it's cold, it's dark, it's cursed...


It all starts without warning, a loved one or trusted authority thrusts a sharp dagger slicing deep into the child's innocent heart shattering its safe world of love with betrayal. A reflex pulls the heart away as the first painful emotion brings a fear of death and insecurity. Stunned in disbelief the child's mind scrambles to make sense of the puncture the heart has just sustained. Confused and unable to comprehend the assault, the child accepts full responsibility. Year after year the pattern continues, as trust becomes a distant memory.

Deep within solitude and far from discovery the mirror of the buried heart reflects failure and loneliness. The mind caught off guard responds with a legion of proof the inner voice is a lie. As time passes and silent to all others, the heart's once small whisper increases to a scream the mind can not suppress. Plunging into a darkness of conviction and despair a knowing of the failure permeates the body. Shocked by the inner betrayal, a rage is created that will not relent. Over and over you seek for the one to blame, but none can be found. Through desperate fear the mind has the solution. You are the one to blame.

The now silent heart slowly dies unaware of its gradual fate as despair trickles into the cold voids where the dream once lived. Day after day the darkness kills thoughts before they transform into action bringing a paralysis to life. Moving deeper and deeper into hopelessness, the childhood dream no longer exists. Replaced with a cold hatred that the song of lies was ever heard. Death is the only escape and love is a lie.

they are just waiting for me to die...


Entries for April, 2004

April 14, 2004
Just as i thought
Posted at 10:02 PM

my mind's...blank.... i dunno.. i expected it'll all lead to this... just as i thought.. i shouldn't have posted that.. oh well...

hm sure i won't... i'll try not to....

and ok na... i think..

that's all

i love you elena

au revoir






April 20, 2004
what do you think?
Posted at 10:12 PM


How evil are you?


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haha nothing, just got online to post and read hon's post... hm and oh yeah... naglipat kami ng bahay yesterday. well... and if we got a phone there... i think i can go back! yay...lol i wonder if someone would be happy by that...

i won't rant here much as i used to... everytime i post something...extraordinary... some people reacts...lol even my very own gf.. so... instead of closing this blog... i won't rant here instead.. but i'll tell you guys what's been happening to me all this time...

anyway... same case... lol yesterday's uber exausting... nagbuhat ako lol... anyway my new home's cool, kinda small but at least the environment's a whole lot better and mas malapit sa sakayan plus the pldt's office is right on the back so... i got a better chance to have a phone and later... dsl!

anyway... the only rant i can say is... Am i ok? what do you think?

oh yeah... thanks to the people who spend their time visiting this blog, commenting and tagging... thankies!

sorry i can't bloghop or visit your sites... maybe next time

and finally.. today's april 20 2004.. if you type it via numeric code and you put the day first you'll see this...

20.04.2004

20 april 2004

great isnt' it? lol

take care...

i love you elena

au revoir






April 24, 2004
a short post?
Posted at 09:30 PM

can't post much here coz 1 hour lang kami dito yeah.. i'm with hon.. so i'll post next time k?

one word to rant...

are girls really that... confusing?

oh well...

i love you elena...

au revoir!






April 28, 2004
I'm back...
Posted at 05:19 AM

hm the day's kinda unique...

first of all.. woke up at around 11-12 noon, hon called..

oh yeah.. my phone's already activated so i can go online and almost anyone can call me.. hm i'll tell my # to the close people i know.. although if you want to know it, just ask me..i'll think about it

back to the story, we talked for a short time... then.. prepared to leave.. go to our usual meeting spot at around 3:12pm, she got there at 3:45 though, but it's ok...

then we went to the main office of a certain isp company, bought an unlimited internet card... nagpasama ako kasi di ko alam yung lugar

then after that we went to her bes jan's place, talked about some things... then went to divisoria... bought a dbz mousepad (at long last) and saw some other things... but i only have a few pesos left.. oh well..

then we said good bye to each other...

hm then... mahirap sumakay and.. biglang nag traffic so i decided to walk to the next possible route.... got a jeep but unfortunately... traffic na naman! and it lasted for at least an hour...

i left binondo at around 5-6 and got home at around 8..nice.. and come to think of it.. it's not june yet...wait till the return of the regular classes.

then 2nd... the stupid isp made me suffer! at first i connected fine.. then i followed their activation thingy... then after i activated it... and logged in again.. it said something like incorrect pass/username.. and i just used the damn card a few mins ago..

called their customer service for about 6 times...at least they're good compare to destiny.. but it's not untill 11 that i could be able to connect...

then updated windows.. even though it's painful on a dial up... but i disconnected later coz i called hon.. i promised her and i keep that promise.. even though i'm a little late

we talked bout some things.. normal things.. and she told me some stories bout her hs life etc...

we talked for about 2 hours i think.. and returned online to finish the remaining updates and dl'ed some additional programs...

hm... i dunno how i feel

i feel happy coz well i can go online again...

i'm sad though coz hon can't go online yet... she's waiting for her new pc..

and there's some things i noticed bout...my present situation..haha i'll stop it here... baka kung ano isipin ng tao, may magreact pa

it's not that serious though i guess...so don't worry k?

oh well... that's all...

oh yeah.. i'm reading this fic.. this may happen to me..i guess

the fanfic's here:
http://www.fanfiction.net/read.php?storyid=1731673

i love you elena...

au revoir...
Sadako- Tokumei Kibou's Of Two Hearts






April 29, 2004
The Wheel of Life...
Posted at 04:25 AM

today's an ordinary day...sorta

woke up super late...about 4:30pm... then later went online...cleaned the inboxes of my emails... then bloghopped...

hm strange... either my pc's slow, my connection's slow or both... or maybe nasanay lang ako sa bilis ng cable

anyway...

then about 9 i called hon...we talked for a short while... i just wanted to check if she's ok...

then went back online...finished the entire job and then at midnight, i called hon again.. we talked for i think 1 1/2 hours, she's still sick and she's kinda sleepy so we didn't talked that long like we usually do but it's enough...

hm... for some reason...my day started...bad... then when i talked to hon... i felt good and happy for some reason...and then when i saw someone's tag at a blog here in tabby...i just felt sad suddenly... and that someone is the person who holds my life..when she said her life sucks...hm what does that mean? i know i'm her life so that means...either i suck...or she's not happy with her life even though she have me in her life?

even though i have tons of problems... i'm still happy with my life... because i still have her..and at least i have a reason... i admit i used to say that...but that was before i met her...

oh well..i did it again...

sometimes you're on the top and sometimes you're on the bottom, that's the wheel of life

but still... i miss her badly

end.

i love you elena...

au revoir!



Sadako- Tokumei Kibou's Of Two Hearts






April 30, 2004
The Cable Guy Learns The Meaning of The Word
Posted at 06:16 AM

you are mediumorchid
#BA55D3

Your dominant hues are red and blue. You're confident and like showing people new ideas. You play well with others and can be very influential if you want to be.

Your saturation level is medium - You're not the most decisive go-getter, but you can get a job done when it's required of you. You probably don't think the world can change for you and don't want to spend too much effort trying to force it.

Your outlook on life is brighter than most people's. You like the idea of influencing things for the better and find hope in situations where others might give up. You're not exactly a bouncy sunshine but things in your world generally look up.
the spacefem.com html color quiz



i found this quiz at Tohru-kun's blog, thanks!

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this day's special.. in it's own way... no special thing happened though but still to me it's special...

as usual i woke up pretty late... around 5:15pm, after getiing my shift, instead of going online... i called hon... ala lang i already miss her so i did that XD. anyway we talked for i think bout 1 1/2 hours.. then went online... did nothing special though, uploading some pics etc, and tried dling winamp, but my speed was verrrrrryyyyy slooowwww... i mean the speed of my ie.. haha i really miss the incredible speed of the almighty cable internet (go ahead, laugh at me you freaks!). as i was saying... after that.... i logged off at 9:30pm, mom will use the pc for her work... i was supposed to call hon but i didn't for some reason... then i fell asleep... then our rk(rich kid) but always dc online daughter Lea (thanks!) txt'ed me saying hon was online, luckily i woke up at the sound of the cell and went online for a short time.. saw hon and red her post... we talked for a short while then she logged off.. she only rented for an hour coz the rates there had gone up, but i said to her that she should call me when she got home...

and she did.. we talked for some minutes, and said she'll call later... after that i ate some hotdogos... hehe

she called at about 1, talked for i guess 45 minutes.. she's kinda sleepy and she's recovering from her sickness so it's ok...

she said that i should sleep too, na sabayan ko daw sya, meme(tulog) na rin daw ako i said first i have to do something... and we ended our conversation, but i thought of something and i called her again... i said.. sige sasabayan na kita matulog hehe.

i fell asleep... and i woke up a few hours later.. i guess i slept for about 2-3 hours... then after mom finished her work, i went online again and after i posted my comment on hon's post... i'm now typing this post...

so what's with the title? ala lang, i know now the pain and suffering of the dial up people who had been suffering for ages (i'm just being a little exaggerating here). oh well i wish i had my dsl connection soon... i miss the speed.... i can't do what i usually do before.. speedy mass dling of mp3s! hehe

i don't have much to rant here.. my day's kinda good... and i felt relieved after what hon has tagged (she didn't post it at the comment unfortunately, but it's ok). so i don't have any problems for a while..

and like what hon has posted in her blog, true we're still debating at some issues but it's not as bad as before.. and unlike before, we solve it before it becomes critical...

but the only wish i can say is... i just wish that everything turns out fine.. and by the time we both reached both our birthdays this year, we don't have to worry ourselves of everything and focus on enjoying at each other's love...

end.

i love you elena

au revoir!








April 30, 2004
I miss surveys! XD
Posted at 09:11 AM

i found this at Siobe Cherry's blog, thanks! (i have a feeling i said the same type of line again)

INSTRUCTIONS:
1. Copy this whole list into your journal.
2. Bold the things that are true about you.
3. Whatever you don't bold are false
4. Add your own comments and reaction if you like... after the said thing... enclosed it in a ( )


01. When I was younger I made some bad decisions (true...)
02. I don't watch much TV these days (true also, not enough interesting shows, unless i get animax...hm nahh)
03. I love psychodelic mushrooms (i love mushrooms but not psychodelic )
04. I love sleeping (but unfortunately sleep doesn't love me )
05. I have loads of books (unfortunately i lost most of them, how sad )
06. I once slept in a bathroom (lol i did once...)
07. I love playing video games (i want to be a game programmer )
08. I adore marijuana (only losers adore this kind of sh!+ )
09. I watch porn movies (it's not interesting)
10. I watch them with my father (lol... bad example)
11. I like sharks (do i have to say my reason?)
12. I love spiders (i don't like them, i don't hate them either.. although i know hon likes this...jk [i don't want to die ] )
13. I was born without hair and I still have no hair (i have lots of hair! not as much as cousin it or coltopi though)
14. I like George Bush (if i'm an american citizen, i'll vote for gore though, i'm a democrat!)
15. I am cool (not being mayabang but i thin i found myself cool... in my own way)
16. I have changed a lot mentally over the last year (true, i've been more mature.. i guess.. or maybe not Oo; )
17. I have a jacuzzi and a Porsche (In my wildest dream!)
18. I have a lot to learn (how to control my sensitivity)
19. I carry my knife everywhere (ano ako nasa resident evil? lol i prefer power! )
20. I can be really really smart (not being "mayabang" but yeah.. if needed)
21. I've never broken someone's bones (i'm just controlling myself...jk! nah i just don't like fights except when needed)
22. I have a secret (himitsu~!)
23. I hate snow (i prefer winter than summer...)
25. Punk rock rules (i don't like rock...)
26. I hate Bill Gates! (i don't hate him, i just envy him, he's damn rich!)
27. I love Chinese food (yeah...and i love a certain half-chinese girl named Elena.. err oops... wrong topic)
28. I would hate to be famous (i don't hate it, i don't like it either...)
29. I am so not a morning person (i'm a night person)
30. I wear glasses (i can if i have to but my sight's good...)
31. I don't need glasses (i guess?)
32. I have potential (to be? a good husband? a successful computer programer? a great president of the philippines? err )
33. I'm pure Japanese (unfortunately i'm not.. i'm a pure filipino)
34. My legs are two different sizes (i think)
35. I have a twin (having a twin looks cool but i don't want a rival, and i had enough with my other siblings)
36. I wear a padded bra sometimes (not in this life...i'm a guy!!!)
37. I can ramble on about absolutely nothing (i rant about absolutely nothing but i don't ramble)
38. I'm left-handed (i'm a right handed guy, but i use my left hand at other things like texting)
39. I hate llamas, but I'm one of them (stupid question but what is a llamas?)
40. I don't like horror movies (i find it stupid...and besides... i used to lived in a hunted apartment for 9 years so.. ghost and freaky stuffs are just normal to me)
41. I suck at climbing, but I love it anyway (yeah i suck but i don't love it either)
42. People hate me usually (true, being an operator at waa brings enemies)
43. I love pop music (i don't like it, i don't hate it either... )
44. I hardly ever go to bed before midnight (deppends on my sleep sked but my sleep sked now says no)
45. I hate parking fines (I don't know what to say to this.. i wish i have a car though)
46. I know the national anthem of my country by heart (poor people who don't know their own country's national anthem)
47. I know more than two languages (i know and understand english, filipino, a little french, some japanese... if you want to include dialects i know and understand little ilocano, pangasinense and kapampangan)
48. I can spend too much time on the computer (18 hours once as i can remember it)
49. I often want to throw out the computer in a window (noooo it's my life! hehe jk.. seriously..nah.. i can't afford another pc)
50. I live on a ground floor (we live on a 1 floor appartment, used to be on a 2 floor appartment)
51. I don't like chocolate (I LOVE CHOCOLATES!!!!)
52. I'd like to be more original (true.... but i know i am original)
53. I've lied (rarely, i don't like lying, but just wondering, what do you mean? lying on the answers here or about the whole life?)
54. Cocks are my favorite birds (i was born on the year of the rooster.. and i like everything bout chicken, including chicken dishes! but i'm not fond on cock fighting though)
55. I want to conquer the world (if it's the only way to save the people from something, why not? lol i remember napoleon the great...)
56. I wonder what happens when I die (will they cry for me? hm i dunno)
57. I've read all books about Harry Potter (i red 1 but i don't like it... it's not my cup of tea)
58. I love my dog! (the last time i had a dog was when i was a kid...)
59. I love to exercise (i'm lazy! XD )
60. I hate chemistry with a passion and math, too! (hell no... i prefer memorizing the table of elements rather than to solve tons of stupid math problems)
61. I love to write but I wish I could be as interesting as some people (i'm a frustrated writer)
62. I like changes (i fear people who changes)
63. I hate going to class (used to be, but i know now the importance of education to society...wehehe )
64. I am afraid to die (yeah because i'm afraid to leave the girl that i love the most.... and i don't want her to cry)
65. I hate dish washing with a passion! (hm i dunno... i'm juzt lazy i guess)
66. My hair is long, brown, and incredibly curly (nope)
67. My nails are nine inch long (get your nail clippers you lazy dummy!)
68. My favorite color is black (actually...sorta... but i prefer blue, and white better)
69. I like to sleep on the floor (i sleep japanese style XD )
70. I am hopeless at cooking (maybe.. or i'm just lazy)
71. I sucked my thumb when I was little (who doesn't?)
72. I should be doing something else rather than doing this (unfortunately i don't have anything else important to do, and i'm bored that's why i'm writting this)
73. I am online a lot (my life is a 75% online 35% offline before i lost my internet 3 months ago...)
74. I hate government (not really, i just hate the people who runs the goverment especially our very own midget president)
75. I don't have a girlfriend/boyfriend (fortunately i do have a girlfriend and her name's Elena)
76. I'm too nice for my own good (unfortunately...)
77. I love to read, I read as much as I can (Yeah, even before i learn how to chat)
78. I don't trust newspapers (they can be pretty biased)
79. I like debating (not that i like it it's that i'm a libra and a born debater... plus i'm a frustrated lawyer too )
80. I live in a wagon (nope... but that would be cool... if you're here in the philippines...)
81. I clean my room once a month (as much as i want to have a room of my own, i don't..so there)
82. I'm scared of american fast food (lol nope, i like eating at fastfoods)
83. I have a third eye - (unfortunately i don't)
84. I love Mozambique (nope... and i don't know what/who/where that is, but it's familiar)
85. I don't trust any religion (it's not the religion, it's the people running it, like a certain ex archbishop of manila)
86. I used to play with barbies only because all the other girls were doing it (i'm a guy!!! and i rather play w/ my dbz toys... w/c i lost a long time ago.. waaaa )
87. I wanted to be a super hero when I was little (if that includes becoming like son gokou, yeah)
88. I like listening to wind chimes (it sounds good but i prefer listening to the silence of the night)
89. I'm very disorganized (sometimes)
90. My hair is long and straight (used to be)
91. I earn a lot (i wish...)
92. I don't like spicy food (nope, spicy makes a food tastier and yummier)
93. I keep a diary (used to be, now i own a blog )
94. I can't do cartwheels (nope, can't do any acrobat tricks)
95. I can be very lazy (and i'm proud of it!)
96. I'm sarcastic more often than not (used to be not, but i just learnt it from hon)
97. I think my hair can be annoying (it has a life of its own, even if i comb it many times, it returns to it's normal shape later, i guess that's the bad side of being a saiyan XD)
98. I could be sensitive (i'm over sensitive)
99. I love being "ab-normal" (not really, i just love being unique)

whew... this is long.. oh well...

end.

i love you elena!

au revoir






April 30, 2004
I miss surveys! XD
Posted at 09:15 AM

i found this at Siobe Cherry's blog, thanks! (i have a feeling i said the same type of line again)

INSTRUCTIONS:
1. Copy this whole list into your journal.
2. Bold the things that are true about you.
3. Whatever you don't bold are false
4. Add your own comments and reaction if you like... after the said thing... enclosed it in a ( )


01. When I was younger I made some bad decisions (true...)
02. I don't watch much TV these days (true also, not enough interesting shows, unless i get animax...hm nahh)
03. I love psychodelic mushrooms (i love mushrooms but not psychodelic )
04. I love sleeping (but unfortunately sleep doesn't love me )
05. I have loads of books (unfortunately i lost most of them, how sad )
06. I once slept in a bathroom (lol i did once...)
07. I love playing video games (i want to be a game programmer )
08. I adore marijuana (only losers adore this kind of sh!+ )
09. I watch porn movies (it's not interesting)
10. I watch them with my father (lol... bad example)
11. I like sharks (do i have to say my reason?)
12. I love spiders (i don't like them, i don't hate them either.. although i know hon likes this...jk [i don't want to die ] )
13. I was born without hair and I still have no hair (i have lots of hair! not as much as cousin it or coltopi though)
14. I like George Bush (if i'm an american citizen, i'll vote for gore though, i'm a democrat!)
15. I am cool (not being mayabang but i thin i found myself cool... in my own way)
16. I have changed a lot mentally over the last year (true, i've been more mature.. i guess.. or maybe not Oo; )
17. I have a jacuzzi and a Porsche (In my wildest dream!)
18. I have a lot to learn (how to control my sensitivity)
19. I carry my knife everywhere (ano ako nasa resident evil? lol i prefer power! )
20. I can be really really smart (not being "mayabang" but yeah.. if needed)
21. I've never broken someone's bones (i'm just controlling myself...jk! nah i just don't like fights except when needed)
22. I have a secret (himitsu~!)
23. I hate snow (i prefer winter than summer...)
25. Punk rock rules (i don't like rock...)
26. I hate Bill Gates! (i don't hate him, i just envy him, he's damn rich!)
27. I love Chinese food (yeah...and i love a certain half-chinese girl named Elena.. err oops... wrong topic)
28. I would hate to be famous (i don't hate it, i don't like it either...)
29. I am so not a morning person (i'm a night person)
30. I wear glasses (i can if i have to but my sight's good...)
31. I don't need glasses (i guess?)
32. I have potential (to be? a good husband? a successful computer programer? a great president of the philippines? err )
33. I'm pure Japanese (unfortunately i'm not.. i'm a pure filipino)
34. My legs are two different sizes (i think)
35. I have a twin (having a twin looks cool but i don't want a rival, and i had enough with my other siblings)
36. I wear a padded bra sometimes (not in this life...i'm a guy!!!)
37. I can ramble on about absolutely nothing (i rant about absolutely nothing but i don't ramble)
38. I'm left-handed (i'm a right handed guy, but i use my left hand at other things like texting)
39. I hate llamas, but I'm one of them (stupid question but what is a llamas?)
40. I don't like horror movies (i find it stupid...and besides... i used to lived in a hunted apartment for 9 years so.. ghost and freaky stuffs are just normal to me)
41. I suck at climbing, but I love it anyway (yeah i suck but i don't love it either)
42. People hate me usually (true, being an operator at waa brings enemies)
43. I love pop music (i don't like it, i don't hate it either... )
44. I hardly ever go to bed before midnight (deppends on my sleep sked but my sleep sked now says no)
45. I hate parking fines (I don't know what to say to this.. i wish i have a car though)
46. I know the national anthem of my country by heart (poor people who don't know their own country's national anthem)
47. I know more than two languages (i know and understand english, filipino, a little french, some japanese... if you want to include dialects i know and understand little ilocano, pangasinense and kapampangan)
48. I can spend too much time on the computer (18 hours once as i can remember it)
49. I often want to throw out the computer in a window (noooo it's my life! hehe jk.. seriously..nah.. i can't afford another pc)
50.
I live on a ground floor
(we live on a 1 floor appartment, used to be on a 2 floor appartment)
51. I don't like chocolate (I LOVE CHOCOLATES!!!!)
52. I'd like to be more original (true.... but i know i am original)
53. I've lied (rarely, i don't like lying, but just wondering, what do you mean? lying on the answers here or about the whole life?)
54. Cocks are my favorite birds (i was born on the year of the rooster.. and i like everything bout chicken, including chicken dishes! but i'm not fond on cock fighting though)
55. I want to conquer the world (if it's the only way to save the people from something, why not? lol i remember napoleon the great...)
56. I wonder what happens when I die (will they cry for me? hm i dunno)
57. I've read all books about Harry Potter (i red 1 but i don't like it... it's not my cup of tea)
58. I love my dog! (the last time i had a dog was when i was a kid...)
59. I love to exercise (i'm lazy! XD )
60. I hate chemistry with a passion and math, too! (hell no... i prefer memorizing the table of elements rather than to solve tons of stupid math problems)
61. I love to write but I wish I could be as interesting as some people (i'm a frustrated writer)
62. I like changes (i fear people who changes)
63. I hate going to class (used to be, but i know now the importance of education to society...wehehe )
64. I am afraid to die (yeah because i'm afraid to leave the girl that i love the most.... and i don't want her to cry)
65. I hate dish washing with a passion! (hm i dunno... i'm juzt lazy i guess)
66. My hair is long, brown, and incredibly curly (nope)
67. My nails are nine inch long (get your nail clippers you lazy dummy!)
68. My favorite color is black (actually...sorta... but i prefer blue, and white better)
69. I like to sleep on the floor (i sleep japanese style XD )
70. I am hopeless at cooking (maybe.. or i'm just lazy)
71. I sucked my thumb when I was little (who doesn't?)
72. I should be doing something else rather than doing this (unfortunately i don't have anything else important to do, and i'm bored that's why i'm writting this)
73. I am online a lot (my life is a 75% online 35% offline before i lost my internet 3 months ago...)
74. I hate government (not really, i just hate the people who runs the goverment especially our very own midget president)
75. I don't have a girlfriend/boyfriend (fortunately i do have a girlfriend and her name's Elena)
76. I'm too nice for my own good (unfortunately...)
77. I love to read, I read as much as I can (Yeah, even before i learn how to chat)
78. I don't trust newspapers (they can be pretty biased)
79. I like debating (not that i like it it's that i'm a libra and a born debater... plus i'm a frustrated lawyer too )
80. I live in a wagon (nope... but that would be cool... if you're here in the philippines...)
81. I clean my room once a month (as much as i want to have a room of my own, i don't..so there)
82. I'm scared of american fast food (lol nope, i like eating at fastfoods)
83. I have a third eye - (unfortunately i don't)
84. I love Mozambique (nope... and i don't know what/who/where that is, but it's familiar)
85. I don't trust any religion (it's not the religion, it's the people running it, like a certain ex archbishop of manila)
86. I used to play with barbies only because all the other girls were doing it (i'm a guy!!! and i rather play w/ my dbz toys... w/c i lost a long time ago.. waaaa )
87. I wanted to be a super hero when I was little (if that includes becoming like son gokou, yeah)
88. I like listening to wind chimes (it sounds good but i prefer listening to the silence of the night)
89. I'm very disorganized (sometimes)
90. My hair is long and straight (used to be)
91. I earn a lot (i wish...)
92. I don't like spicy food (nope, spicy makes a food tastier and yummier)
93. I keep a diary (used to be, now i own a blog )
94. I can't do cartwheels (nope, can't do any acrobat tricks)
95. I can be very lazy (and i'm proud of it!)
96. I'm sarcastic more often than not (used to be not, but i just learnt it from hon)
97. I think my hair can be annoying (it has a life of its own, even if i comb it many times, it returns to it's normal shape later, i guess that's the bad side of being a saiyan XD)
98. I could be sensitive (i'm over sensitive)
99. I love being "ab-normal" (not really, i just love being unique)

whew... this is long.. oh well...

end.

i love you elena!

au revoir






April 30, 2004
I miss surveys! XD
Posted at 09:19 AM

i found this at Siobe Cherry's blog, thanks! (i have a feeling i said the same type of line again)

INSTRUCTIONS:
1. Copy this whole list into your journal.
2. Bold the things that are true about you.
3. Whatever you don't bold are false
4. Add your own comments and reaction if you like... after the said thing... enclosed it in a ( )


01. When I was younger I made some bad decisions (true...)
02. I don't watch much TV these days (true also, not enough interesting shows, unless i get animax...hm nahh)
03. I love psychodelic mushrooms (i love mushrooms but not psychodelic )
04. I love sleeping (but unfortunately sleep doesn't love me )
05. I have loads of books (unfortunately i lost most of them, how sad )
06. I once slept in a bathroom (lol i did once...)
07. I love playing video games (i want to be a game programmer )
08. I adore marijuana (only losers adore this kind of sh!+ )
09. I watch porn movies (it's not interesting)
10. I watch them with my father (lol... bad example)
11. I like sharks (do i have to say my reason?)
12. I love spiders (i don't like them, i don't hate them either.. although i know hon likes this...jk [i don't want to die ] )
13. I was born without hair and I still have no hair (i have lots of hair! not as much as cousin it or coltopi though)
14. I like George Bush (if i'm an american citizen, i'll vote for gore though, i'm a democrat!)
15. I am cool (not being mayabang but i thin i found myself cool... in my own way)
16. I have changed a lot mentally over the last year (true, i've been more mature.. i guess.. or maybe not Oo; )
17. I have a jacuzzi and a Porsche (In my wildest dream!)
18. I have a lot to learn (how to control my sensitivity)
19. I carry my knife everywhere (ano ako nasa resident evil? lol i prefer power! )
20. I can be really really smart (not being "mayabang" but yeah.. if needed)
21. I've never broken someone's bones (i'm just controlling myself...jk! nah i just don't like fights except when needed)
22. I have a secret (himitsu~!)
23. I hate snow (i prefer winter than summer...)
25. Punk rock rules (i don't like rock...)
26. I hate Bill Gates! (i don't hate him, i just envy him, he's damn rich!)
27. I love Chinese food (yeah...and i love a certain half-chinese girl named Elena.. err oops... wrong topic)
28. I would hate to be famous (i don't hate it, i don't like it either...)
29. I am so not a morning person (i'm a night person)
30. I wear glasses (i can if i have to but my sight's good...)
31. I don't need glasses (i guess?)
32. I have potential (to be? a good husband? a successful computer programer? a great president of the philippines? err )
33. I'm pure Japanese (unfortunately i'm not.. i'm a pure filipino)
34. My legs are two different sizes (i think)
35. I have a twin (having a twin looks cool but i don't want a rival, and i had enough with my other siblings)
36. I wear a padded bra sometimes (not in this life...i'm a guy!!!)
37. I can ramble on about absolutely nothing (i rant about absolutely nothing but i don't ramble)
38. I'm left-handed (i'm a right handed guy, but i use my left hand at other things like texting)
39. I hate llamas, but I'm one of them (stupid question but what is a llamas?)
40. I don't like horror movies (i find it stupid...and besides... i used to lived in a hunted apartment for 9 years so.. ghost and freaky stuffs are just normal to me)
41. I suck at climbing, but I love it anyway (yeah i suck but i don't love it either)
42. People hate me usually (true, being an operator at waa brings enemies)
43. I love pop music (i don't like it, i don't hate it either... )
44. I hardly ever go to bed before midnight (deppends on my sleep sked but my sleep sked now says no)
45. I hate parking fines (I don't know what to say to this.. i wish i have a car though)
46. I know the national anthem of my country by heart (poor people who don't know their own country's national anthem)
47. I know more than two languages (i know and understand english, filipino, a little french, some japanese... if you want to include dialects i know and understand little ilocano, pangasinense and kapampangan)
48. I can spend too much time on the computer (18 hours once as i can remember it)
49. I often want to throw out the computer in a window (noooo it's my life! hehe jk.. seriously..nah.. i can't afford another pc)
50.
I live on a ground floor
(we live on a 1 floor appartment, used to be on a 2 floor appartment)
51. I don't like chocolate (I LOVE CHOCOLATES!!!!)
52. I'd like to be more original (true.... but i know i am original)
53. I've lied (rarely, i don't like lying, but just wondering, what do you mean? lying on the answers here or about the whole life?)
54. Cocks are my favorite birds (i was born on the year of the rooster.. and i like everything bout chicken, including chicken dishes! but i'm not fond on cock fighting though)
55. I want to conquer the world (if it's the only way to save the people from something, why not? lol i remember napoleon the great...)
56. I wonder what happens when I die (will they cry for me? hm i dunno)
57. I've read all books about Harry Potter (i red 1 but i don't like it... it's not my cup of tea)
58. I love my dog! (the last time i had a dog was when i was a kid...)
59. I love to exercise (i'm lazy! XD )
60. I hate chemistry with a passion and math, too! (hell no... i prefer memorizing the table of elements rather than to solve tons of stupid math problems)
61. I love to write but I wish I could be as interesting as some people (i'm a frustrated writer)
62. I like changes (i fear people who changes)
63. I hate going to class (used to be, but i know now the importance of education to society...wehehe )
64. I am afraid to die (yeah because i'm afraid to leave the girl that i love the most.... and i don't want her to cry)
65. I hate dish washing with a passion! (hm i dunno... i'm juzt lazy i guess)
66. My hair is long, brown, and incredibly curly (nope)
67. My nails are nine inch long (get your nail clippers you lazy dummy!)
68. My favorite color is black (actually...sorta... but i prefer blue, and white better)
69. I like to sleep on the floor (i sleep japanese style XD )
70. I am hopeless at cooking (maybe.. or i'm just lazy)
71. I sucked my thumb when I was little (who doesn't?)
72. I should be doing something else rather than doing this (unfortunately i don't have anything else important to do, and i'm bored that's why i'm writting this)
73. I am online a lot (my life is a 75% online 35% offline before i lost my internet 3 months ago...)
74. I hate government (not really, i just hate the people who runs the goverment especially our very own midget president)
75. I don't have a girlfriend/boyfriend (fortunately i do have a girlfriend and her name's Elena)
76. I'm too nice for my own good (unfortunately...)
77. I love to read, I read as much as I can (Yeah, even before i learn how to chat)
78. I don't trust newspapers (they can be pretty biased)
79. I like debating (not that i like it it's that i'm a libra and a born debater... plus i'm a frustrated lawyer too )
80. I live in a wagon (nope... but that would be cool... if you're here in the philippines...)
81. I clean my room once a month (as much as i want to have a room of my own, i don't..so there)
82. I'm scared of american fast food (lol nope, i like eating at fastfoods)
83. I have a third eye - (unfortunately i don't)
84. I love Mozambique (nope... and i don't know what/who/where that is, but it's familiar)
85. I don't trust any religion (it's not the religion, it's the people running it, like a certain ex archbishop of manila)
86. I used to play with barbies only because all the other girls were doing it (i'm a guy!!! and i rather play w/ my dbz toys... w/c i lost a long time ago.. waaaa )
87. I wanted to be a super hero when I was little (if that includes becoming like son gokou, yeah)
88. I like listening to wind chimes (it sounds good but i prefer listening to the silence of the night)
89. I'm very disorganized (sometimes)
90. My hair is long and straight (used to be)
91. I earn a lot (i wish...)
92. I don't like spicy food (nope, spicy makes a food tastier and yummier)
93. I keep a diary (used to be, now i own a blog )
94. I can't do cartwheels (nope, can't do any acrobat tricks)
95. I can be very lazy (and i'm proud of it!)
96. I'm sarcastic more often than not (used to be not, but i just learnt it from hon)
97. I think my hair can be annoying (it has a life of its own, even if i comb it many times, it returns to it's normal shape later, i guess that's the bad side of being a saiyan XD)
98. I could be sensitive (i'm over sensitive)
99. I love being "ab-normal" (not really, i just love being unique)

whew... this is long.. oh well...

end.

i love you elena!

au revoir






April 30, 2004
I miss surveys! XD
Posted at 09:24 AM

i found this at Siobe Cherry's blog, thanks! (i have a feeling i said the same type of line again)

INSTRUCTIONS:
1. Copy this whole list into your journal.
2. Bold the things that are true about you.
3. Whatever you don't bold are false
4. Add your own comments and reaction if you like... after the said thing... enclosed it in a ( )


01. When I was younger I made some bad decisions (true...)
02. I don't watch much TV these days (true also, not enough interesting shows, unless i get animax...hm nahh)
03. I love psychodelic mushrooms (i love mushrooms but not psychodelic )
04. I love sleeping (but unfortunately sleep doesn't love me )
05. I have loads of books (unfortunately i lost most of them, how sad )
06. I once slept in a bathroom (lol i did once...)
07. I love playing video games (i want to be a game programmer )
08. I adore marijuana (only losers adore this kind of sh!+ )
09. I watch porn movies (it's not interesting)
10. I watch them with my father (lol... bad example)
11. I like sharks (do i have to say my reason?)
12. I love spiders (i don't like them, i don't hate them either.. although i know hon likes this...jk [i don't want to die ] )
13. I was born without hair and I still have no hair (i have lots of hair! not as much as cousin it or coltopi though)
14. I like George Bush (if i'm an american citizen, i'll vote for gore though, i'm a democrat!)
15. I am cool (not being mayabang but i thin i found myself cool... in my own way)
16. I have changed a lot mentally over the last year (true, i've been more mature.. i guess.. or maybe not Oo; )
17. I have a jacuzzi and a Porsche (In my wildest dream!)
18. I have a lot to learn (how to control my sensitivity)
19. I carry my knife everywhere (ano ako nasa resident evil? lol i prefer power! )
20. I can be really really smart (not being "mayabang" but yeah.. if needed)
21. I've never broken someone's bones (i'm just controlling myself...jk! nah i just don't like fights except when needed)
22. I have a secret (himitsu~!)
23. I hate snow (i prefer winter than summer...)
25. Punk rock rules (i don't like rock...)
26. I hate Bill Gates! (i don't hate him, i just envy him, he's damn rich!)
27. I love Chinese food (yeah...and i love a certain half-chinese girl named Elena.. err oops... wrong topic)
28. I would hate to be famous (i don't hate it, i don't like it either...)
29. I am so not a morning person (i'm a night person)
30. I wear glasses (i can if i have to but my sight's good...)
31. I don't need glasses (i guess?)
32. I have potential (to be? a good husband? a successful computer programer? a great president of the philippines? err )
33. I'm pure Japanese (unfortunately i'm not.. i'm a pure filipino)
34. My legs are two different sizes (i think)
35. I have a twin (having a twin looks cool but i don't want a rival, and i had enough with my other siblings)
36. I wear a padded bra sometimes (not in this life...i'm a guy!!!)
37. I can ramble on about absolutely nothing (i rant about absolutely nothing but i don't ramble)
38. I'm left-handed (i'm a right handed guy, but i use my left hand at other things like texting)
39. I hate llamas, but I'm one of them (stupid question but what is a llamas?)
40. I don't like horror movies (i find it stupid...and besides... i used to lived in a hunted apartment for 9 years so.. ghost and freaky stuffs are just normal to me)
41. I suck at climbing, but I love it anyway (yeah i suck but i don't love it either)
42. People hate me usually (true, being an operator at waa brings enemies)
43. I love pop music (i don't like it, i don't hate it either... )
44. I hardly ever go to bed before midnight (deppends on my sleep sked but my sleep sked now says no)
45. I hate parking fines (I don't know what to say to this.. i wish i have a car though)
46. I know the national anthem of my country by heart (poor people who don't know their own country's national anthem)
47. I know more than two languages (i know and understand english, filipino, a little french, some japanese... if you want to include dialects i know and understand little ilocano, pangasinense and kapampangan)
48. I can spend too much time on the computer (18 hours once as i can remember it)
49. I often want to throw out the computer in a window (noooo it's my life! hehe jk.. seriously..nah.. i can't afford another pc)
50. I live on a ground floor (we live on a 1 floor appartment, used to be on a 2 floor appartment)
51. I don't like chocolate (I LOVE CHOCOLATES!!!!)
52. I'd like to be more original (true.... but i know i am original)
53. I've lied (rarely, i don't like lying, but just wondering, what do you mean? lying on the answers here or about the whole life?)
54. Cocks are my favorite birds (i was born on the year of the rooster.. and i like everything bout chicken, including chicken dishes! but i'm not fond on cock fighting though)
55. I want to conquer the world (if it's the only way to save the people from something, why not? lol i remember napoleon the great...)
56. I wonder what happens when I die (will they cry for me? hm i dunno)
57. I've read all books about Harry Potter (i red 1 but i don't like it... it's not my cup of tea)
58. I love my dog! (the last time i had a dog was when i was a kid...)
59. I love to exercise (i'm lazy! XD )
60. I hate chemistry with a passion and math, too! (hell no... i prefer memorizing the table of elements rather than to solve tons of stupid math problems)
61. I love to write but I wish I could be as interesting as some people (i'm a frustrated writer)
62. I like changes (i fear people who changes)
63. I hate going to class (used to be, but i know now the importance of education to society...wehehe )
64. I am afraid to die (yeah because i'm afraid to leave the girl that i love the most.... and i don't want her to cry)
65. I hate dish washing with a passion! (hm i dunno... i'm juzt lazy i guess)
66. My hair is long, brown, and incredibly curly (nope)
67. My nails are nine inch long (get your nail clippers you lazy dummy!)
68. My favorite color is black (actually...sorta... but i prefer blue, and white better)
69. I like to sleep on the floor (i sleep japanese style XD )
70. I am hopeless at cooking (maybe.. or i'm just lazy)
71. I sucked my thumb when I was little (who doesn't?)
72. I should be doing something else rather than doing this (unfortunately i don't have anything else important to do, and i'm bored that's why i'm writting this)
73. I am online a lot (my life is a 75% online 35% offline before i lost my internet 3 months ago...)
74. I hate government (not really, i just hate the people who runs the goverment especially our very own midget president)
75. I don't have a girlfriend/boyfriend (fortunately i do have a girlfriend and her name's Elena)
76. I'm too nice for my own good (unfortunately...)
77. I love to read, I read as much as I can (Yeah, even before i learn how to chat)
78. I don't trust newspapers (they can be pretty biased)
79. I like debating (not that i like it it's that i'm a libra and a born debater... plus i'm a frustrated lawyer too )
80. I live in a wagon (nope... but that would be cool... if you're here in the philippines...)
81. I clean my room once a month (as much as i want to have a room of my own, i don't..so there)
82. I'm scared of american fast food (lol nope, i like eating at fastfoods)
83. I have a third eye - (unfortunately i don't)
84. I love Mozambique (nope... and i don't know what/who/where that is, but it's familiar)
85. I don't trust any religion (it's not the religion, it's the people running it, like a certain ex archbishop of manila)
86. I used to play with barbies only because all the other girls were doing it (i'm a guy!!! and i rather play w/ my dbz toys... w/c i lost a long time ago.. waaaa )
87. I wanted to be a super hero when I was little (if that includes becoming like son gokou, yeah)
88. I like listening to wind chimes (it sounds good but i prefer listening to the silence of the night)
89. I'm very disorganized (sometimes)
90. My hair is long and straight (used to be)
91. I earn a lot (i wish...)
92. I don't like spicy food (nope, spicy makes a food tastier and yummier)
93. I keep a diary (used to be, now i own a blog )
94. I can't do cartwheels (nope, can't do any acrobat tricks)
95. I can be very lazy (and i'm proud of it!)
96. I'm sarcastic more often than not (used to be not, but i just learnt it from hon)
97. I think my hair can be annoying (it has a life of its own, even if i comb it many times, it returns to it's normal shape later, i guess that's the bad side of being a saiyan XD)
98. I could be sensitive (i'm over sensitive)
99. I love being "ab-normal" (not really, i just love being unique)

whew... this is long.. oh well...

end.

i love you elena!

au revoir






April 30, 2004
I miss surveys! XD
Posted at 09:28 AM

i found this at Siobe Cherry's blog, thanks! (i have a feeling i said the same type of line again)

INSTRUCTIONS:
1. Copy this whole list into your journal.
2. Bold the things that are true about you.
3. Whatever you don't bold are false
4. Add your own comments and reaction if you like... after the said thing... enclosed it in a ( )


01. When I was younger I made some bad decisions (true...)
02. I don't watch much TV these days (true also, not enough interesting shows, unless i get animax...hm nahh)
03. I love psychodelic mushrooms (i love mushrooms but not psychodelic )
04. I love sleeping (but unfortunately sleep doesn't love me )
05. I have loads of books (unfortunately i lost most of them, how sad )
06. I once slept in a bathroom (lol i did once...)
07. I love playing video games (i want to be a game programmer )
08. I adore marijuana (only losers adore this kind of sh!+ )
09. I watch porn movies (it's not interesting)
10. I watch them with my father (lol... bad example)
11. I like sharks (do i have to say my reason?)
12. I love spiders (i don't like them, i don't hate them either.. although i know hon likes this...jk [i don't want to die ] )
13. I was born without hair and I still have no hair (i have lots of hair! not as much as cousin it or coltopi though)
14. I like George Bush (if i'm an american citizen, i'll vote for gore though, i'm a democrat!)
15. I am cool (not being mayabang but i thin i found myself cool... in my own way)
16. I have changed a lot mentally over the last year (true, i've been more mature.. i guess.. or maybe not Oo; )
17. I have a jacuzzi and a Porsche (In my wildest dream!)
18. I have a lot to learn (how to control my sensitivity)
19. I carry my knife everywhere (ano ako nasa resident evil? lol i prefer power! )
20. I can be really really smart (not being "mayabang" but yeah.. if needed)
21. I've never broken someone's bones (i'm just controlling myself...jk! nah i just don't like fights except when needed)
22. I have a secret (himitsu~!)
23. I hate snow (i prefer winter than summer...)
25. Punk rock rules (i don't like rock...)
26. I hate Bill Gates! (i don't hate him, i just envy him, he's damn rich!)
27. I love Chinese food (yeah...and i love a certain half-chinese girl named Elena.. err oops... wrong topic)
28. I would hate to be famous (i don't hate it, i don't like it either...)
29. I am so not a morning person (i'm a night person)
30. I wear glasses (i can if i have to but my sight's good...)
31. I don't need glasses (i guess?)
32. I have potential (to be? a good husband? a successful computer programer? a great president of the philippines? err )
33. I'm pure Japanese (unfortunately i'm not.. i'm a pure filipino)
34. My legs are two different sizes (i think)
35. I have a twin (having a twin looks cool but i don't want a rival, and i had enough with my other siblings)
36. I wear a padded bra sometimes (not in this life...i'm a guy!!!)
37. I can ramble on about absolutely nothing (i rant about absolutely nothing but i don't ramble)
38. I'm left-handed (i'm a right handed guy, but i use my left hand at other things like texting)
39. I hate llamas, but I'm one of them (stupid question but what is a llamas?)
40. I don't like horror movies (i find it stupid...and besides... i used to lived in a hunted apartment for 9 years so.. ghost and freaky stuffs are just normal to me)
41. I suck at climbing, but I love it anyway (yeah i suck but i don't love it either)
42. People hate me usually (true, being an operator at waa brings enemies)
43. I love pop music (i don't like it, i don't hate it either... )
44. I hardly ever go to bed before midnight (deppends on my sleep sked but my sleep sked now says no)
45. I hate parking fines (I don't know what to say to this.. i wish i have a car though)
46. I know the national anthem of my country by heart (poor people who don't know their own country's national anthem)
47. I know more than two languages (i know and understand english, filipino, a little french, some japanese... if you want to include dialects i know and understand little ilocano, pangasinense and kapampangan)
48. I can spend too much time on the computer (18 hours once as i can remember it)
49. I often want to throw out the computer in a window (noooo it's my life! hehe jk.. seriously..nah.. i can't afford another pc)
50. I live on a ground floor (we live on a 1 floor appartment, used to be on a 2 floor appartment)
51. I don't like chocolate (I LOVE CHOCOLATES!!!!)
52. I'd like to be more original (true.... but i know i am original)
53. I've lied (rarely, i don't like lying, but just wondering, what do you mean? lying on the answers here or about the whole life?)
54. Cocks are my favorite birds (i was born on the year of the rooster.. and i like everything bout chicken, including chicken dishes! but i'm not fond on cock fighting though)
55. I want to conquer the world (if it's the only way to save the people from something, why not? lol i remember napoleon the great...)
56. I wonder what happens when I die (will they cry for me? hm i dunno)
57. I've read all books about Harry Potter (i red 1 but i don't like it... it's not my cup of tea)
58. I love my dog! (the last time i had a dog was when i was a kid...)
59. I love to exercise (i'm lazy! XD )
60. I hate chemistry with a passion and math, too! (hell no... i prefer memorizing the table of elements rather than to solve tons of stupid math problems)
61. I love to write but I wish I could be as interesting as some people (i'm a frustrated writer)
62. I like changes (i fear people who changes)
63. I hate going to class (used to be, but i know now the importance of education to society...wehehe )
64. I am afraid to die (yeah because i'm afraid to leave the girl that i love the most.... and i don't want her to cry)
65. I hate dish washing with a passion! (hm i dunno... i'm juzt lazy i guess)
66. My hair is long, brown, and incredibly curly (nope)
67. My nails are nine inch long (get your nail clippers you lazy dummy!)
68. My favorite color is black (actually...sorta... but i prefer blue, and white better)
69. I like to sleep on the floor (i sleep japanese style XD )
70. I am hopeless at cooking (maybe.. or i'm just lazy)
71. I sucked my thumb when I was little (who doesn't?)
72. I should be doing something else rather than doing this (unfortunately i don't have anything else important to do, and i'm bored that's why i'm writting this)
73. I am online a lot (my life is a 75% online 35% offline before i lost my internet 3 months ago...)
74. I hate government (not really, i just hate the people who runs the goverment especially our very own midget president)
75. I don't have a girlfriend/boyfriend (fortunately i do have a girlfriend and her name's Elena)
76. I'm too nice for my own good (unfortunately...)
77. I love to read, I read as much as I can (Yeah, even before i learn how to chat)
78. I don't trust newspapers (they can be pretty biased)
79. I like debating (not that i like it it's that i'm a libra and a born debater... plus i'm a frustrated lawyer too )
80. I live in a wagon (nope... but that would be cool... if you're here in the philippines...)
81. I clean my room once a month (as much as i want to have a room of my own, i don't..so there)
82. I'm scared of american fast food (lol nope, i like eating at fastfoods)
83. I have a third eye - (unfortunately i don't)
84. I love Mozambique (nope... and i don't know what/who/where that is, but it's familiar)
85. I don't trust any religion (it's not the religion, it's the people running it, like a certain ex archbishop of manila)
86. I used to play with barbies only because all the other girls were doing it (i'm a guy!!! and i rather play w/ my dbz toys... w/c i lost a long time ago.. waaaa )
87. I wanted to be a super hero when I was little (if that includes becoming like son gokou, yeah)
88. I like listening to wind chimes (it sounds good but i prefer listening to the silence of the night)
89. I'm very disorganized (sometimes)
90. My hair is long and straight (used to be)
91. I earn a lot (i wish...)
92. I don't like spicy food (nope, spicy makes a food tastier and yummier)
93. I keep a diary (used to be, now i own a blog )
94. I can't do cartwheels (nope, can't do any acrobat tricks)
95. I can be very lazy (and i'm proud of it!)
96. I'm sarcastic more often than not (used to be not, but i just learnt it from hon)
97. I think my hair can be annoying (it has a life of its own, even if i comb it many times, it returns to it's normal shape later, i guess that's the bad side of being a saiyan XD)
98. I could be sensitive (i'm over sensitive)
99. I love being "ab-normal" (not really, i just love being unique)

whew... this is long.. oh well...

end.

i love you elena!

au revoir






May 1, 2004
Laboring at Labor Day
Posted at 06:39 AM

*yawwwwn

i can't make a long post right now, it's alread 6:30 am and i'm still not sleeping.

this day's pretty normal... except that we(me and hon) didn't talked much as we used to, but it's ok... she needs to wake up early for our meeting later...

i uploaded Hon's new layout as well as my new layout... which is related to the anime Maho Tsukai Tai (Magic Users Club). Special thanks to Yoj for making the two layouts... and i dunno if i did everything right, if i did something wrong in the layout, please feel free to correct it... you know the pass in my blog and also at Len's blog so it shouldn't be a problem... thanks again!

Anyway... i'm supposed to meet Hon later... actually she's going here.. but we're not sure if it will gonna be push through because of the stupid labor day... i bet there will be rallies at mendiola.. and Hon might pass there.. if not.. there's a chance that the other streets are heavilly traffic... i just hope i'm wrong....

i want to see her... i miss her so much... and even though i may not have enough time to sleep, it's ok... just to see her is more than enough for me...

Sorry if everything's kinda messed up... here in my blog and also on Hon's blog, i'm still fixing some things... and i may be finish later tonight or tomorrow...

like i said... THIS BLOG IS UNDER CONSTRUCTION!!! and so does Hon's Blog...

so sorry for the inconvenience...

end.

I Love You Elena

Au Revoir!






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