it's cold, it's dark, it's cursed...


It all starts without warning, a loved one or trusted authority thrusts a sharp dagger slicing deep into the child's innocent heart shattering its safe world of love with betrayal. A reflex pulls the heart away as the first painful emotion brings a fear of death and insecurity. Stunned in disbelief the child's mind scrambles to make sense of the puncture the heart has just sustained. Confused and unable to comprehend the assault, the child accepts full responsibility. Year after year the pattern continues, as trust becomes a distant memory.

Deep within solitude and far from discovery the mirror of the buried heart reflects failure and loneliness. The mind caught off guard responds with a legion of proof the inner voice is a lie. As time passes and silent to all others, the heart's once small whisper increases to a scream the mind can not suppress. Plunging into a darkness of conviction and despair a knowing of the failure permeates the body. Shocked by the inner betrayal, a rage is created that will not relent. Over and over you seek for the one to blame, but none can be found. Through desperate fear the mind has the solution. You are the one to blame.

The now silent heart slowly dies unaware of its gradual fate as despair trickles into the cold voids where the dream once lived. Day after day the darkness kills thoughts before they transform into action bringing a paralysis to life. Moving deeper and deeper into hopelessness, the childhood dream no longer exists. Replaced with a cold hatred that the song of lies was ever heard. Death is the only escape and love is a lie.

they are just waiting for me to die...


Entries for November, 2003

November 1, 2003
Doing it tomorrow what you can do today can be a bad thing...
Posted at 11:14 AM

Black
You are Black.

Boasting of Power and mystery, you make for an
interesting person. But careful, you may scare
off any potential freinds with your short fuse.


What Color Best Represents Your Personality?
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w0w... that's strange... was expecting blue.. oh well.. i'm really Akito

anyway...back to topic

err i forgot to post yesterday...again

hm anyway i'll try to remember everything...

nothing much happened really...

woke up early.. 9. posted the other day's post..

went online till 12... then watched tv afterwards...

went back at 6, finished the updates, installed nero...

i'm supposed to burn the files i have to backup but mom's gonna use the pc again...

hm left the room at around 12am... then i fell asleep...

:sleep: yawn.. i'm still sleepy... just a few days to go... yay!

sorry.. mind's still sleeping..

Take Care All...

Ally to good, nightmare to you! -Super Saiyan Son Gokou [Dragonball Z]

Music comes from the 2nd ending theme of Final Fantasy Unlimited



Move's Romancing Train






November 2, 2003
Dormire
Posted at 01:39 AM



What Anime Legend Are You?

err who's this guy? lol

anyway... i noticed that i sleep a lot.. and even though i had enough sleep.. i'm still sleepy!

you may been wondering what the title meant.. it means Sleep in Latin

bact to the story...

i woke up at 9, posted my yesterday's post... park at the chatrooms...

went offline after that.. mom's still using the pc singit lang ako, hehe

after lunch, i watched tv.. then fell asleep

ate woke me up at 6:30 pm, went online afterwards... the room's boring.. too silent... and my friends are not yet online

a little later.. Nicole went online on ym.. she can't go to dalnet coz.. the pc that she's using doesn't have mirc.. and she's just in a cafe.. in cavite...

we talk but some things.. hehe...

a little while.. Lil-sis went online on the ym too.. talked bout the same thing.. and thought her how to use kazaalite...

hm after they logged off..

talked to the usual people at #waa and #weareanime.. hehe the good old normal chat.. sugoi~!

and now i'm supposed to burn after this of logging off.. or.. letting my mom use the pc for a while...

hm it's already nov 2.. hehe belated happy halloween to all btw..

saw a good chinese movie at the new channel of destiny.. it's titled something like 2002

a story bout a section in the police that deals w/ paranormal, ghosts etc...

the first guy's cute and handsome.. he's good too.. but his curse was that.. everybody that he loves...dies.. so he limit himself.. not to fall in love... till he saw a girl.. she's pretty... a nurse.. w/c later he turned down.. he's afraid that the girl may die.. and he already loves that girl..

then his partner.. a rookie cop.. transfered from the traffic department to the 2002 department..his fate was.. to die.. coz it's said that the 2002 should have a human-ghost partnetship.. and he's the one who supposed to die.. he fell in love with a comatose patient.. she's cute too...

in later it turns out... the first guy almost dies... the nurse cried.. err you get it.. the mushy stuffs...

luckily nobody of them died.. and it's a happy ending! yay!

i wonder if she'll cry when i die? err

don't want to talk bout that... and i believe.. that she's the one i have been looking for... not that i love her just because of that... i love her coz... she's Elena! i don't need a reason to love.. even though there's a lot of reason why... and she makes me complete...

just one more day... i'll be able to see and talk to her again... hm not being overexagerated or something but...

i'm beggining to miss her more and more.. i don't know how i survived... and.. i'm loving her more and more at the same time as i miss her...badly

i just hope she has a safe trip on her way back home...

I love you so much Elena...

Ki o tsukette kudasai minna-san...

"I don't know what the curse is... But, I'm glad that I was able to meet you. I'll never regret meeting everyone. I want to hear more of your feelings...It's okay if you're angry, even if it's painful or sad, right now...Akito-san, you're still living." -Honda Tohru[Fruits Basket]

(note: i used this quote before.. it's just that.. it's very related to me, so i'll use it again)

Music comes from the 6th ending theme of Rurouni Kenshin


Siam Shade's 1/3 no Junjou na Kanjou






November 3, 2003
Back on the track...
Posted at 05:12 AM

You're a Duellist of faith! You rely totally on the
Heart of the cards to guide you through those
though times in a duel. You don't beleive in
psycing out your opponants and often do
something in a duel just to teach the person
more respect for their cards. Keep on believing
and you'll do fine!


????? What Kind of Yu-Gi-Oh! Duellist are You ?????
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You are descended from Yugi Muto / Yami Yugi & Tea!

"What a good heart they both possess."


If your parents were some of the Yu-Gi-Oh! characters, who would they be?
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lol @ that



What Anime Art Style Are You?

let's see now...

this day's...weird..

woke up at 7 am, went online at 7:30 while mom's gonna sleep for a while..

did some blogging and bloghop and talked to some people in the chatroom..

logged off at 10 and burned the first batch of the files i needed to backup..

finished after that then my pc when.. cahoots again..lol

hm after eating lunch... watched tv.. saw another mushy movie.. eck

after that.. took a bath then fell asleep..lol

woke up at 6:30, Tohru-kun txt'ed me bout something..lol

went online at 7, talked to the usual people again...

hm.. then talked to Nicole at the phone.. usual.. stuffs

talked to lil-sis afterwards.. got to a sort of a misunderstanding.. but it's ok now.. i guess

hm.. was surprised to see Elena at the chatroom.. hehe now i'm still a little shock but... i can't describe how happy i am to see and talk to her again... yay

well now i'm still online.. talking to her...

i'm back to my happy self again.. yipee yipee yay!

the Haiku's of Ai Yori Aoshi's back.. yay

Believe and Trust your Heart
Bitter or Sweet o fate can be
Love can never be denied


music comes from the 1st opening theme of Rurouni Kenshin




Judy and Mary's Sobakasu






November 4, 2003
Think...
Posted at 02:33 AM



What Anime Stereotype Are You?

lol @ "we like you before.."



What Anime Type Are You?



What NERV Child Are You?

LoL.. i'm rei,



What Anime Vampire Are You?



World History, 1501-1800 Quiz!

You scored 25 out of 30. This is a truly impressive score. You should be extremely proud. You have a tremendous knowledge of world history from 1501-1800. You are a motivated and intelligent person and you will go very far in life. Okay, this is where we stop giving you all the credit in the world (this is only world history, after all...) Good job, though!

Take the World History Quiz!

lol enough w/ the quizzes..

hm let's see

woke up.. very early.. 8 am... went online after a short while..

logged off at 12.. then slept afterwards.. kulang tulog ko eh

woke up at around 4 or 5 pm.. went back online at 6...

naabutan ko pa si Elena, nasa kina te recy pa sya.. yay

the room's.. weird.. full of weird people.. if you know what i mean

luckily the genei peeps were there..and of Elena of course... talked bout this and that..

Elena left the cafe at 8.. got home by 9 or 10 pm i think.. talked to her again bout some personal things... my phobia w/c unfortunately.. can't tell you here.. unless you know me very well.. then you know already what it is...

i felt kinda relieved after that...

hm her pc went back to it's usual hangs and bsod.. erck

did some bloghop

and now.. i'm still talking to her...

i'm still in the process of thinking bout various stuffs... and doubting some things...

but still.. i know she's the one i've been looking for so long... and i believe her.. everything that she says... and i'm happy bout it..

I'll never let her go... i'll die first before that happens... only a moron would let go someone that he loves more than anyone else..

no haikus for today...sorry..

music comes from the 3rd and last opening theme of Rurouni Kenshin


Curio's Kimi Ni Fureru Dakede






November 5, 2003
I Could Not Ask For More
Posted at 02:20 AM




Lil Boy

Find out what bishonen you are.


who's van?

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LAYER 0NE:
-- Name: Son Gokou | Sohma Akito | Kaoru Hanabishi (if they know you know, you'll die )
-- Birth date: October 16, 198*
-- Birthplace: Manila, Philippines
-- Current Location: Mandaluyong City, Philippines
-- Eye Color: Brown
-- Hair Color: Blackish brown
-- Height: 5'5-5'7
-- Righty or Lefty: righty
-- Zodiac Sign: Libra

LAYER TWO:

-- The shoes you wore today: barefooted in the house
-- Your weakness: secret
-- Your fears: drowning
-- Your perfect pizza: free pizza?
-- Goal you'd like to achieve: to be successful in life w/ the girl i love and a good house and income, perfect life

LAYER THREE:

-- Your most overused phrase(s) on YM/ICQ: lol, (:|, Oo;
-- Your thoughts first waking up: only one person... Elena
-- Your best physical feature: eyes, skin color
-- Your bedtime: deppends on the mood
-- Your most missed memory: childhood

Layer FOUR:

-- In love?: yeah, w/ Elena

LAYER FIVE:

-- Smoke: never
-- Cuss: rarely
-- Sing: when in the mood
-- Take a shower everyday: twice a day
-- Have a crush: is Elena considred?
-- Do you think you've been in love: yeah
-- Want to go to college: i am..
-- Like(d) high school: no
-- Want to get married: if my life's stable and i can sustain my wife/child's lives
-- Believe in yourself: most of the times
-- Get motion sickness: yeah
-- Think you're attractive: hm deppends on the people/situation
-- Think you're a health freak?: not really
-- Get along with your parent(s): normal family ties
-- Like thunderstorms: no
-- Play an instrument: piano..ages ago

LAYER SIX:

In the past month..
-- drank alcohol: no
-- Smoked: no
-- Done a drug: no
-- Had Sex: no
-- Made Out: what do you mean?
-- Gone on a date: yeah
-- Gone to the mall?: yeah
-- Eaten an entire box of Oreos: the cookie cravings of Globe,
-- Eaten sushi: i don't like raw japanese foods
-- Been on stage: yeah
-- Been dumped: yeah... i guess
-- Gone skating: no, don't like skating

LAYER SEVEN:

Ever...
-- Played a game that required removal of
clothing: nope
-- Been trashed or extremely intoxicated: nope
-- Been called a tease: what do you mean?
-- Gotten beaten up: nope
-- Shoplifted: once
-- Changed who you were to fit in: once

LAYER EIGHT:

-- Age you hope to be married: any age, as long as i can sustain my life and so my soon to be wife
-- Numbers and Names of Children: 1, 2 or3
-- Describe your Dream Wedding: Mt. Alps, Austria/Switzerland(madami kasing bansa ang sakop ng mt. alps)
-- How do you want to die: protecting the one i love?
-- Where do you want to go to college: i'm already in college
-- when you grow up: anything related to computers.. mainly programing and html

LAYER NINE:

drugs taken illegally: never
people I could trust with my life: of course Elena, bes, geneiryodans, close people
CDs that I own: Final Fantasy VIII OST, Final Fantasy IX OST, Dragonball/Z Songs of a High Spirited Saga, Rurouni Kenshin Best Collection, You're Under Arrest Best Collection, Kaitou Saint Tail OST
tattoos: never
scars on my body: secret
things in my past that i regret: being lazy at school.. and not enjoying life

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i got the quiz and the survey from our resident menis master Adz, thanks

how's my day.. hm pretty normal and plain

forgot to tell you folks yesterday, went to the clinic for the check up, i'm pretty fine now.. control on the food though, the foods i used to be off-limits..

hm i overslept..lol

woke up at 12, went online for a short while...to look at the people at the room and at the blogs...

after that.. i slept again..lol

woke up at quarter to 5, watch tv...

went online at 6, Elena's there! weeee

she logged off after a short while... talked to the usual people.. unlike the other days... this time it's fun

she went back afterwards, we talked bout some personal stuffs.. and yes... i miss talking to her...

and she left again.. all thanks to her lovable pc

i'm suppose to burn the last batch of my backup but due to the fact i enjoyed talking at the chatroom, i forgot...

and now.. her pc's on the roll again.. darn that pc

i'll wait for her to return before we logged off..

I'm glad i have her in my life... i couldn't ask for more...

now i feel complete.. she makes me complete

Take care, and thanks for visiting, reading, tagging and commenting at my posts

this Haiku's from Ai Yori Aoshi

Always in my heart.
Together and forever.
Elena, I love you


(of course i changed Aoi to Elena )

music comes from the 4th ending theme of Rurouni Kenshin


L Arc En Ciel's Fourth Avenue Cafe






November 6, 2003
What a Turnover :bigeyes:
Posted at 03:31 AM

hm too sleepy to post all but.. it's a pretty normal day again...

hm was in akito mood for a short while.. but...

na shock ako dito

* Anzu_Masaki (~Akito@203.215.90.93) Quit (Quit: bye all!! yngatz!! kmi na...hehe ON na kmi...official na!! hehe *^-^* aishiti atashi...very much... *^-^*)

KAMI NA NI ELENA!!!!! weeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee

she should post it first.. pero ako na muna...

Take Care... i'm so sleepy...

no haiku or anything for a while...

music comes from the opening theme of Rockman X4(Megaman X4's japanese version) and yes it's Yukie Nakama of Sadako/The Ring


Yukie Nakama's Makenai Ai ga Kitto Aru






November 9, 2003
Last Two Minutes...
Posted at 03:59 AM

hm...

let's see... woke up at 9... and that's early for me

for some reason.. i woke up sad and depressed... dunno why.. maybe the things that are happening to me this past few days...

went online for a while... just a few peeps... dc'ed afterwards and burned some cds...

after lunch, went to the barber..guess what, bagong gupit na ako! lol, hm... the barber asked me if i want it short.. and i said yes..lol bye to my cosplay plans for this year...

and besides.. the hair make me look like akito.. and i try not to be akito for a while.. if you get what i mean..

after that... after shower and such... left house at 2... was supposed to left early but it rained hard.. lol even the weather understand how i feel... i really love rain...

i reached mega at around 3... hm no txt whatsoever...lol hm.. found out Elena's already there from Deacs... hm

talked to the usual eb peeps.. but.. the Genei peeps were there! weee... i missed them... specially Tamago-san.. and of course shan chai tonet and bakura pao :D

hm Elena returned afterwards.. but i guess she's kinda busy so i talked to the geneis for a while... it's been months since i last saw them... tamago-san at least..

and then they went to genei party for shal... and i was supposed to tag along.. but i didn't coz Elena's there.. even though.. she's busy with that someone...

afterwards... well the usual eb stuffs...

my Akito side's showing again..hm.. effects of the depression i supposed...

hm.. afterwards... hm.. got the chance to spend some little privacy with her... quality time... talk about some funny and not so funny stuffs bout her... and her past...

hm got back to mega after a short time.. then went back to the foodcourt first... and then.. i told her i'll keep my promise so.. i treat her.. i was supposed to buy bananasplit but she insisted on her all time favorite caramel sundae of McDo...lol and bought myself a choco sundae

afterwards... Tohru-kun and Mike talked to us (me and Elena) bout that prob... and.. i was kinda shocked and awed.. Tohru-kun's a great friend.. and she's good... and Mike too..

and saw Lil-sis, got the cds.. but i didn't had the chance to talk to her...

and afterwards... i bought my mouse...lol w/ almost all of the waa/weare peeps..lol it looked like a field trip full of kids! :D

hm after buying the mouse.. went to an old antique shop... looked at some things.. lol weird but funny...

and then returned to the eb... and afterwards... went to aubs party at max at the 3rd floor... w/ Deacs, Bro Rets, Kuya rg and Nicole

and w0w.. i was full..lol

and afterwards... hinatid ko si Elena sa sakayan...kaso.. wala ng masakyan sa gitna ng mega.. so went to crossing w/ her... and waited there... hm nahirapan parin sya sumakay kasi wala ng dumadaan na sasakyan hm... got another chance to spend some time w/ her alone.. no disturbances and no annoying people.. was glad...

hm.. i was volunteering na ihatid sya.. kahit sa last sakayan nya, kaso ayaw nya and i guess i'll never win if she insisted..lol and i really trust her.. so there

hm so we took a jeep instead. but still she doesn't want me na ihatid sya so.. i dropped by to the place where i take my next jeep...

hm got home at quarter to 12... txt'ed her afterwards.. saying that i'm home.. and after a few minutes, she txted back saying she's safely home.. Thank God...

she went online afterwards but her pc has done it again as usual.. hm may araw ka rin sa akin and magtutuos tayo!@ Elena's pc

hm... and some thing happened.. w/c can't tell you here coz i don't have a right..and it's not bout me, it's about a friend of ours... that made Elena sad... eck.. hayy...

hm.. fortunately.. she felt better after a while... and her pc has done it... for the nth time! grr

hm.. she talked to a friend bout that problem.. and i waited for her...

she returned after some time.. and here i am now.. blogging.. like what she's doing right now.. unless her pc has done it again...

hm even though my problem has kinda been solved for a while.. i still have a lot of other problems... my lil-sis has lots too.. and i can't seem to help her as much as i used to.. due to the fact that i was occupied on my own problems...

found the usual... hit behind my back on the post of some blog.. by that same person...lol nice

and strange... the people i expect to help... didn't helped me at all...

and the people i least expect to help... they helped me!

oh wait.. i think i typed this scenario a long time ago.. yeah.. with a different person but same problem and scenario... Deja vu

those so-called friends... that i helped when they have problems of their own... Where are they now?

oh wait.. they're on the other side...lol.. now... that's weird...

i was...dissapointed...

i guess i need to edit my meaning of the word FRIEND

and yeah..

To Tohru-kun, Mike and Yoj, i was... surprised, shocked and awed... you helped me and Elena a lot... and you've seen the root of the problem... i dunno how to thank you.. but really.. thanks... don't worry Tohru-kun, i'll do what you adviced me to do :D

to Cherry... even though you don't know much.. you still tried to helped me.. and don't worry... you did... thanks...

thanks to my friends who helped me... for i know all of you are still around...

and also.. thanks to my friends who didn't bother helping me at all.. and helped the other side... thanks for showing your true colors... and for showing on how lame you are...

hm... my problems.. may never end.. but i don't care... as long as Elena's w/ me... i don't give a damn about them... i'm strong because of her.. she's my strength..

Thank you very much Elena.. for understanding me... even though i have my own faults sometimes.. you're still there for me...

I love you very much...

and i hope.. to all of my friends who has they're own personal problems... sana maayos na and may find the solution that you have been looking for..

i believe in karma... whatever good or bad things you did to the other person.. it will return to you...multiplied by a million...

Take Care...

no haikus or qm's for this time...

Music comes from the 1st opening theme of Hunter x Hunter (series)


Keno's Ohayou






November 10, 2003
Half-Time
Posted at 02:41 AM

You're Gon
You're Gon!
You seem to be very naive and people think they
could trick you easily but with your friends
and a fair amount of luck you can handle every
job. You take life easy and your family and
your friends are very important to you. Like
Gon, you try to be friendly to everyone who
didn't do anything to you. Your best attribute
is, that you never lose hope and that you're
one of those people who just don't only care
about themselves.
Just try to think a little bit more about
difficulties but never give up beeing like you
are right now!


Which Hunter X Hunter Character are you?
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yay i'm Gon! *rejoices

pho
You are Form 0, Phoenix: The Eternal.

"And The Phoenix's cycle had reached
zenith, so he consumed himself in fire. He
emerged from his own ashes, to be forever
immortal."


Some examples of the Phoenix Form are Quetzalcoatl
(Aztec), Shiva (Indian), and Ra-Atum
(Egyptian).
The Phoenix is associated with the concept of life,
the number 0, and the element of fire.
His sign is the eclipsed sun.

As a member of Form 0, you are a determined
individual. You tend to keep your sense of
optomism, even through tough times and have a
positive outlook on most situations. You have
a way of looking at going through life as a
journey that you can constantly learn from.
Phoenixes are the best friends to have because
they cheer people up easily.


Which Mythological Form Are You?
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You're From Uranus
You're From Uranus. This means that you are bound
to be the one who stands out from the crowd.
You are original from you style of clothing to
the ideas in your head. You have alot to offer
the world with your unique views.


What Planet are You From?
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hm that's weird.. i rather be venus instead

hm woke up at 1:30, kinda overslept...

then text'ed Hon(Elena), hm she woke the same time too.. talked to each other for a while...

usual stuffs... hm i guess that someone did something really bad... tsk tsk

hm made up my mind to go to the mass and mega afterwards... left the house at quarter to six.. w/ dad..

still talking to her till then

at mega i bought a couple of cd-rs and a mousepad... then dad and i went to the supermarket... then bought something from the hardware...

reached home at around 8, went online afterwards... the room's eerily darn boring.. but at least i didn't see any annoying people for a while.. peace and tranquility..

after a short while i installed my new mouse.. and it works great! even w/o it's driver from the disk coz.. my floppy's broken.. i think

hon went online at 11, we talked bout this and that... hehe

and kinda a miracle.. her pc lasted longer than expected... although it started again a couple of minutes ago... so i'm blogging right now while i'm waiting for her...

and oh yeah.. you know who you are... if you're planning to destroy my relationship w/ Hon, think again... you'll never succeed... even if you take all of my friends... you'll never take her away from me... we believe in one another.. and we love each other that no word can describe it properly!

and besides... di ka natatakot na makarma? or to God even?

hm another deja vu... hm i think i posted this same thing before... hm.. kinda same situatuon.. same people...

hm.. sorry Hon if i'm a little harsh in my posts in this past few days.. i'm just like a male lion to the hunters.. protecting its family from those poachers... and...

but still.. thanks for realizing my point.. and for understanding...

i'll never leave you.. whatever happens.. i'll stay with you as long as you want me to..

I love you so much Hon...

Take Care.. and thanks for visting my blog..

no haiku's or qm's for a while...

music comes from the Hunter x Hunter Character Vocal Song Book, Track 2



Takeuchi Junko and Mitsuhashi Kanako's Tobira (Gon & Killua Vers






November 11, 2003
Elimination
Posted at 02:00 AM

hm... woke up.. around 11.. overslept.. and i don't feel so well... so i guess i'll go to school tomorrow..hm.. the stupid confirmation process thing... i didn't know changing branches can be a hassle... i don't know if i can still make up for the lost time.. it's already the 2nd week of november

went online for a short while to check the blogs... afterwards i txt'ed Elena.. she replied after a short while.. she didn't go to school too.. pareho talaga kami, hehe

i just.. rest the whole day.. listened to my anime cd's as usual..

went online at 6... usual people...

afterwards Elena went online... and we talked for a while.. but she said brb.. and after that... i'm in a serious lag!

so after a couple of annoying dc and lag.. i went offline for a while to burn some cds...

went online after i'm finnished and after Elena txt'ed me...

we talked again.. until her pc went berserk again.. argh

waited for her for a long while...

after she come back.. we talked on some important things.. w/c is.. secret

hm... and now... her pc has done it again...

hm..i dunno what to rant.. even though i have tons of things in my mind...

it's.. unfair.. my so-called friends...they already picked what side they're on to.. but they didn't even bother knowing my side...

it's ok... i still have my hon.. and besides...

i really don't give a damn what everyone thinks.. as long as the both of us are happy... i'll do what i think is right..

i'll continue to fight... for Elena and our happiness...

Take Care and thanks for dropping by...

Music comes from Hunter x Hunter Character Vocal Song Book


Mitsuhashi Kanako (Killua)'s Mashou no Tenshi






November 12, 2003
30 second Timeout
Posted at 12:03 AM

Spirit
Your element is Spirit. You are above most Earthly
things or like to think you are. More
mysterious than any of the other elements and
twice as dangerous. You tend to be a loner and
whatever you belive in it verges on fanatical.
Be careful because Spirit has no true substance
and can get lost.


What's your element
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HASH(0x884b19c)
You are an Angel! You love to guide Humans and lead
them on the path of ritousness and you love
white and peach. You dislike (you are to
heavenly to hate) Demons and you love being
around others. You love big cities because they
make you feel like you're not the only one out
there and you want to protect them.


(Pictures in results)What Mythical Being are You?
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Take the Anime Sountrack Quiz


what?!?!?! @ result






Find out what anime series you belong in.


yay!




Isn't magic great!?

Find out what anime villan you are.







*meow*


What fuzzy creature are you?






What Planet are You?

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hm woke up at 9, went online at 10:30am just to check the blogs and the room.. went offline afterward...

went to school after lunch.. just to confirm something.. hm..

got home at 3, tried doing my special project in my pc and component.. and it worked.. yay

went online at 6.. usual people..

Elena went online at 7, talked bout various stuffs... she logged of afterwards.. gonna watch her fave show.. hehe

she returned at around 9 or 10 i guess.. but as usual her pc has done it again..

we talked again bout important things... she logged off for a while again.. and now i'm waiting for her..

hm.. i'm still thinking bout this past few days...bout our problems...

i don't want her to see her in pain.. or having problems...

but still

I rather had bad times with her... than good times with someone else..

(i know it's from a certain song.. forgot the title and name though..)

even though we're going into trials and hardships..

they say... lahat ng magagandang bagay sa mundo pinaghihirapan

so that means... she's worth more than everything in this world...

and i'll never let her go...

I love you so much Elena...

oh yeah.. special thanks to a friend of mine.. w/c is i can't tell who that person is.. for some reason.. thanks for the advice.. and thanks for understanding my point.. goodluck to your goals!

Take Care...

Music comes from the ending theme of Rockman X4 (Megaman X4 Japanese Version)
Yukie Nakama's One More Chance






November 13, 2003
Reinforcements
Posted at 02:06 AM

Your Japanese name is Ame (Rain) Other good names
would be Umi (Ocean), Kodo (Harp), Suiso (water
element), or Merodi (Melody) You are a very
calm person, and like the water. You feel pure
most of the time, and don't worry over things.


Your Japanese Name Is...
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Yami Yugi
Yugi/Yami Yugi: man you are short AND TALL.....
You are very thoughtful for all of your friends
even if they are brain-washed and are being
controlled by someone you hate. an your hair is
CRAZAAYY!!


Which Yugioh character would you play if you were in Yu-Gi-Oh???WITH PICTURES!!
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Friendly
<<>>???What Kind Of Angel R You???<<>>( Anime Pics )

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Aphrodite
Aphrodite/Eros


?? Which Of The Greek Gods Are You ??
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Magician
You are the Magician! You strive to find the
meaning in life and solve its many mysteries.
You are creative, smart, and innovative in all
that you do!


Which Tarot Card are You? *with cool pictures!*
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they.. woke me up early!!! as in early! the woke me up at 6 am

went online at about 7:30, saw a few people... went to my blog and Elena's blog to look at some things...

then i idled for a while.. till Ana and daughter lea went online.. yay.. it's fun! daughter's had her comedy antics as usual.. di na daw sya papasok, lol

and Ana... hehe i missed talking to her like that.. after a long time.. talked to her bout her school etc.. and bout my problems...hehe as usual... she's really good at those sorts of things.. and she made me realized some important things...

went offline at 10, prepared to leave..

left at 11, got to school at 11:30.. did nothing really.. inquired on the status of my credit accreditation.. hm looks like it's getting dim.. hayy

got home at around 3.. slept for some time, woke up at quarter to 5 to watch Yugioh...

went online at 6, usual people...

hon went online for a short while...talked to her.. yay...

then after she dc'ed... did my stuffs.. and i continued my post at HxH Rpg...

then organized my mp3s.. was supposed to burn it but i'll guess... i'll do it tomorrow instead...

Hon went online at 12.. but there's another netsplit! waaaa

she returned at quarter to 2... talked to her again.. i'm glad that she's getting better and.. she's so genki!

talked to her on something...important

hm... not much rant today.. just realized i still have some friends left.. real friends... who's there when i need a helping hand...

Thanks Ana...

and my relationship w/ Elena's getting stronger than expected.. i guess trials makes us strong...

hon...like you accepted me on what i am.. i accepted you on what you are and what you have... i'm not looking for other things.. because you have all that i need...

If I had 3 letters "hrt" I can add "ea" & get heart, If I added U then it would be "hurt" but Id rather choose U & get hUrt than have a hEart without U. I love you Elena...

music comes from the opening theme of Boys Be


Aki Maeda's Daijoubu






November 14, 2003
Change Court
Posted at 02:19 AM

woke up at 3pm, overslept at usual... and that means i missed school.. it's ok though...

watched tv at 4:30, went online at 6.. dalnet's dead.. sort of...

talked to Hon at ym.. bout some things...

as usual.. her pc went to it's usual errors and stuffs...

still talking to her right now though...

no rants or anything...







November 15, 2003
End of the Game?
Posted at 03:37 AM

Quizzes Galore:

You represent... angst.
You represent... angst.
You have an extremely cynical outlook on just about
everything. It's okay to sulk and be
depressed, but life is short, and you only get
one. It's only what you make it, and only you
can make it improve.


What feeling do you represent?
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w00t... Akito's really synonymous to the word Angst :D

Angel
You are... WAIT! - you're none of the Sins you're
an Angel!
Perfect, or close enough, and annoyingly so! Did
you always
behave so 'just right'. ARGHHH . You can annoy the
hell outta
people with your attitude, but no doubt your church
is real happy
with you. The positive side certainly outweighs the
negative,
after all, you do chores, are smart, are cute, do
charity work.
Least you know what a perfect saint you are. You
just make the rest
of us sinners vomit. Perhaps you could break the
rules once in a while, go wild - Eat an extra
cookie or something.
However - congratulations on being the most pure,
of the entire human race.


?? Which Of The Seven Deadly Sins Are You ??
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Waterfall
Waterfall


?? Which Natural Wonder Or Disaster Are You ??
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Angel_Youth
Youth


?? Which Angel Or Demon Are You ??
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unicorn
You're like a Unicorn!


?? Which Mythical Creature Are You ??
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Crab
Crab


?? Which Creature Of The Sea Are You??
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Emerald
! You are most like An Emerald !
Caring, giving, - and very emotional. You're the
person
people turn to with a problem. You worry about
everybody,
and genuinely want to help - a little too much
sometimes.
As an emerald, you tend to take a more backseat to
the other
gems, but your inner beauty soon captivates those
who take
the time to get to know you.
Congratulations ... You're the selfless gem
everybody needs as a friend.


?? Which Precious Gem Are You ??
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Season = Spring
You're Most Like The Season Spring ...

Fresh faced, with a young outlook on life - you
smile at the world and expect it to smile back
at you. You're mostly a bubbly, fun - innocent
person. Described as cute possibly. However,
you're a little naive about things and tend to
be a little too trustworthy.
As the first season, It Makes you the youngest -
and so most immature - but people are inclined
to look out for and protect you.

Well done... You're the most fun of the seasons


?? Which Season Are You ??
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this day's quite interesting...

woke up at 11, kinda overslept.. went online for a short while then went to school..

usual.. duh stuffs...

went to g4 afterwards.. played tc 2.. need to steam of some heat..

got home by 4.. watched tv.. then went online...

talked to Hon... some things happened but fortunately.. it's over now.. and that's related to the person i've been pointing at my past posts...

just hope it stays that way...

hm.. my head kinda hurts... and i'm waiting for hon to come back..

I love you Elena...

i dedicate this song to her... now that i have her in my life.. i couldn't ask for more..

I Couldn't Ask For More
Edwin McCain
Ost. Message In The Bottle


Lying here with you, listening to the rain.
Smiling just to see a smile upon your face.
And these are the moments I'll remember all my life.
I found all I've waited for and I could not ask for more.
Looking in your eyes, seeing all I need.
Girl, I think you are it's everything to me.
These are the moments I know heaven must exist.
These are the moments I know all I need is this.
I have all I've waited for and I could not ask for more.


Reff:
I could not ask for more than this time together.
I couldn't ask for more that this time with you.
Every breath has been answered. Every dream that has come through.
Yeah, right here in this moment, it's that we're all meant to be.
(Oh) here with you, here with me.

And these are the moments I thank God that I'm alive.
And these are the moments I'll remember all my life.
I've got all I've waited for and I could not ask for more.


Repeat Reff

I could not ask for more than the love you gave me cos it's all I've waited for.
And I could not ask for more.



Edwin McCain's I Couldn't Ask For More






November 16, 2003
Substitution
Posted at 03:49 AM

You are Akito!
You are Akito
a freaky, psychotic guy who seriously needs anger
management classes. You abused yuki as a child
along with all the other sohmas. Not much to
say about him.....except he has one hell of an
issue.(oh sorry, did i say "issue"
hahahaah sily me, i meant "issues")


Wat fruits basket character are you? (has pics, but adding more questions)
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w00t... @ that

Koenma
You're Koenma! You're the leader of the Spirit
World and Yusuke's boss. You're really not the
best leader, but when things go wrong your act
quickly gets into that "I'm the
boss!" routine. You technically own Team
Urameshi. You're hate paperwork and stamping.
And you love food.


What Yu Yu Hakusho Character are you? (with pictures and Character Bios)
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this day's... pretty darn funny...

woke up at 9am, daughter nicole called me.. lol nice alarm clock..

then went online for a short while, then prepared to leave...

left the house at 11:30, didn't know it's hard taking a jeep to that place and tons of traffic... met Elena my hon

got to mega at around 3pm, strange.. no waa people at the foodcourt and no weareanime people at the bowling alley

went to encore.. saw some weare peeps.. hehe

then we left for a while coz i need to do something.. but for the goddess of luck gone mad.. something happened.. w/c is.. secret...

went back to the eb... the foodcourt then encore.. then back to the foodcourt...

usual eb stuffs.. but this time.. was with my hon all the time.. weeee

even though something bad happened, it disapeared when she's there... hehe sorry i'm a little silent though...

coz.. i'm really happy.. to be with you... i felt... at peace whenever i'm with you.. and my problems dissapear when i'm with you...

the eb's one of my happiest moment with her...

i hugged her most of the time.. wee i'm in heaven

we left mega at 10pm, got home by 10:30, went online at 11...

hon went online at 11:30... got home by that time more or less i guess...

she went offline though.. some important reasons..

she went back online at 1, talked bout certain things... there are really those kinds of people who destroys other people's lives for their personal gains...morons...

and.. don't think bout it too much hon k? makakarma din sila

and now i'm posting.. even though there are some bad things that happened earlier... i could say.. this day's great for me...

Whatever happens... i still love you Elena...

oh yeah... i welcome the newest member of the WeAreAnime community here in tabulas... Anne aka Princess Garnet!

music comes from the Hunter x Hunter Character Vocal Songbook Collection, Track 4 Gon's song




Takeuchi Junko (Gon Freecs)'s Kaze Muki ga Kattara






November 17, 2003
What if...
Posted at 01:50 AM

Ryu
You are Ryu


What Street Fighter are you? (Pictures!)
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Windows XP
You are Windows XP. Loud, outgoing, good-looking,
you are a PARTY ANIMAL! But for all your fun
features, you can't do many of the basic things
you need to get by... and although you can do a
lot of great things at your young age, your
friends have all learnt how to do the same
things better over the years. Despite that, you
know you will reign supreme... not because
you're actually superior, but simply because,
one day, all your friends will die.

Pleasant thought, no?


Which Windows home operating system are you?
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Blue Screen of Death!
You are the infamous Blue Screen O' Death, when
people see you they swear and often times kick
you. Microsoft Support will tell you to keep
going as usual and call back if the problem
persists... even if the problem persists.

Congratulations, you're the most common and hated
of all MS errors!


What stupid windows error are you?
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another ordinary day... but quite rarely for me...

woke up at 2:30, after eating lunch, listened to my anime cds then i fell asleep again...

woke up atfer dad got home...

still listening to anime music till 6.. went online afterwards..

saw Hon there.. yay! :D

talked to her for a while.. talked bout.. hehe secret

she went offline for a while.. while i eat my dinner...

dl'ed a cool program bout converting midis to ringtones... cool.. dunno how to use it much though.. there's something weird..

she returned after some time.. and as usual.. her pc's has its usual tantrums

pretty boring isn't it? nope.. been thinking again.. and besides... whenever i talk to hon.. i wouldn't be bored

finally some peace and tranquility.. i'm contented with this

I love you Elena

Music comes from the Hunter x Hunter Character Vocal Song Book Track 12, Kurapika's Song


Yuki Kaida (Kurapika)'s Inori






November 18, 2003
Time to Walk
Posted at 02:33 AM

Sailor Venus
Sailor Venus! You look good and you know it.
Everybody wants to be like you! You're very
skilled in the romantic department, and you're
a natural born leader. Venus Star Power!


Which Sailor Senshi Are You?
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w00t... wehehe

e
dark magician u r skilled at the dark arts, brave,
and a good friend


what yugioh card r u
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HASH(0x88b217c)
You are Chibi Yugi! You're cute,innocent and
adorable! You like to hang out with your
friends and your favorite game is Duel
Monsters!


What Yugioh Chibi Are You???(NOW WITH PICS!!!)
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for some weird reason.. i woke up early... 9 at least...

prepared as usual..and left for school..

hm.. same usual stuffs...

left school at 1 to meet Mike at Cubao.. went to Stop n Shop to meet Tohru-kun, Benson, Jay and some of their friends.. then off to Divisoria to meet hon...

one word.. yay...

they bought things for the cosplay... and some anime stuffs...

and i was with hon again for the whole time.. weeeeee

left divisoria at 7.. got home at about quarter to 9...

went online afterwards... waited for hon of course...

she went online a little later.. talked about some things...

hm.. some good and bad parts bout our talk but i'm glad of everything...

like i said.. don't think too much hon k? masisira beauty mo nyan cge ka!

i'm happy i love her and that she loves me too.. i'm happy i have her in my life...

i'll never let her go...

and i won't disappoint her and anyone else..

I love you Elena

Haiku comes from Ai Yori Aoshi

I Know Its Love
Falling without end.
You touch my cheek. Gentle smile.
Hug, soft and warm. Home!


music comes from the 3rd opening theme of Hunter x Hunter (series)





Nagai Masato's Hotaru






November 19, 2003
WeAreAnime Blogring Notice #1
Posted at 01:25 AM

hm i noticed a lot of blogs are getting.. messed-up on the layouts

even the blogring was screwy the other day..

but at least we know the reason...

guys/gals, be careful on pasting quiz results... most of them are in html codes.. and some of them can really mess-up your layout...

the quiz "quiz me's what past life do you have" the reason's why the blogring's messed-up and unfortunately some blogs are still messed-up coz of that said quiz..

the only way i see to return your blogs to normal is by removing the said quiz results on your post.. and i'm sure everything will return to normal..

if not.. tell me..

so if you want to make sure... take quizzes to sites like.. quizilla.. i'm pretty sure it's safe there

thanks and take care all

-Akito (moderator)






November 19, 2003
Why do we think?
Posted at 03:41 AM

More Quizzes:

Ren Tao
You're Ren! U train hard and holds an innerself with
kindness all over!U actually seem evil but is
good.U are freaky and mean at first,but then u
become nice.


Which Shaman King Character are you most like
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Shinbo
Shinbo - You are nice and loyal. You are also pretty
smart, expecally when it comes to computers.
You like to have the latest and greatest when
it comes to your computers.


Who are you in the Chobits world?
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Galford
You are GALFORD:

You're the stereotypical American the Japanese
think you are: blond hair, blue eyes, fights
for justice. You're an all-around nice guy--
however, you can be patronizing with your
philanthropy. You have an optimistic
personality, but you also very idealistic about
things. You probably drive an SUV with a big
American flag on the bumper


Which Samurai Shodown/Spirits character most represents you?
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Blue info
Your Heart is Blue


What Color is Your Heart?
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Your Vampire Name

The Great Archives determine you to have gone by the identity:
Ariel Blanchard

Known in some parts of the world as:
Osiris of The Ghast

The Great Archives Record:
Of ghastly appearance, gaunt and white and gothic.

Got from: Your Vampire Name

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woke up at 10... quite an overslept.. it's ok though..

got to school by 11, usual stuffs.. my attention's not at school though

got home by 3, slept after i got to bed...

woke up at 4:30 to watch Yugioh..

after watching tv... did nothing really..

went online at 6... Hon's at ate recy.. she said bye coz she's going home..

while waited for her, did the usual stuffs.. can't continue writing my rpg post though.. mind's occupied..

and as usual.. dalnet has gone haywire again.. dc's, netsplit, server down etc...

hon got dc after a few hours... i expect she's gonna return in the midnight.. so i waited for her..

talked to Siobe Cherry.. she's bothered about something...

after that, did a total bloghopping and as usual.. quizzes..lol

talked to lil sis.. some important things... no need to mention it here...

hon went online as expected.. she told me something... and i thought it was something.. hehe really hon.. i understand... what do you think is right for you.. go for it...

now.. i'm still talking to her...

hm.. even though my brain's drained.. coz of too much thinking..

i felt responsible.. it's kinda my fault why hon having some of her problems...

it's my fault's my lil-sis' having some problems..

and it's my fault i'm too nice.. if i weren't that nice.. this things wouldn't had happened..

and i'm still thinking.. argh.. why don't just my thoughts disappear?

my brain's fried.. too much thinking...

sorry, i'm talking nonsense here.. lol

anyway take care...

no qm's or anything for a while.. brain's dead

i miss her so much...

I love you Elena

the book of the moment's not really a book.. it's a fanfic from Fanfiction.net.. here's the exact url of the fic : Megaman X: Admissions by Origin One

music comes from the 1st ending theme of Hajime no Ippo (Knockout)


Origin One's Mega Man X: Admissions Mori Naoya's Yuuzora no Kami Hikouki






November 20, 2003
Time...
Posted at 02:23 AM



Last of the quizzes

woodchuck
YOU ARE MARRIED TO A WoODCHUCK!!!


what's YOUR deepest secret?
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kjkjs
No one would really know your name. You would be
called by what you do. For example, if you burn
your victims to death all the time, you would
be known as The Arsonist, or if you knife them,
you would be known as The Slasher. You would be
the mysterious killer who strikes at sporadic
times, and would be very difficult to catch.
You might dress up and mask yourself when you
perform your horrible killings. Your identity
would really be a mystery. Obviously you would
be wanted all over the place, and authorities
would desperately try to capture you. Even if
you were caught, you would not say much. The
public would greatly fear you because you could
just strike unexpectedly.


What Would Your Serial Killer Name Be? What Would the Public Know You As?
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a totally different day...same usual day.. but a little bit different

woke up at 10.. but my head hurts so i decided to return to bed...

woke up at 2 to eat lunch.. and after that... listened to my anime cds.. fell asleep as usual..

woke up at 4:30, watched tv.. went online at 6..

hm i know Hon would go online later.. and only for a short while.. coz of school.. it's ok though... i understand...

she went online at about 10 i think.. talked bout some stuffs...

she dc'ed at about 12 or 1.. she doesn't have anymore inet account.. it's ok...

hm.. at least i talked to her even for a short while.. it's enough for me..

don't want to rant or anything...

why is it that whenever she's with me.. time goes so fast.. and if she's not... time's so damn slow...

i miss her so much...

love you Elena

music comes from the 1st ending theme of Yugioh (if you're wondering what this sounds like, press play at the media player up there.. it's in midi format of course)


Origin One's Mega Man X: Admissions Aki Maeda's Genki no Shower






November 21, 2003
Eye of the storm
Posted at 02:53 AM

Survey:

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PERSONAL STANCE ON:
---------------------------------------------
Homosexuality: sickness of the mind
Abortion: i hate it
Religion: believing in a powerful person above us
Eating disorders: i eat too much?
PMS: what's pms?
Animal rights: yeah!
Love at first sight: possible
God: the powerful person above us
Marilyn Manson: who's she?
Boy bands: eeew
Spice girls: they're disbanded right?
Premarital sex: stupidity
Titanic: i'm the king of the world! w00h000
Jerry Springer: who's he?
Suicide: another stupidty
Self mutilation: i don't quite understand...
Dreams: rare bout extraordinary..
Aliens are: everywhere..
Horoscopes: the constellation and related to our birth?
Hell: w/o hon, no pc, electricity, no nothing... far from civilization
Transvestites: another sickness
Pop music: if it's anime-related.. yeah!
Rap: like above.. if it came from anime.. yeah.. if not.. no
80's music: errr i'm just a kid then.. so howdya i know..
Punk: the music or the people? i dunno

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QUICK ADDITION
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What's the prettiest instrument: harp
Biggest fears: drowning
Do you care about looks: yeah.. most of the times
Do you like your handwriting: well no.. but it's better than nothing
Looking forward to: being with hon more often as possible...
Favorite weather: rainy days
Do you ever wish you were somebody else: yeah.. but i'm contented to what i am right now...

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DO YOU LIKE
---------------------------------------------
Giving hugs?: yeah.. much better if it came from hon
Taking walks in the rain?: yeah..
Reincarnation: i dunno
Going on stage?: no

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DO YOU
---------------------------------------------
Drink: water yes, alcoholic drinks.. hell no
Smoke: never..
Drugs: not in a million years
Eat meat: yeah.. i'm a carnivore! rawr
Insomnia: yeah.. deppends of the mood though
Eat a lot: most of the times
Sleep a lot: i miss this
Eat sushi: don't like raw japanese foods
Bake: nope... want to learn though
Get motion sickness: rarely
Get along with your parents: sometimes

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WHO DO YOU WANT TO AND WHY
---------------------------------------------
Kill: all the people in my hit list! and Pres GMA
Hear from: hon's phone voice...
Get really wasted with: what do you mean?
Look like: Gokou! or Yugi or any of my fave anime chars
Be like: same as above
Avoid: annoying stupid people, the people i hated the most...

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HAVE YOU EVER
---------------------------------------------
Dated one of your best friends: yeah
Loved/Liked somebody so much it made you cry: yeah
Drank alcohol: no
Done drugs: not in a million years..err wait a minute.. you asked this a while ago!
Broken the law: jaywalked by mistake once...
Broken a bone: never
Cheated on a test: used to be
Skinny dipped: never tried it
Played Truth or Dare: yeah
Ridden in a fire truck: nope
Been on a plane: nope
Come close to dying: once...
Cheated on your boy/girlfriend: never.. i'm loyal to my hon!
Given someone a piggy back/shoulder ride: nope
Eaten a worm/mud pie: not in this life
Stayed up till four on the phone: yeah
Tipped over a port-a-potty: eh what?
Fell asleep while eating: yeah.. once
Met someone famous: a lot of people...
Been in a school play: yeah
Cried in public: can't remember when but yeah
Seen someone die: my dog, uncle, lot'sa people

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ARE YOU...
---------------------------------------------
A vegetarian?: nope.. told yah i'm a carnivore
Good grades?: deppends on the mood
A good student?: yeah
Good at sports?: nope
A good singer?: nope
A good actor/actress?: maybe
A deep sleeper?: yeah..
A good dancer?: i'm still stuck at ballroom!
Shy?: yeah kinda
Outgoing?: not really
A good storyteller?: not really

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hm.. woke up at 3.. another overslept..lol.. so that means.. i missed school again! lol

hm.. to anyone wondering why my school hours isn't that long... because in sti... mostly we have 3 subjects everyday...4-5 subjects the maximum... and 1 hour 30 minutes for every subject... and usually i don't have any vacant.. so there.. just saying it

hm.. did my usual chores... watched tv afterwards...

went online at 6.. was supposed to reformat this pc.. so i txted hon.. but she said she would go online in a few mins.. so i guess.. next time?

when she went online we talked bout some things.. hehe

after she went offline for a while.. did some things.. actually nothing.. kinda bored... listened to mp3 etc...

when she went back.. well what do you expect?

hm.. i'm glad she's fine now.. not unlike the past few days...

i'm contented that way... i want her to be happy..always.. and i'll do everything i can to keep her that way...

because if she's sad.. i'm sad too... if she feels something.. i feel it more... and really.. i don't want her to be sad...

anyway no rants for now.. don't want to think bout anything right now...

i got a change to talk to hon.. and i'm happy... she's my happiness

I Love you so much Elena

music comes from the 1st ending theme of Digimon Tamers


Ai Maeda's My Tomorrow






November 22, 2003
Cliffhanger
Posted at 03:23 AM

hm.. i won't bother saying everything here.. it's kinda the same as yesterday... i overslept again..lol

hon txt'ed me.. she's at te recy's cafe.. and talked bout some things...

went online at the same time as usual...

hm.. we talked online for a short time..

and waited for her...

was worried by that time coz.. it's getting late and i haven't hear a word from her...

after some time.. she went online at ym, apologized to me for not replying back and for making me worried..

hon.. it's ok.. i'm just worried that's all.. i'm glad you're ok...

and up to now.. we're still talking.. yay

still no rants.. i'm perfectly fine...

I
Love
You
Elena








November 23, 2003
Neither Nor
Posted at 02:55 AM

hm let's see now.. i oversleft.. sort of.. was supposed to wake up at 9 but i woke up at 10 instead.. txt hon and she replied back... di na daw tuloy..

we're supposed to meet.. but well she needs some more sleep.. and it's alright...

she slept again.. and i was too.. but i can't sleep... for some unknown reason..

i watched tv instead till 1.. then prepared my stuffs..

left home at 2 and reached mega at about.. 2:30-3...

and hon just woke up by then..lol she apologized again.. and i said. ok lang, at least nakatulog kang mahimbing

and nobody's there! at the foodcourt i mean..

went to encore and saw leo.. then waited there.. went back and forth to foodcourt to see if there's anyone there...

anna, adz appeared at 4 and the rest appeared later at 5..weird..

hon came later that time...

and yay.. we went to encore...

hm.. learned that she won't be staying long cost they're return to the province.. gonna go meet someone... for some important reasons...she'll be back on monday though so no need to worry (should say that to myself )

hehe but still.. at least i get a chance to be with her again... and i feel great...

after a few hours... hinatid ko na sya sa sakayan ng fx and.. weheheh secret! :p la naman

hm.. dunno if i feel happy or sad... but we're still txting each other...

went back to encore and had some fun time w/ the waa peeps.. sorry can't tell who you are individually hilo at antok na ako , but you know who you are so don't worry

anyway after that.. went back to the foodcourt.. and usual eb stuffs... never had that much laugh in ages...

after a short while.. after leaving mega and saying by to them.. talked to Adz bout some things.. mainly html and such... thanks for the idea adz!

after that.. got home at around 11:30pm, mom's still using the pc.. so i let her for a while.. did nothing actually...

went online at around 12... saw the usual peeps.. and my friends

then talked to lil-sis.. nothing important in particular...

then hon txt'ed me! nakarating na daw sya don! yay.. we talked for a while.. and now.. i'm still talking to her...

now.. i'm finished! yay... i need to sleep.. eck...

I love you Elena... miss you so much

Take Care all!

and sorry for my redundancy..







November 24, 2003
More Sleep! :bigeyes:
Posted at 02:11 AM

More Quizzes: (here i go again..and i thought it was over)

DisorderRating
Paranoid:High
Schizoid:Moderate
Schizotypal:Very High
Antisocial:Low
Borderline:Moderate
Histrionic:High
Narcissistic:Moderate
Avoidant:Very High
Dependent:Very High
Obsessive-Compulsive:High

-- Personality Disorder Test - Take It! --



w0w @ that

The Dante's Inferno Test has sent you to Purgatory!
Here is how you matched up against all the levels:
LevelScore
Purgatory (Repenting Believers)High
Level 1 - Limbo (Virtuous Non-Believers)High
Level 2 (Lustful)Very Low
Level 3 (Gluttonous)Moderate
Level 4 (Prodigal and Avaricious)Low
Level 5 (Wrathful and Gloomy)High
Level 6 - The City of Dis (Heretics)Very Low
Level 7 (Violent)Low
Level 8- the Malebolge (Fraudulent, Malicious, Panderers)Low
Level 9 - Cocytus (Treacherous)Very Low

Take the Dante's Inferno Hell Test

whew~ @ that

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let's see.. sunday...missed going to church.. hm bawi nalang ako next time woke up at 11 am.. eck overslept.. shaider's at 10 am

after txting hon... i fell asleep again...must be pretty tired from yesterday...

woke up at 2.. ate my lunch.. and txt hon again... after that... i fell asleep..again..lol antukin talaga ako

woke up at 4... watched some tv.. txt'ed hon as usual.. and received a txt from an unexpecting person...

went online at 6, still txting hon... la lang

did the usual online stuffs...

later... hon went online.. yipee

talked to her bout some things... that is for our eyes/ears only

she went offline for a short while... then talked to lil-sis and.. fixed my galery.. go take a look

she went back after some time.. learned bout some things..

i'm glad some problems of some people are now over.. i think..

and i'm glad hon's happy...

no rants..i'm happy that she's back!

i love you Elena...







November 25, 2003
A Wonderful Day to Be Happy:jester:
Posted at 03:15 AM

a good day.. i must say...

woke up at 8:30... left home at 9, reached school at 10...

i won't elaborate what happened there.. it's the same everyday.. unless something unusual happens..

just attended my first subject...coz i'll meet Elena at Mega

went home at 12... change outfit etc...

reached mega at 1... txt'ed hon... hm and found out that... kagigising lang nya

hehe... she apologized and i said.. it's ok.. i don't mind...

so.. while i waited for her.. played tc2, then went to different arcades, then window shopping for anime stuffs and toys.. even pc's and cellphones...

then at quarter to three.. i sense she's coming so i return back to our meeting place.. found a place to sit...

and then.. i was right.. she is at mega already.. so i waited for her.. then.. saw her coming down the escalator.. so i went there instead...

after that.. we walked to different places at mega and talked bout some things...

then i told her adz was inviting me at benson's place for a..get together of some sort.. and she agreed...

after our walk, we went to the foodcourt to rest for a while...

she let me read some of her Pugad Baboy comic book something.. it was hillarious

after some time we decided to went at benson's place.. i thought everybody was there.. but found out only benson was there...

hon txt'ed leo and i txt'ed adz... while.. we watched some gory and eewie documentary... oh well i'm not really suited to be a doctor

after some time... adz came.. and they played some funny games at ps... and after a while leo came too..

after some time we watched a few eps of Getbackers.. no wonder adz like it.. it's good...

all of those times she was besides me... we're near with each other...

and we left at 9... i insist on bringing hon up to anywhere near her place but she declined.. so i brought her to kalentong instead.. and waited for a divisoria jeep..

and after seeing one, we said goodbye to each other and usual stuffs... you get the idea though right?

got home at about 10:30, used the cheap long route..

then went online and txt'ed hon...

and she txt'ed back.. saying she was home..

after a short while, she went online.. and talked bout this and that.. i'm really happy that she's happy...

she went offline for a while.. and said she'll be back.. so i waited for her...

talked to lil-sis for a while.. talke bout some things

after some time hon went back.. and we continued what we were talking for.. which is.. secret

after reading her blog.. and found some things bout her.. made me smile though... she always did make me smile...

hm.. kinda tired and sleepy... but i never felt better like this...

i think because.. i was with her the whole time...

the feeling that she's near me.. besides me... never felt that kind of peace and tranquility before.. before i met her...

in my mind that time i wished time would stop...

for once i felt contented and complete...

I Love you Elena... and i promise i won't leave you... not now not ever... and even though problems may come.. i'm still with you by your side...

i'm happily in love with her... i really do...

music comes from one of the eps of Vandread, which was not really a japanese-made song, it was an american song sung by someone.. which i forgot who.. i don't even know who sung this version...


Unknown's It's a Wonderful World






November 26, 2003
Break Time!
Posted at 04:04 AM

hm.. another ordinary day.. but this time.. i don't sense anything bad.. i'm happy and at the same time, i'm at peace

like i said before.. i won't emphasize on what happened to school coz besides that i'm almost late.. nothing much happened...

got home by 3 as usual.. but for some reason.. i didn't fell asleep...

i watched tv that time..

went online the usual time at 6... seen some weird things... and hon didn't replied back.. i guess she's asleep

did the usual stuffs.. but i stopped for a while.. erck headache.. somelike a migraine or sort.. but i don't have any history of migraine.. although my head hurts sometimes...

i just watched tv that time.. and at the same time.. waited for her..

after some while.. at around 9 or 10, received a txt from her.. hehe apologized again coz she fell asleep.. thought so.. hehe i said it's ok at least she had a lot of rest.. she deserved it...

afterwards... she went online.. and before that, got to talk to one of her daughter.. or rather our daughter.. hehe sugoi...

learned a whole lot of things bour her while we talk.. related to her past etc.. i feel somewhat sad, sympathetic, and a little envious but on the other hand... i feel lucky.. lucky to have her...

she went offline for a while coz she's gonna call leo, then while i'm waiting for her.. i read some fanfics.. mainly on Megaman X and Harvest Moon...

she went online after a shortwhile.. continued some of the things that we're talking... hehe...

she went offline again after we talked for a long time.. shower mode

now i'm waiting for her while reading more fanfics...

nothing to say here... my day's somewhat good besides that annoying headache..


We might not last a lifetime,

We might not live the next day or the day after,

But what matters to the both of us is,

We both loved each other...

And no one shall separate us...

I love you so much Elena...

L Arc En Ciel's Niji






November 27, 2003
Is it over yet?
Posted at 02:43 AM

this day's.. didn't quite what i expected... it was a holiday you know.. coz of ramadan.. a muslim holiday.. not that i'm a muslim, im an open catholic... well it's because our.. chibi president Gloria Macapagal-Arroyo declared it as a holliday.. to garner votes at the youth who loves non-school holidays and muslims..

it's just an ordinary day for me.. and not as good as yesterday's though... but still it's not bad

oh well back to topic...

woke up at 1... quite early.. ate lunch and stuffs... didn't bothered txt hon for a while.. coz i know she's still sleeping... she needs to recharge her strength..

then... was supposed to sleep but i didn't.. did basically nothing.. tv channel surfing etc...

txt'ed hon at about 3... and after a few minutes she replied.. she said.. she just woke up.. hehe i know her too much

we txt'ed for a while... and last thing she replied was she'll gonna check for her account.. inet account i think...

hm.. after i didn't get any replies.. well.. was back to my.. err old habits.. thinking of some things... it's not that important anyway so i won't post it here

went online at the usual time.. hm was a little bored.. afterwards.. tried to make another ringtone.. but i really suck at that

after that... i red some fanfics.. here and there... furuba, dragonball, chobits, crash gear...

then after a short while.. she went online for a short while.. and she got dc'ed again.. thanks to her lovable (sarcasm) pc i guess..

continued reading and after a short while.. she went online again.. we talked for sometime.. till it happened again..

and i returned back to reading.. while waiting for her.. she took some time to return.. i wonder...

she went back.. we talked bout.. some things... it's nice we're open to each other.. we both know our strong and weak sides...

and now.. she's offline again.. i'll swear... i challenged that pc to a duel..lol

oh well.. rants.. hm not really... it just.. swept away? hehe

i don't care if i got the short strand of the stick, i don't care if i get hurt or beaten up, i don't care if i feel taken for granted and i don't care about myself..

all i care is.. that i'm happy coz of her, she's happy coz of me, we have each other... and we're contented by that

I love you so much Elena


music comes from the ending theme (season 1) of Galaxy Angels which was sung by the Angel Troupe (milfeulle, mint, vanilla, ranpha/lanfa and forte... i'll research bout their seiyuus next time)

PS.: oh yeah.. if you're wondering why i have a tea gardner/anzu masaki card pic at this post.. and it doesn't somewhat related to this post.. well not really... Tea reminds me of hon.. she's there for yugi, much like hon's there for me, she's pretty.. hon's prettier though.. for me hon's the most beautiful girl i ever known.. and really walang halong bola to, i'm just being honest


Angel Troupe's Horoscope Rhapsody






November 28, 2003
Eternal X
Posted at 04:47 AM

some off topic:

hm been hearing debates bout the fpj for president issue.. the pros and antis... all i could say is.. i'm sick of this politics talk..

hm i'm not for fpj and to tell you honestly, i rather vote for Ping Lacson, but still

will you give fpj a break? lol and i have been reading some blog post saying badwords and even saying that the poor are stupid... hello? being poor doesn't make someone stupid.. and being rich doesn't make one smart either...

and... who would you prefer.. the corrupt short gma? or the coward all talk roco? or even some more trapo...

all i want to say is... let's see what he has to offer...

oh yeah.. don't think that i'm pro fpj.. like i said.. i still prefer ping over him...

i'm just sick hearing all those crap... and come to think of it... most of the people who made that rant are not even registered voters...

Philippines is under the Lightbulb syndrome, you know what that is?

how many people does it take to change a lightbulb? just one right? not really, in our country's case... 1 and a million.. the 1 changing the lightbulb and the rest saying that they can do it better... see?

maraming tao dito sa pinas nagmamarunong, puro salita, and you think they can make it better? Stupid...

we don't have a right to judge people just because they're poor or they're undergraduate or because they are just actors and actresses...

get a life people...

hm anyway back to me..

i woke up early, left for school.. and yadah yadah... i won't elaborate it here... although we don't have a prof in my 2nd period though...

got home by 3:30, watched tv etc...

txt'ed hon and we talked for a while...

went online by 6.. got my new psybnc from my ate.. psybnc is like a bot.. well it retains your nick at dalnet even though you're not online...

so if you see my nick Yugi[offline] it means i'm not online and if you see it as Yami_Yugi, then that means i'm online and using it...

i still using my normal connection though...

hon went online afterwards.. we talked bout some things...

and as usual her pc went on its usual tantrums...

got my 2 new genki no shower ringtones from Cherry, hehe thanks

hm.. we didn't talked for a while.. hm i think she fell asleep.. hehe at least she's resting and that's all that matter...

i let mom used the pc for a while.. and txt'ed her...

i almost fell asleep... went back online at 2 am hoping she was there, but she wasn't.. it's ok

waited for her.. but i guess.. it's a long sleep...

at 4 i decided to type my post... and after a short while, she went online.. she apologized..

it's ok hon, it's no big deal and.. i'm not mad or anything... i'm glad you slept well

hm no rants... brain's dead

I Love You Elena...







November 29, 2003
Forever Zero
Posted at 01:38 AM

some more off topic:

i said last time i'm sick with all of the political talk.. but still.. i posted something bout that last time..

hm and oh yeah.. this and my past post's just my personal opinion, we're entitled to it right?

hm to be fair..(i'm a libra and librans are fair)

the supposed-to-be candidates:

Pres. Gloria

good side: hm.. besides being a graduate of bs economics... nothing?
bad side: corruption, fall of the economy, the jose pidal case, the overprice diosdado macapagal highway etc.

Raul Roco

good side: the smartest of the bunch, somewhat a genius, popular w/ the elite/intellectual people
bad side: he is one of the people who signed the martial law of marcos... it was said that... he signed it coz there's a gun on his head.. dunno if that's true.. but still.. he's not a hero.., no party whatsoever... even if he's elected.. he doesn't have any support on the other positions coz he's the only one on his party

Ping Lacson

good side: a born fighter and a marksman, he's serious at crime fighting and he has the looks..lol he's not dumb either
bad side: the kuratong baleleng case and other rubout cases.. wonder if it's true or just rumors to destroy him

Fernando Poe Jr

good side: he's nice (i think) not a realy politician and trapo, serious in serving his country, popular w/ the masses
bad side: he doesn't have any experience in holding public office and he's an undergrad, and he's somewhat affected in the case against pres. erap

about the other people.... i won't bother posting them coz these four would be the top contenders.. i suppose

to tell you honestly... there's no such thing as an ideal politician.. and i'll say.. none of the above.. but the reason i choose Ping coz.. in the current situation... crime's rampant nowadays.. the kidnappings and holdaps.. and.. he fits the job.. i think he can stop it..

and crime's one of the reason why our economy's dropping

but still like i said, this is just my personal opinion, and i respect other people's opinion so respect mine too

so whoever may win the coming election i hope it's for the best of the people and the country...

so no offense to anyone

that ends my political talk.. thank you

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ok back to topic

woke up at 11:30, missed school..and i don't feel so well

i slept again, woke up after a few hours and ate lunch...

did basically nothing.. coz well like i said.. i don't feel so well earlier

went online at the usual time...

hon went online after a short while.. talked bout.. hehe himitsu

and she went offline for a while.. and i dle'd some mp3s and pics

she went back after some time.. and hehe

same thing.. but still.. i don't care... it's my hon.. and i love anything bout her

now i'm waiting for her...

and she's back.. yay

day's pretty much the same.. besides the sickness.. it's plain but good

Happy to have her in my life..

I Love You Elena

Take Care All and thanks for dropping by!

music comes from the 2nd season 4th ending of Yugioh


Yuichi Ikusawa's Afureru Yuujou Ga Tomachinai






November 30, 2003
Cuddles
Posted at 07:28 PM

hehe missed a post yesterday coz i stayed overnight at a friend's place... anyway to settle things up, i'll start from the begining

Saturday

woke up at 10am, hour before the the time which was 11 am. Went offline for a short while, then prepared to leave...

gonna meet Hon

left home at 12noon, the travel's nice.. traffic's heavy though...

got to our meeting place at 2:30pm, text'ed hon, she arrived after a short while..

then we went to our usual route... got a fx at quiapo going to mega.. and we talked bout stuffs.. and made some jokes

got to mega at around 4:30-5 pm, when we reached there we saw anna and some other people..

later kitsune-daughter rachel, daughter julie and some more other peeps

then the usual stuffs, we went to encore a little later... :D

then saw mike, tohru-kun, leo, and other waa/weareanime peeps..

went back to foodcourt after a few hours with my 2 daughters, ate some dinner.. whew..

then.. wee i spend some quality time w/ her..

then later they told us they plan to have an overnight of sorts.. at bensons place... hehe hon agreed so i agreed too

we reached benson's place at around 11 or 12, it's raining kinda hard..

then we played some games.. later hon called her place to tell them she'll stay at benson's place..

and later.. went to my place.. which was a few walks away from there... they came w/ me, including hon

hm after ko magpalam kay dad , got some ps cds, and left.. hm i was supposed to tell dad bout hon, but.. some other time... when the time is right

then back at benson's place, we played some of my cds like street fighter ex2, marvel vs capcom, samurai shodown 4 etc.. w0w they're pretty good compare to me.. hehe

after a short while we went to sleep, was w/ hon all the time and.. HI-MIT-SU!

hehe... i never thought it'll happen to me.. it's true that dreams can happen in real life...

Sunday

we all woke up at 8 am, ate some breakfast and watched shaider at an earlier time..

we left at around 10 something... hinatid ko si hon and si jay sa kalentong, para makasakay sila ng jeep papuntang divisoria.. said take care to her.. and the rest's history.. err i mean the rest at my next post

rants? lol not in this day at least... i feel.. weeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee!!!

being with her the whole day... it sure beats all the riches and treasures of this world...

i love you elena...

...forever if you let me


If I could have 3 wishes, I wouldn't wish for the stars, the moon, the riches and this life. But for 25 hours a day, 8 days a week, and 13 months a year to spend a longer time with you...


Aki Maeda's Genki no Shower






December 1, 2003
Hugs and Kisses
Posted at 02:44 AM

well this is just a continuation of my other post.. so i expect this to be.. kinda short.. but oh well... i'm trying not to miss at least a post per day..

anyway...

i reached home at around 11am, txt'ed hon to inform her that i'm already home, after changing clothes and eating lunch... dad asked me who's the girl w/ me yesterday.. then he said.. si elena ba yun?, i just nodded and smiled.. and after that i feel asleep..

maybe i'm just tired.. but all i know is that i slept peacefully.. and in rare occasions... it's a good sleep... maybe because i was still thinking on my memorable moment w/ hon...

woke up at around 5pm, txt'ed hon, just greeting her and such.. after a short while she replied that she just woke up too and di natuloy lakad nila

after a short while, i made my post.. not this post but my previous post...

and after i finished it, hon went online...

hehe we talked bout.. hehe personal things... and.. i guess both of us are in a very good mood..

she stayed long too.. and she talked to Lea bout some game in #geneiryodan main...

after a short whole she said she'll come back later...

after that.. i d'led some chobits pics at the official site...

and after that lil-sis went online.. we talked about a few things...

she said bout some things...which just made me smile

after lil-sis left, hon went back online.. and we talked bout some things again.. and she made her post.. and of course i'm the first to post a comment there... and now i'm making this post.. she said she'll be back.. her pc is having tantrums again i suppose...lol

oh yeah..

gomen hon kung di kita napakilala.. daming reason and besides.. nagmamadali din tayo..basta i promise that will come and i will be at your side... ipagtatangol kita kung kelangan

hm... bout that memorable moment.. i wished that the time would stop or at least be slow... i never felt that way in all of my life..

to see the person you love in your arms, sleeping... it's priceless..

like i said, i thought it only happens in dreams.. but it did happen.. she was with me.. peacefully...

i felt i was the luckiest guy on earth... because i have her in my life.. and we both love each other...

dinaig pa yung jackpot sa lotto!

i'll never forget that time...

Thanks for trusting me hon...

and thanks for everything.. you know what those things are...

i love you Elena...

...forever.. and i'll do everything to make it possible

If you had never held me, I would have never known a smile. If you had never kissed me, I would have never known happiness. If you had never spoke my name, I would have never known an angel’s whisper. If we had never met, I would have never learned to live...

music comes from the opening theme of Fruits Basket

"...let's stay together itsumo."



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