai Sadaneko Rei Hino Fei-san Tonet and after a few while.. Bakura-san pao came.. lol missed those 2 peeps at the eb...

then every people when to their usual businesses, me and pao eat our way out.. get it? lol nvm

then did the usual eb things...

during the whole day.. i was holding her bag.. hm i was hugging it really tight.. she did asked me why i'm hugging it.. and i said.. la lang

as if i was hugging her herself.. it feels good and it smells wonderful too

she even give me a cute keychain as a advance birthday gift...

anyway after that.. the #waa peeps went to ate fatz to celebrate her bday and bout the meeting bout the waa cp... unfortunately.. i need to go home early and besides.. i don't want to left her behind alone

so they left us.. me, elena, benson, some #weareanime peeps...

that's the time we had a time solely for the both of us...

i was kinda ashamed coz i'm silent that time but in reality.. i was so happy that she's on my side..we talk, the usual asaran, etc... never felt happy and complete in my whole life...

then we both left the foodcourt at the same time.. it's getting late..hinatid ko sya sa sakayan, lol anyway i may do that to up to her home.. when i'm really needed too...

and i said what i feel to her before we departed.. dunno if she heard it though

then i went home.. after i got to the tricycle... i'm tired that time and looks like nobody wants to join us so i said to go directly to my street.. Special trip

so i got home quickly.. went online.. did the usual stuffs.. and waited for her.. and i thought she can't go online.. so i was sad

but alas! she went online.. yay!

we talked as usual... learned some wonderful things.. she sure knows how to make me smile

and i'm glad she feels the same way... as for the rest of the things like what is it between us.. go read her blog

and now i'm waiting for her.. she said she'll return.. but i'm kinda sleepy.. i may wait for her and/or left my pc online while sleeping or just sleep! lol nah.. i'll wait for her..

rants? nope i don't want to spoil my day... even thou she may leave anytime soon.. she's going to her province.. she told me not to think bout it too much.. and she will return.. and i trust her... i believe everything she says...

so there! beh

Take care all!

One can always idealize someone else with emotion...If I was the snow frozen inside the dark, closed Sohma family...she was the fresh clear spring. -Sohma Hatori[Fruits Basket]

song comes from the 2nd opening theme (first in nettouhan) of Ranma ½


Ribbon's Little Date

Sayonara...
Posted at 06:41 AM

...

bleah stupid me.. i fell asleep.. while waiting for her.. so i didn't had a chance to say goodbye to her...

i'm so sorry

nyway it's kinda ok.. i'll wait for her to return...

her quit message:

* Rena_Lanford (sapphiric@203.215.90.175) Quit (Quit: bye all!!! uuwi na ako sa prov...hehe...b back sa nov...claude-kun...aishiti...wait for my return...be fyn wen im gone...jst always remember, i always think of u and dat i love u very much...yngatz ka lagi ha!!! advance happy bday na lng...too bad ndeh ako ang unang babati sayo...*^-^*;

aishiteiru rena-chan...i already miss you so much...

now i know what Chichi felt when Gokou left him many times...

or how Kaoru felt when Kenshin said goodbye...

...i'll never gonna forgive myself

now i feel like crying

song comes from the 2nd ending theme of Rurouni Kenshin
Suzukaze Mayo's Namida wa shitte iru

Behind Enemy Lines
Posted at 04:37 AM

the first day without her.. hayy

oh well

let's see...

woke up early and went to mom's school.. helped her w/ some of her work..

got home by 9pm.. went online.. and i'm still online..lol

i'm kinda tired and sleepy but

miss ko na syaaaaaa....

hm found some shocking news, almost made my akito side woke up, but fortunately, talked to some people and they helped me! especially hanna. thank you so much~!

so i guess i won't jump into conclusions (and i'm guilty in jumping to conclusions usually), i'll ask her muna...

but one thing's for sure.. there are people who are plotting against us.. planning to break the feelings between us... well guess again... i won't give her up, i'll fight for her till the end and i believe her...

so whatever you bad people are planning... don't you dare

and my feelings are getting stronger and stronger... i guess missing someone helps sometimes... it's a blessing in disguise...

anyway it's not a rant... at least my angsty akito side's gone for a while again... damn that person... oh well

Ja matta ne minna-san, ki o tsukette kudasai!

i miss you so much elena...aishiteiru

song comes from the ending theme of Gatekeepers


Matsuzawa Yumi's Kyou Kara Ashita e (From Today to Tomorrow)

Ray of Light
Posted at 03:40 AM

another day... ordinary day... 2nd day without her

woke up at 1, watched tv, listen to some anime music...

went online at 6, talked to the usual people.. did the usual things

at least i heard some good news... got some message from elena... she's fine.. lonely coz she misses the #waa and #weareanime peeps... and.. hehe the rest's classified

hehe at least i heard something from her.. and i'm glad that she's doing fine... that made me smile...

rants.. hm none at the moment...

sigh... i miss her so much...

now i know what Yuki, Kyo and Shigure felt when Tohru left the house to live to her relatives... they miss her...

rena's pic from my last post reminds me of her... i miss her cute smile..

err.. anyway...

thanks for reading and posting at my comments...

no qm's for today

song comes from Dragonball and Dragonball Z Songs of a High Spirited Saga
Age of Wonder's Love Light

The day a saiyan was born...
Posted at 01:52 AM

lol @ that...

anyway...

major overslept..lol woke up at 1, tonet, texted me bout her pc.. left home at 2, got to our meeting place at 3 uber traffic kasi eh

reached her home at 4 or 5.. but i forgot something.. my boot disk..lol.. bought another disk but the pc we used to create the bootdisk was broken

lol my fault anyway.. i'm having shizuku syndrome again

anyway got home by 11 and i'm online..lol

hehe oh yeah.. talked to elena on the phone.. weeee la lang i'm just happy to hear her voice again after a long time... that should keep me for a while..

hehe gomen if i'm so redundunt but well.. i still miss her...

lol ok that's enough

oh yeah.. thanks to the people who greeted me (kahit iilan lang sila.. lol, and as if importante ba naman ako.. haha) especially to elena, lil-sis, Bes Leia, nicole, Pao, Tonet and to the unknown number (0916337????)na wala sa phone book ko... whoever you are... i you!!! lol thanks

even dear old lovable DaLNeT has a gift.. my nicks are back! yay

Happy Birthday to myself

Thanks...

song comes from Son Gokou's image song in Dragonball Z



Hironobu Kageyama's Son Gokou

Expect the Unexpected...
Posted at 04:31 AM

how's my birthday... hm

woke up at 12, went online for a while, then went to gilmore for the repairs of my writter, then went to mega to buy some things...

got home by 7 but i went online by 8.. usual people

oh yeah..received a lot of txt messages from my titas, friends etc greeting me.. wehehe thanks y'all there's even people i don't even know.. or i don't know coz their numbers isn't on my phonebook

hehe and lil-sis, Nicole, and fk called me on my cell.. gee thanks

and was kinda shock on the topic at #waa

|Welcome to #waa!, the #1 Anime Community in the Philippines!||WAA Cosplay Party 2k3 TOMORROW! (Oct. 18) at BRANNIGANS, Timog Ave. cor. Sct. Tuazon, Q.C., SEE YOU THERE!!!||Tanjoubi Omedetou October Celebrants!|| esp. to Goks[Son_Gokou](16) and Karen[nenloth](17)|

oh yeah almost forgot.. Happy Birthday Karen!!!

hm talked to someone.. i'm glad everything's ok now...

after reading its synopsis, for some reason i want to watch Ai Yori Aoshi, they say it's too mushy and romantic and such... but for me.. hehe i like that sort of thing.. i'll look for its eps at my friends...

didn't got any material things i want but who cares.. this day could be perfect if only she's with me right now.. oh well.. sya lang kulang

i miss her badly...

but it's ok, i'm glad she's having some fun there...

i'm starting again.. hehe sorry.. i'll stop

i'm so sleepy... sorry if i can't bloghop as much as i used to do.. hehe

take care all and thanks for making my day great

got this haiku from Ai Yori Aoshi's official site...

Blue as autumn sky
Yet bluer than indigo
Is their true blue love

the pic is from Ai Yori Aoshi

song comes from Chii's song in Chobits Character Vocal Collection


Tanaka Rie (Chii)'s I Hear You Everywhere

The Aftermath
Posted at 02:29 AM

hm...

i'm back to my regularly scheduled program..lol

i.. overslept.. woke up at 3 pm, watched tv, usual stuffs

went online at 6, it's friday night so as expected.. there are lots of people at #waa

did the usual online things..

and after this i need to sleep.. lol i need to be early at branigans tomorrow, even though. i have little idea where the hell is that place, and i expect heavy traffic tomorrow.. well due to president bush of the us.. blame that guy..lol

anyway.. i should sleep.. no rants for today.. don't want to spoil my day...

hayy.. i wish it's already november.... and i may get to see her often again...

i'll wait for her...

take care all.. see yah later at the Waa Cosplay Party

oh yeah.. was searching for some ai yori aoshi pics.. and i come across this page.. lol son goku of saiyuki and kaoru hanabishi of ai yori aoshi has the same seiyuu!! so does kazuma of scryed and kira yamato of gundam seed.. sugoi desu ne~!

hm... this haiku comes from Ai Yori Aoshi

Waiting, my whole life
While the cherry blossoms fall
I've always loved you

song comes from the 4th ending theme of Yu Yu Hakusho


Takahashi Hiro's Taiyou ga Mata Kagayaku Toki

...still sick
Posted at 05:21 AM

hm.

i feel a little better compare to yesterday, still got a fever and some cough, slept for 12 hours plus, woke up at 6:30pm

talked to the usual people, was surprised to found out that, everybody asked me on my condition, cool..

thanks to all for their concern

hm did the usual online stuffs, dled some pics...

i really like to forget bout yesterday.. so please don't mention any things bout yesterday or i'll either delete your comment or just ignore you... my akito side's still active after what happened and i don't want to be angsty

i still miss her.. i wish she's here with me...

hm oh yeah.. change topic

happy birthday to my online daughter Chibiusa

the Haiku comes from Ai Yori Aoshi

Blue
Blue, serene, calm, true.
A river flows but conquers.
As love overcomes

song comes from the 2nd opening theme of Shaman King


Megumi Hayashibara's Northern Lights (ballad version)

Cure
Posted at 02:41 AM

felt better compare the past 2 days, hm and this day's...good to me

usual sked, lol i woke up at 1, listened to my anime music as usual, watched tv afterwards and went online at 6

and a good news... Elena's back! weee she text'ed me in the morning, yay huraah cheers!

she's here in manila for a while.. to do some important things bout school...

bad part is.. err di ko sya naabutan sa chatroom kanina! and she'll return back to the province after a few days...

oh well it's ok.. we talked to the phone and txt afterwards... and i'll never forget this week...

now i have a good reason to get well...

Okaeri Nasai Elena

and gomen-ne for making you worried, i'm fine.. now that you're here...

i hope this week would never end...

The Haiku is from Ai Yori Aoshi

Forever have I
Wanted you with all my heart
Please say you'll be mine

song comes from the opening theme of Fruits Basket, Honda Tohru version



Yui Horie (Honda Tohru)'s For Fruits Basket

A night to remember...
Posted at 04:56 AM

lol

woke up a 12, went online for a while.. thena little later Elena went online, then we talked for 2 hours i think, then Nicole went online too...

left the room at 2, washed, dressed and left my home at around 3

got to mega at i think quarter to 4. waited at the foodcourt for some time then Bea and Mike came. we talked bout the usual stuffs, anime etc... then Elena and her cousin came...

due to the fact that it's so cold in foodcourt, we went to a coffeshop at the 2nd floor near encore... then talked bout usual stuffs..and they were reminising (spellcheck) bout their old times at wearedal... was fun listening.. and was amused.. hehe

then Kim appeared and.. we went back to the foodcourt to eat.. was starving that time.. hehe

then the continuation of what they were talking.. eheh

then even Louanne appeared... lol what was she doing there.. hehe nvm...

the important thing is.. i saw her again.. and she's with me.. that's heaven by my standards...

left mega for around... 9 something... go home by 9:30, went online by 10:00, a little while, Elena went online.. and we're still talking up to now...

i'm sad bout a bad news from a close friend of mine.. i just hope everything turns out fine.. and i'm always there when that person needs me...

someone pm'ed me and thanking me for making Elena happy.. and asking me to take good care of her...

i will.. promise.. and i'll do everything i can to keep her that way.. i'll do what my heart tells me to do

to me.. i'm so happy that she's happy with me.. and i'm contented with that...

i'm happy for what i got and i can't afford to lose her... coz i love her so much... more than to anyone else including to myself..

like i said.. if this is just a dream, i don't want to wake up...

i'm having peace and tranquillity.. and i'm glad about it

sorry if i'm getting a little mushy but it's just what i really feel and i'm just being honest to her and to everyone...

oh yeah, thanks to all the people who supported us

i almost forgot, Happy Birthday Minako Aino(Sailor Venus)!

this Haiku is from Ai Yori Aoshi

Your heart beats near me
Life has never been so grand
For now, We are one.

the song comes from Sailor Venus (Minako Aino)'s Image Song in Sailormoon



Rica Fukami (Minako Aino)'s Route Venus

Sourthern Cross
Posted at 03:39 AM

hm let's see...

i overslept again, lol. woke up at 12, did the usual preparations, left at quarter to 1, reached mega at about 2 or quarter to 2.

met Elena there.. then we went to SM Southmall to meet Nicole.

reached southmall at 4.. bleah.. uber traffic...

after meeting nicole, went to foodcourt to eat and then... windowshopping! lol

talked bout some funny stuffs...lol

left southmall at 8, reached crossing at quarter to 10 then hinatid ko siya sa sakayan ng fx..

reached home at 10:30, went online and after some time... she went online too...

we talked bout personal stuffs bout one another w/c is... for our eyes only..lol

and drat.. her pc has done it again, the bsod, hangs etc..

i'm still waiting for her...

hm mixed emotions.. but still.. i'm happy for this day...

everytime she's with me, i'm in heaven...

even though i have many problems in my life.. as long as she's with me.. and also my friends... i can survive...

she's the reason why i'm living...

Take Care~!

The Haiku comes from Ai Yori Aoshi

An old photograph.
Holds memories from the past,
Hopes for the future...

this song comes from the First Opening theme of Inuyasha


V6's Change the World

Extraordinary
Posted at 04:28 AM

hm this day's.. quite normal....days

hm another overslept, woke up at 3 pm, anyway i did intend to wake up late, need to recover lots of sleeping hours..

hm watched tv, went online at 6...

after watching yugioh, i kinda fell asleep, after Elena got dc, luckily i woke up before she returned..

hm her pc's on the roll again.. usuall hang/bsod sort of things...

hm and now her pc has done it again.. i'm waiting for her...

hm no rants or anything this time, my day's good so there

i'm a little confused but i'm contented and satisfied... i feel peaceful too.. all thanks to her...

as long as she's with me.. i couldn't ask for more...

take care...

this Haiku comes from Ai Yori Aoshi

More than anything
to be true to my fine heart
wrap me in your arms.

if you notice.. bout the haikus... they're all dedicated to Elena, aishiteiru...

the song comes from the opening theme of Chobits


ROUND TABLE featuring Nino's Let Me Be With You

Quizzes Galore
Posted at 08:42 PM

W0eh, maybe this is the effect of not going to the eb, i'm so bored..lol anyway

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3 memories

Emptiness
Posted at 01:59 AM

hm another normal day.. except the fact's she's in the province again..

anyway i woke up at 10, went online at 11am, was onlin till 2 pm, was thinking if i'll go to the eb.. i choosed not to, i need some rest... i feel kinda strange... lol don't worry, don't want all of you to worry, i may go to a doctor for a check up on monday i think...

listened to my anime songs, slept for a while, woke up at 7 pm, went online at 7:30 pm.. hm room's boring w/o the usual people, they're on the eb...

so i answered some anime quizes, look at my past post...

hm so now i'm still online.. usual people

hayy.. i'll never be complete without her...

i hope she's fine there... i miss her so much

i'll wait for her and i promise her that...and i'll be fine

take care..

the Haiku comes from Ai Yori Aoshi

young lily
grows through the storm
iris sustains

song comes from the Chobits Character Song Collection, Yumi's image song


Toyoguchi Megumi (Yumi)'s Ningen Dakara

Imperfect
Posted at 05:37 AM

was supposed to finish posting but the stupid ie hanged, so there.. back to scratch... anyway

i woke up at 11am, went online at 11:30am, gonna go to my cousin's birthday party later that day... the did the usual stuffs

left the house at 1:30pm, got to that place at 2:00, then saw my cousins.... it's kinda cool to see them again after a long time...

the party's kinda fun too...

then went to my lola's house... left there at 9pm, got here by 10pm or 10:30pm, went online afterwards... #weareanime peeps are so funny.. and they're so friendly too

talked to Nicole and Lil-sis as usual..

went offline at one coz mom's gonna use the pc, listened to anime cds then Nicole called me, we talked for sometime bout some stuffs..lol

hm Elena misscalled me at 3:30am.. hm.. i wonder how she's doing there...

i... miss her badly...err i just wish it's november already so that she's with me again...

without her... i'll never be complete...

oh yeah.... sorry for my redundancy.. that's just how i really feel.. and besides.. my life's pretty darn plain and boring... without her...

Take care all, thanks for reading and posting at the comments...

I would rather be a brainless monkey than a heartless monster! -Son Gokou[Dragonball Z]

song comes from the opening theme of Yami no Matsuei


To Destination's Eden

Itch
Posted at 11:40 AM

err stupid blackout, was supposed to post yesterday... anyway

woke up at 11:30, went online by the same time, saw the usual noon people...

listened to anime music afterwards... almost fell asleep

was waiting for mom, she came at about 3:30

we left the house at 4:30, came to the clinic at 5 for my checkup...

the doctor said it's allergy.. and i'm not allowed to eat certain things, like mamantika and malansa foods... no egg, chicken and bagoong too

but still it's kinda ok, as long as i can still eat something edible..lol

after that, went to the shop to pickup my cd writter, they txted me and said it's ready to pickup and they replaced it.. yay!

got there by 7, exactly before they were closing... got it and left afterwards

reached home at 8:30, went online for a while...

then a blackout occured at 11, drat

talked to Nicole that time on the phone

the electricty went back at 12, but i installed my writter first... went back online at 1...

talked to Lil-sis for a short while... coz mom's gonna use the pc afterwards...

returned after some hours...

i was supposed to post this but the stupid meralco... blackout again!

so i sleep instead

now.. my brain's still sleepy...

hm.. la lang, i... miss Elena

Take Care all...

sorry if i can't go to your blog as much as before, but i will when i have the time...

Your pride has been damaged. You have challenged and lost, and worst of all, it was to a mere monkey, right? -Son Gokou[Dragonball Z]

music came from the 1st opening theme of Kaitou Saint Tail (Sweet Tales of Saint Tail)


Matsuyuki Yasuko's Toki Wo Koete

Eternal Nothingness...
Posted at 03:40 AM

this day's pretty darn...normal

hm ate woke me up at 12 to eat, watched some tv and then slept afterwards.. still sleepy that time, must be pretty tired...

woke up at 4:30, watched tv as usual... went online at 6, also took up my medicines...

idle'd most of the time, watched tv... the new channel of destiny's great, shows up a lot of anime... watched one piece.. it's good

backed up and rearrange my files... i really need to finish this...

now i learned bout the bad part bout a strict diet.. you can't eat the good food you want to eat... i just ate bread for dinner

went offline at 12, mom's gonna use it again, then i went back at 3.. and now i'm posting...lol

hm..just my average normal day.. except that i feel lonely without her... oh well the only thing i can do is wait... and think bout her...

Take care all...

You should know that the sword doesn't make the man. -Trunks [Dragonball Z]

music comes from the opening theme of Crash Gear Turbo


Jam Project's Crash Gear Fight!

Reallity is Stranger than Fiction
Posted at 02:10 AM

err stupid mouse... was posting and it refreshed ie... eck

anyway

woke up at 9 coz dad's home.. his business at the province's finish for a while.. and looks like i won't be going to the cemetery again.. some internal family problems

but he went to my uncle's house first to give some documents bout my lola's land...

then went online afterwards till 12...

then i slept again.. till 4, i noticed i sleep more often than usual.. must be due to my health i suppose...

went online at 6, saw the usual peeps.. talked to them..

i almost become akito again.. some annoying people.. anyway luckily i can control now, and don't want to be angsty...

i reorganized my mp3s ro be backed-up... now all i need is to burn them and the rest of the important files for backup

hm earlier.. i'm using Elena's smiley hehe la lang, i miss the person who uses that smiley.. hm at least october's nearing it's end..

*^-^*

i can see her again... i hope..

i'm just here, still waiting for her.. to return..

oh yeah.. thanks to the people concern bout my health.. uhm.. i'm on strict diet not because i want to lose weight or something.. i'm on diet coz there's some food that i'm forbidden to eat.. due to my allergy attack recently (if you read my past posts.. you'll know already why)

and thanks to the people who post their comments.. especially to dette.. thanks.. and sure i will..

Take Care All!

What's wrong Frieza? Is your brain another one of your weak and underused muscles? -Vegeta[Dragonball Z]

music comes from the 1st opening theme (2nd season) of Yugioh


Cloud's voice

The Only Constant is Change
Posted at 09:41 AM

lol, looks like for everyday... i'm beggining to sleep early and early than as expected..anyway

woke up at 9 yesterday, went online afterwards...

logged of the usual time... listened to anime songs...

then.. pc went nuts...lol... so i formatted it and returned to Windows XP, yay! it's a blessing in disguise.. teehee

finished installing windows at around 8, went online at 9, still updaing windows that time...

i installed office 2k last... coz mom needs to use the pc for her work.. after i installed, i logged of and she used the pc.. i fell asleep, forgot to post here... hehe

hm as usual, Elena misscalled me in the early morning.. just a few days left...

my brain's still sleepy now.. oh well...

Take Care All...

How many people begged for their lives before you killed them anyway? Did you show mercy when I asked you to spare my best friend Krillen?! -Son Gokou[Dragonball Z]

music comes from the ending theme of Hunter x Hunter OAV2 Greed Island


Shimokawa Mikuni's Popcorn