Kung maiksi ang kumot matutong mamaluktot...
Posted at 04:13 AM

lol @ title.. that's my 1st tagalog/filipino title here in tabulas...

maybe i should made a filipino post once... hm i'll think about it

sorry if i missed a post.. was not in the mood to post yesterday to some reason..

i was somewhat annoyed by some people at #waa..lol oh well

i'm not plastic, and i don't pretend.. so if i don't like someone.. i show it...i'm used to ignoring people.. and when i ignored you, is either i don't like you or you did something bad to me...

prangka ako...

like i said dati... dapat masanay na ako

it's so hard being an ops...especially if you have to guard the room for almost 12 hours..and you can't really expect the others to do that...not that they're imcompetent.. it's just there are some things that get unnoticed...

and there are some annoying people.. w/c unfortunately i can't name them, but they know who they are... and i'm not talking bout newbies or oldies... to me they're the same.. everything's equal..

now you may wonder why i didn't put this post in a friends-only view...like i said.. i don't like hiding to people... and another thing.. i haven't put any post in that view since... 1 month or more ago i think...

ok enough of that...

well anyway this day like the previous days..same plain and simple yet somewhat better

woke up the same time more or less, did the same thing etc etc

but talked to hon more often than before, i guess she miss me just like i miss her...

now i'm talking to her but chikka went down, and i didn't received the load i bought..dang >.>;

oh well...

sorry for my redunduncy...(i can do whatever i want anyway here ) but i must say...

i miss her so much..

i love you elena...

Emptiness...
Posted at 04:13 AM

hm i'm tireeed.. so i must get this short...

for some reason, i was late at my meeting with rachel at sm bicutan,i got there by 2:30pm, then went to anna to fix her pc...

her pc gave me some headaches but i managed to get through...

left anna's house at 7:30pm and got to mega at around 8...

wh0a that was fast...lol

then met the usual peeps...

after that..nakisabay ako kina leo kasama si adz

there... we talked bout some stuffs... haha was amused, sad, laugh and learned on the things i heard bout...some thing

due to the fact that i enjoyed that conversation, i got home at around 3... and now i'm typing my post...

and about my hon Elena.. we talked via txt as usual... not as much as before for some reasons.. but i'm glad it's finally nearing...

hayy...i feel the emptiness without her...

miss ko na sya...sobra..

i love you elena

Sunrise and sunset...
Posted at 02:17 AM

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even though this day's like the other days... i don't consider it ordinary coz... hon's going home! weee

woke up at 1pm, saw hon's txt.. teehee

yay she's going home...

after that.. ate lunch and went online...

while online, did my chores... cleaned the house..sorta..

after that.. received a txt that she's home.. yay.. cheers...

later she went online, we talked bout some things...

hehe

now i'm waiting for her.. as usual...

except for some..annoyances from some unwanted people... my day's good..

Welcome back hon!

I Love You Elena!

Quote for the day: "The more you love, the more you lose a part of you. Yet you dont become less of you are, instead you end up being complete..."

Moonlight over Manila....
Posted at 06:39 AM

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i woke up at around 11am, due to hon's txt...

then i prepared to leave, gonna meet her at mega.. but for some reasons... i was late... tch...

i wouldn't bother what that thing is.. but anyway...

i reached mega at around 2:30... gomen nasai hon

after that, we went to encore but we didn't see anybody we know, so instead we went to cdrking, hon bought some cdrs...

then went back to encore.. saw leo, then dawn, later mike and bea... then dawn and some waa chatters...

stayed there for some time.. usual talk and kulitan..hehe

after that... we went to leo's place.. stayed there for a while... then louanne, adz and benjo appeared...

talk bout.. hehe usual kulitan and stuffs...

then we went to dawn's place which is right in front of leo's place... hehe

continued the talks, kulitan etc..late half of us went outside.. and the rest like me, hon and adz talk about some things.. reminiscing..(spellcheck )

then i guess the time went past.. we left there at about 1:30 or 2... crossed the river via the bridge then..

hinatid kami nila benj and adz sa sakayan thanks guys!

then hinatid ko si hon sa binondo, got back.. i reached home at around 3...

txt'ed her.. and now we're talking... i sent him all the logs bout her.. but unfortunately i inserted some wrong files...

hountou ni gomen nasai hon...

orewa no baka!

anyway besides that.. helped my mom w/ her files and typing this post...

rants... la naman.. antok na me.. pero..la lang

found something w/c is.. hehe made me smile...

oh yeah.. before i say farewell...

HAPPY 2ND MONTHSARY HON!!!!

and...

i love you so much elena...

Quote for the day:
"It is not who you are to the world but who you are to me. It's not what you can do but what you already have. It's not how many times I say "I love you" it's how much I really do..."

No More Mr. Nice Guy
Posted at 02:34 AM

what about this day? nothing much.. besides that it's our(me and len's) 2nd monthsary...

i didn't bother waking up early coz i'm so tired from yesterday...

woke up at 1 to txt hon.. and found out that she's at te recy's cafe...

then i fell asleep again... woke up at 4:30pm... watch tv, tried to txt her again but my cell went dead

went online a little later.. saw hon there.. she didn't noticed me.. due to tha fact i was using one of the psybncs...hehe

we talked bout some things... found some annoyung things.. w/c is.. you don't want to know...

oh well.. had some probs.. but it turned out ok in the end...

gomen ne hon...

she left there about 8:30... then i was supposed to burn some cds but i let my mom used the pc instead...

then received her txt that she's home... and she'll gonna be online at 10:30... went online that time but she's not there so i let my mom used the pc instead... later received her txt that she's sorry and she's watching pot.. ok lang po hon

she went online at around 11:30... we talked bout some things.. unfortunately.. some of them are related to the annoying persons i was referring to in my other posts...

then she said bbl again due to her pc.. and now she's online.. and i'm writting this... she still has some class tomorrow.. and so do i...

hm as for that annoying person... i can only say is...

you're one insensitive person.. and you know what? i really hate insensitive person... if that's what you want.. you'll get it alright...

enough is enough and i can't stand it no more...

i'll even say your name here if i had to! but not now.. when there's no other choice.. like i said.. prangka ako...

anyway... my 6 first days of this year's.... stressful... i just hope it turns out good... and like they say...a new level.. a new challenge...

but on the good side, i'm glad i have hon... and her new year's good.. i'm satisfied with that

Thanks to all...

I Love You Elena...

Quote of the day:
"Get your friends close and your enemies closer..."

Lack of something...
Posted at 01:43 AM

dunno what to say..lol

i didn't went to school earlier.. my body feels heavy so i decided to continue my sleep.. but i will go later...

woke up at 1, txt hon... she didn't replied..

got a bad news bout something.. nvm bout that..anyway...

went online a little later... talked to some people.. dl'ed pics etc etc...

later hon replied.. saying she didn't go to school either...

then... a few hours later... she txt'ed me again saying she can't go online for some reasons... ok lang...

we talked shortly via txt.. found out she's watching pot..haha.

then i let my mom used the pc... and later she said she'll be back later so i used it again...

i returned to Advanced Anime and dl'ed some pics.. commented etc.. and of course..posted at the forums...

since that time.. we (me and hon) didn't talked to each other much.. hm dunno either she's busy or she's asleep...ok lang..

and now.. after this.. i'll be logging offline.. coz mom's awake and she'll use the pc again...

hm... this is the first..or maybe one of a rare days that.. we didn't talked that much... and she didn't went online...

i don't want to say the reason here..

i really miss her... i guess iba talaga pag di kami nagkausap... may kulang...

i don't have a reason to be sad.. but i don't have a reason to be happy either...

and oh yeah... i had some personal probs... and it's somewhat related to my inet connection.. so i guess.. may taning na pag online ko...

so... i guess i'll disapear too... sooner or later.. but i just hope it won't happen...

anyway... like i said...

miss ko na sya...

I Love You So Much Elena...

Quote for the day:
"even if you hurt me, even if it's unfair.. even if i got the short side of the stick... it's alright.. as long as it's you... i'm willing to sacrifice..."

Answers leads to more questions...
Posted at 01:00 AM

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same ordinary day.. i wouldn't waste saying it all here...

woke up at 4.. i didn't go to school... coz i have some fever..that's seems to be the reason whenever i woke up i don't feel..good... fortunately it's gone now.. i hope

later hon txt'ed.. she did'nt went to school and due to some reasons... go to her blog if you want to know(or if she'll tell)

found out bout that and... i dunno

i feel helpless.. i really don't want her to suffer... who wants to see the one they love suffer?

ok lang kung ako.. wag lang sya...

tch...

i just hope she's better.. and i'm just here for her.. even though i can't do much...

later she went online.. was somewhat glad.. i really miss her.. but i can't think of myself right now... i should think bout her condition first...

well like i said.. this day's ordinary...

and really.. my 2004 seems... more difficult compare to last year...

no rants...

I Love You Elena...

Life = Rainbow
Posted at 05:48 AM

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what's with this day? nothing much really.. i didn't go to school again.. stupid fever...

and... later had some misunderstandings with hon.. but it's ok now...

burned a couple of cds.. and went online.. we talked bout that... may pinagtalunan lang kami but it's ok now, it ended peacefully...

we had some open forum of sorts...nakakatuwang isipin.. and the same time..somewhat made me sad.. although...

i'm glad nagkalabasan kami ng sama ng loob

basta whatever she wants.. i'll try to do that.. for her and my sake...

besides that...ala na

i'm happier than ever...

I LOVE YOU ELENA! (caps pa! wahaha )

No Words Can Explain
Posted at 05:42 AM

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yay eb! lol

woke up at 11, txt'ed hon... telling her i just woke up...

prepared to leave.. but...for some problems here... i left the house at around...2

and our meeting time's supposed to be 1

got to our meeting place at 3, and i thought i was late.. so i waited for her...

was kinda worried..

she arrived at around 4:30 i guess.. and... just found out she just woke up at around 2.. my bad..pinuyat ko kasi

she apologized.. and hehe ok lang sa akin

then we went to mega.. saw the usual peeps...
Adz, Drew, Bea, Mike, and some other peeps...

eb's fun! as usual.. and of course i enjoyed it a lot because hon was there...close personal ties..teehee

we all left mega at around 10 but we didn't go to leo or dawn's place... `coz hon's need to be at home before 12... and for safety purposes...

so hinatid ko sya sa kanila, then got home at around 12:30am

later she went online.. and we talked bout something..later she got dc..and went back... we talked bout some things... told her a story bout certain individuals..lol... and later.. we talked bout ourselves.. how we felt to each other...

now..as usual.. i'm typing this post

for some reason.. i feel.. not light but still happy.. and somewhat hyper

maybe because now i know that she really loves me.. found some things that made me smile...

yippee huraaaaah! yay! weeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee!

and i won't leave her... i really love her more than anything else in this world!

i don't care if you say i'm corny but

di ko sya iiwanan and akin lang sya, i'l protect her in anyway i can...

and i'm really happy that she's the one i love...

kahit na malas january ko, kahit madaming problema dito sa bahay, kahit pangit pasko at bagong taon ko.. masaya pa rin ako... kasi ngayon alam kong may isang taong mahal na mahal ako at di ako papakawalan...kuntento na ako sa regalong ito!

anyway...

thanks to all those who posted their comments at my post and to my hon's posts like Rollie, Bes, Siobe, Kurumz at sa iba pa kung nakalimutan ko kayo sabihin.. hehe sorry...

and

Thanks so much hon... for everything

i love you so much Elena... i really do

Quote of the day:
"There are 3 great things in this world. The first thing is for you to love someone. The second thing is for someone to love you back and the third greatest thing is for the first and second thing to happen at the same time..."

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Posted at 01:37 AM

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ordinary day yet.. i'm glad it was good

we slept at around 7 am, teehee.. i woke up at around 5 pm... went online at 6... then headache...eck.. i guess it's bad to overslept...

later received a txt from hon saying she's gonna online..yipeee

then later she went online.. talked bout some things.. she asked me some things and so do i.. teeehee...

i'm glad this day's ok... for me and for her...

besides that my head hurts a while ago.. teehee...

Thanks...

I Love You Elena

instead of a usual quote.. i'll tell you a story... tutal maikli naman post ko

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From the very begining, gal's family objected strongly
on her dating this guy saying that it has got to do
with family background, & that the gal would have to
suffer for the rest of her life if she were to be with
him. Due to family pressure, the couple quarrelled
very often. Though the gal loved the guy deeply, she
always asked
him, "How deep is your love for me?" As the guy was
not good with words, this caused the gal to be very
upset. With that & the pressure from her family, the
gal would vent her anger on him. As for him.. he
endured it in silence.

After a couple of years, the guy finally graduated &
decided to further his studies overseas. Before
leaving, he proposed to the gal, "I'm not very good
with words. But all I know is that I love you. If you
allow it, I will take
care of you for the rest of my life. As for your
family, I'll try my best to talk them round. Will you
marry me?"
The gal agreed, & with the guy's determination, the
family finally gave in & agreed to let them get
married. So before he left, they got engaged. The gal
went out to the work, while the guy was overseas,
continuing his studies. They sent their love thru
emails & phone calls. Though it was hard, they never
gave up.

One day, while the gal was on her way to work, she was
knocked down by a car that lost control. When she woke
up, she saw her parents beside her bed. She realised
that she was badly injured. Seeing her mum crying, she
wanted to comfort her. But she realized that all that
could come out of her mouth was just a sigh. She has
lost her voice....The doctors says that the impact on
her brain had caused her to loose her voice. Listening
to her parents' comfort, but with nothing coming out
from her, she broke down. During her stay in the
hospital, it was only her silent cry that accompanied
her. Upon reaching home, everything seemd to be
the same. Except for the ringing tone of the phone.
Which pierced into her heart everytime it rang. She
did not wish to let the guy know. & not wanting to be
a burden to him, she wrote a letter to him saying that she
did not wish to wait any longer. With that, she sent
the ring back to him. In return, the guy sent hundreds
of letters, and made countless phonecalls.. but all
the gal could do was cry....Her parents decided to
move away, hoping that she would eventually forget
everything & be happy. With a new environment, the gal
learnt sign language & started a new life, telling
herself everyday that she must forget him.

One day, her friend came & told her that he came
looking for her. She asked her friend not to let him
know what happened to her. Since then, there wasn't
anymore news of him. A year has passed & her friend
came with an envelope, containing an invitation card
for the guy's wedding. The gal was shattered. When she
open the letter, she saw her name on it instead. When
she was about to ask her friend wat's going on, the
guy appeared infront of her. He used sign language
telling her "I've spent a year learning sign language.
Just to let you know that I've not forgotten our
promise. Let me have the chance to be your voice. I
Love You." With that, he slipped the ring back onto
her finger.


"Treat every relationship as if it's the last one,
then you'll know how to Give"
"Treat every moment as is it's the last day, then
you'll know how to treasure"

Why do i smile? :)
Posted at 03:13 AM

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anywayto start of the day... i woke up at around 9..quickly prepared to leave..

got the school at around 10..and yada yada tons of work...

saw the same people..lol nvm...

if i'm a groupie type of person at waa or the eb's... i'm a loner at school.. i learned my lesson really.. although it's hard if your course's BS. ComSci... group projects...ouch...

anyway...

left school at around 3..and got home around 4... w/ tons of homework

went online for a while... then did my homework...

after that, tj told me bout the new waa forums... wee i missed waa forums... coz i was first a waa forumer first than a chatter....and that was year 2000

the url is http://waa.conforums.com

wee new addiction..lol

hon text'ed me after some time... she has some probs .. i just hope.. everything's going fine for her...

later she txt'ed me again..saying she fell asleep..teehee antukin hon ko..kawaii

later she went online..and we talked bout..hehe

i asked her bout something...and...i like what she answered.. hehe really i'm lucky to have her...

although there's still some of her pesky admirers

as usual her pc's on the tantrum again...and as for me.. i fixed her profile at the forum...and i fixed mine too...weee

my name at the forum's...guess what? yugi! and her's...... Anzu

rants.. nah... i'm happy in love with my hon...weee lalalala

she's the reason why i'm smiling

I LOVE YOU ELENA!!! (ayan caps na, bold pa )

Quote Message for the day:
"Take time to listen to your heart, sometimes you need not ask yourself who you love more but ask who really makes you happy and who makes u feel loved..."

I'm just a ghost...
Posted at 07:56 AM

hm... sorry to all, kung bigla akong nawala. i guess nabasa nyo na sa post ni hon kung ano ngyari...

my pc/modem/lancard/whatever's still dead... i'm just here at school...very early... dami kasing tao dito pag tanghali x_X;

anyway... ano na nga ba ang mga nangyari?

ok naman ako, kahit paano buhay pa rin kahit mahigit 2 weeks ng walang internet access... pero whew... hirap

di ko pa alam kung kelan maayos... or rather.. ipapaayos... bleah...

sa skul.. hm k naman, no comment nalang ako

hm sa life.. i dunno... i don't feel good... physically and emotionally...

maybe dahil sa di ako makaonline? i dunno...

hm maybe dahil madaming prob si hon... even though prob nya yun...sure affected ako...

my personal problems? madami... sa sobrang madami di ko na maalala lahat...haha bleah

haha i guess i'm talking nonsense here... i really want to rant... for 2 weeks i want to rant... wala akong labanasan! lol

hm oh well...

anyway try ko pa rin makapost mamaya...i'm still here till 10... hm or wag na lang kaya ako pumasok? haha next week midterm na... luckily puro group/individual projects lang karamihan...

pero la ako gana....

i guess babawiin ko nalang to sa following days...

anyway ja ne....

i love you Elena...

A Quiz and a Survey!
Posted at 11:41 AM

i miss this... Quiz!


You are: Tao Ren. You are determined, deadly, and
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You believe yourself to be the best there is,
you are the only Shaman needed. Be careful not
to be blinded by your arrogance...it could be
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and after that..survey time!

i got this from rollie's blog

THREE THINGS I DON'T UNDERSTAND
1. my mind
2. mind of a girl
3. the present society

THREE THINGS THAT SCARE ME
1. Losing her (hon)
2. Losing my family
3. being alone

THREE THINGS I'D LIKE TO LEARN
1. everything bout pc's
2. everything bout html
3. proper social interaction

THREE THINGS I AM WEARING RIGHT NOW
1. uniform
2. myself (huh? oO; )
3. my angel (double huh? )

THREE THINGS ON MY DESK
1. a cup of softdrink
2. my bag
3. school's pc

THREE THINGS I WANT TO DO BEFORE I DIE
1. marry the one i love the most (that's hon!)
2. stay and live with her till i die
3. feel how it is to be rich...

THREE GOOD THINGS ABOUT MY PERSONALITY
1. childish (hey that's good)
2. i'm on the good side
3. i have a lot of patience

THREE BAD THINGS ABOUT MY PERSONALITY
1. temper
2. madaling magtampo
3. madaling ma deppress

YOUR HERITAGE
half ilocano, half kapampangan, i guess i have some chinese ancestry (i look like a chinese kasi Oo; )

THREE THINGS I LIKE ABOUT MY BODY
1. my eyes
2. hand
3. hair

THREE THINGS I DON'T LIKE ABOUT MY BODY
1. i'm short
2. fat
3. i don't know how to smile (strange..)


FIVE THINGS MOST PEOPLE DON'T KNOW ABOUT ME (until now)
1. i'm a loner...at school and at home
2. i prefer people's attitude rather than their looks
3. i'm dangerous when i'm mad (freaky oO; )
4. i hate pretenders, plastics, mayabang, playboy/playgirl, pervs
5. i'm good at history :D

THREE THINGS I SAY THE MOST
1. nande?
2. heya
3. eh?

THREE PLACES YOU WANT TO GO
1. hon's house
2. hon's room
3. me and hon's future house

wahahaha! :D

now i'm going back to my grave.. i mean my 2nd class.. and my boring home.. it sure sucks without inet connection...