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it's cold, it's dark, it's cursed...
they are just waiting for me to die...
Nothing Out of the Ordinary... Posted at 04:34 AM i can't say much for this day... we had an another argument but it was ended a few minutes after that... did nothing much... i woke almost the same time... we talked.. but not that much.. for i think 1 hour at first and 45 minutes at later.. i called her again before logging off at this time and we're not sure bout tomorrow... oh well... and i should be happy right? haha end. i love you elena... au revoir...  |
Can't think of a title Posted at 05:54 AM hm... just as i thought... di na naman kami natuloy, it's ok though... at least she had time to rest...we both lack sleep... well i woke up pretty late as always.. at around 5 pm... watched Dragonball Z and Flame of Recca.. seeing fuuko reminds me of hon.... then later went online... received hon's txt a few minutes before that saying sorry coz we didn't meet again and sorry for her late reply... her cp got broken... did the normal things online... or rather.. nothing.. talked to some people... and later someone called me.. but i didn't received it.. got dc anyway so i called hon asking if that was her.. she denied it..lol we talked for a short time.. and said she'll call me later.. she'll gonna cook something went back online and joined another fanlisting... if you can notice i'm joining fanlistings this past few days... hm i called her later at 1.. was somewhat worried..and i guess i just want to hear her voice.. she said she's not finished yet and she'll call me later... she called me 30 minutes later.. we talk bout this and that... my day's sad coz i didn't get a chance to see and be with her again but for some reason... i said this line before.. i became somewhat happy when i talked to her and here her voice... we talked for 2 hours... bout different kinds of things... and even about our ex'es but we scrapped that... i know talking bout your ex to your gf's... not nice. after that... went online... was searching for something.. and saw a link to my archives.. then red some of my old posts... and also hon's old posts... hehe it made me smile.. those posts... i noticed... the way i used to post and now... i did mature... a little perhaps.. but i did... and about her old posts.. even before we became us, it made me smile... how she love me that time... and it made me kinda sad... she changed...just like i did... i dunno how or i can't explain it.. but she did... haha and i'm kinda laughing at my posts.. i didn't know i post that way and at that... attitude..or it's just i'm better now than before.... happy i thought of something before i sleep yesterday... ...at least i still have her, that's a reason to be happy. of course i'm still sad coz.. I WANT TO SEE HER BADLY!!!! hehe sorry for the caps... i just miss her...that's all and now i know... oct-dec 2003 was one of the best times in my whole life! coz that time... i found her... and i found out that i can still be perfect... if i have her in life...coz i'm pretty sure i can't be perfect without my other half.. and that's her! oh yeah... special thanks to those who posted their comments especially Pavali and Siobe Cherry! thanks so much! end. I Love You Elena au revoir!  |
Red Moon Posted at 02:51 AM nothing special happened today..besides the fact there will be a lunar eclipse later... woke up the same time... received hon's txt... didn't went online for a while coz i watched Magic Users Club.. later went online.. kinda same ol' thing... for some reason it made me... more annoyed though... called hon later at 10... found out she was sleeping.. i called her again at 12.... hm nobody's answering so i stopped... and later at 1:30 she called... thought so. she fell asleep.. looks like she's tired from all of her errands... we talked for a short while.. 30 minutes... she's still sleepy and she's kinda sick.. colds, so she needed much rest... and..at least i heard her voice again... it made me kinda happy... but at the same time... it made me...err nothing nevermind that... i feel...ewan... worse than sad and deppressed i supposed haha sorry to all, i guess i broke what i said before that i wouldn't rant here again.. but i did... oh well... i'm still waiting for the eclipse.. either it's slow or i'm just impatient... that's all... end. i love you elena au revoir...  |
6th Month... Posted at 04:59 AM i dunno what to say here... hmm... woke up at lunch to eat... they woke me up actually... after that i fell asleep... woke up late... 7:30. i missed Magic Users Club! oh well went online.. usual people... joined some more fanlistings.. saw yoj later.... she fixed the buttons.. and the tagboard last time..thanks yoj!  then... got dc at 12... called hon...and she said we'll talk later... went back online.. usual stuffs... later hon called at 2:30... we talked for 1 hour and 30 mins... just enough i guess... i'm glad i heard her voice though so maybe it is... and oh yeah... it's me and hon's 6th monthsary...  Happy 6th Monthsary Hon! i'm glad the both of us made this far... 6 months... and still going... thanks to the people who supported us and those who are concerned to our wellbeings... in behalf of len i say thanks! "To infinity and beyond!" hehe   i still miss her badly though.... end. I Love You Elena... Au Revoir~  |
Another turnover... Posted at 04:40 AM this day's.... quite strange.. but it's not a bad day... in fact... it ended quite good... woke up....early...lol at 3 pm... i thought it was already 6:30 coz the show on tv was fancy lala then i found out it was only 3 pm...lol really early... hm too bad i didn't went to meet hon...coz of a certain meeting de avance that took place in rizal park... heavy traffic as usual...oh well.. everything's quite sure on saturday! then went online at 7 coz my ate's extend her time ( >.>; ) and i'm watching Magic Users Club after i went online, i dled some kare kano and onegai sensei wallpapers... hehe. joined a few more fanlistings... then talked to the usual people at #waa and #weareanime later i dc'ed at 1:30am to call hon... and we talked for.. 2 hours... i asked her some serious questions... hm.. but strangely... my mood went reverse...now i'm happy! either it's just mababaw kasiyahan ko or its just that that's just what i want... after i dc'ed we talked some more on txt...and i just said i'll just post this then i'll follow her...hehe hm... i dunno what else to say... but i'm glad on what i feel now... oh yeah.. i almost forgot.. thanks to the people who greeted us yesterday like bes leia, siobe cherry, dheb, cj, lea and some more other people...sorry if i forgot someone...heheh anyway... au revoir... I Love You Elena! end.  |
Raining hard... Posted at 03:47 AM haha what a day! this day's pretty interesting... so much that it consumes all of my brain energy... too damn tired to think... anyway i woke up around 1:30... tried not to sleep but i did..oh well... hon txt'ed me before that btw... woke up at 6 pm, watched Maho Tsukai Tai and after that...went online... hm red some fanfics... nothing much happened by that time, till it strike 12... got dc that time.. i should have stayed dc that time if i know that thing would happen... after i went back online, i fall to some egocentric lamer's attack... who's he? haha he's... not worth mentioning... oh well.... he's a coward anyway... and... It's not over till it's over! like what Yugi said... hehe i didn't do anything bad to him... besides the fact that i don't speak to him... and i don't have any idea what he was talking about... talk about nonsense... hm... honestly.. he's the 2nd person who made me that..pissed online... but i gotta admit.. i was caught unprepared by that... anyway there's still round 2 anyway i got dc some time after that... hon called me and we talked bout what we usually talked about.. i told her bout the incident...and bout some other things.... luckily she called.. and if not because of her.. i'll still be pissed coz of that lamer... well... honestly... i don't want that thing to happen again.. but if it did... lol... my dark side's knocking at my door.. lucky for him... it was my nice side that was on waa earlier... and i'm serious bout that... really hm but i'm dismayed and dissapointed... while that incident is happening, nobody dared to speak out or even tried to interfere... neither any ops or ordinary chatters.. haha how sad... i guess righteousness is forever mute over evil... anyway... i love you elena au revoir! end.  Fanfic: Origin One's Megaman X: Admissions |
The End of Summer? Posted at 05:34 AM hm..haha... another...kinda interesting day... well... we're suppose to meet.. but due to some unforseen circumstances... it's cancelled again... lol but it's fine... i woke up at around 6...went online... talked to some people... updated the links and profile.. and added the blog versions... then.. talked to some people bout the incident, haha...even though they're not many.. i'm glad coz i didn't expect those people...would support and understand my cause...hehe thanks! later... called hon... but she said she'll eat muna then later she called.. but i was transferring something to tonet... then after a short while... i called her.. we talked bout some things.. but the greatest surprise to me was... after a while.. i burst out laughing at some reason... hm... which i'm not sure really.. maybe because of the rain... i rarely smile and i rarely laugh... so i guess... the laughter of my entire year was there... hm... maybe it's just because i talked to her.. i'm kinda happy for that... we talked for about...2 to 2 hours and 30 minutes i guess... quite long...haha well... another rain... hm... is summer really over? or maybe just to cool of some people..like me? i feel kinda numb... nasanay na siguro ako sa present situation... and... di na rin ako umaasa sa kahit ano... although... i still hope... and the magic word...sana... i don't like summer...and maybe that's the cause of my laughter...lol i just hope.. it is... oh well... I Love You Elena... au revoir~ end.  |
Judgement day... Posted at 02:24 AM hm... i posted this early coz i have to go to the polling stations tomorrow... coz it's election time.. hm anyway... my day's... almost the same... woke up at around 3... then i fell asleep.. must be the weather woke up at around quarter to 8...called hon.. and said 'll call her early later... then went online.. joined some more fanlistings... dc'ed at 10:30.... tried to call hon but nobody's answering... tried calling her again at 11 and 11:30... same.. hm maybe she's already asleep..hayy i txt'ed her and asking if she's awake... minutes later she called me... we talked for about 1 hour and 30 minutes... we both need to wake up early coz of the election... hm... and about the election... to those people who will go and vote tomorrow.. the only thing i can say is... vote wisely and intelligently... think the consequences when you vote someone... especially when if it's the present administration.... anyone except Gloria... kung naawa pa kayo sa kapwa Filipino nyo at sa bayan... pakiusap! NOT HER!!! anyway that's all... au revoir! I Love You Elena... end.  |
Mix and match Posted at 11:31 AM hmm... my sleep sked really changed...lol went online now just to post this... anyway nothing much happened yesterday..err welll sorta... she txt'ed me first at around...1... so we're ok now...i'm happy bout that... watched tv whole afternoon... then fell asleep after Mahou Tsukai Tai, woke up at 8:30... went online... did nothing but dl'ed some more mp3s.... then... later the same egocentric fag lamer strikes again... hm i dunno how long i can manage... but oh well... if i can... it will surely be fun! hon txt'ed later saying sorry coz she's still talking to Mike and Bea... later i called her.. we talked for only bout 30 minutes to an hour... anyway... dunno how to react to things.. but when going gets tough... someone's butt will fly away! hahaha hm on a different topic... it seems there are massive wide cheating and fraud at the elections... looks like the midget president will stay at malacañang... poor philippines... stupid people... 6 more years of poverty...tch... darn, i'm sick and tired of this country... we may migrate in new zealand anytime soon... i just hope i'm wrong...  anyway... au revoir! I Love You Elena end.  |
What is the reason? Posted at 04:33 AM my day....same as always. my sleep sked's weird though... i slept at around 4am and i woke up early at 7am watched tv then went online at 10am just to post... then watched tv again... hon txt'ed later, we talked for some time.. then i fell asleep... woke up at 6:30pm, red hon's txt, she went online at 4:30pm earlier... oh well. watched Mahou Tsukai Tai... then went online... then another incident happened. i just defended myself and at the same time... im just doing my job... i really dunno why...why are they doing this to me? because of the past issues? it's in the past! if i did something bad to anyone... i'm really sorry.. but i'm glad on my decisions...because i defended my love one and just... please.. whoever you may be... leave me alone! i didn't mean any harm to anyone... and i don't say bad words... so please... the issue's already close so there's no more reason for it to be talked about... and deffinitely there's no reason to fight... hayy... anyway...went offline early...at around 10pm, fell asleep... woke up at hon's call we talked first for 30 minutes and then she said she'll eat first... she called later.. and we talked for 2 hours... usual talk hm... honestly.. nawalan ako ng gana kumain... nawalan ako ng ganang mag online... i dunno why... i even felt sick earlier... maybe because of the way they treat me... but thanks to Hon, i felt somewhat glad and relieved and somehow my mood's getting lighter... hehe oh well.. it's normal that everytime i talked to her... i became happy... hm but still after our conversation... i felt kinda sad and lonely... i really miss her... and also..thanks to the people who helped me.. even though they're just silent... deep inside they help me all the way... thanks! oh well... i really wish for peace... au revoir! I Love You Elena... end.  Victor Hugo's Les Miserables |
What is a Dream? Posted at 05:06 AM hm i just went online coz i woke up...and i can't sleep... i only had 2-3 hours sleep now... hm... i won't tell much what happened earlier...coz nothing much happened! same ol' thing... except the fact that i feel..somewhat down... and oh yeah... I watched the last episode of Mahou Tsukai Tai... it was so romantic! :loveyes: hehe anyway... Hon met yoj and kez earlier... hm i'm glad she's having fun... we talked for 2 hours i guess.... she called me earlier at 11... i would talk to her longer but it looks like she's already sleepy..and she's tired.... so i let her sleep i did sleep also.. but just as i said... i woke 2-3 hours later... hm... so why? haha lots of reason.. but i can't tell it here..yet... i haven't told her why...and i promise her that i tell her first before everyone... hm... honestly...i feel..envious... buti pa sila nakita na nila ulit sya... haha...nvm that... hm...so what's with the title? hm... well.. i really don't want to dream anymore... dream is not a reality... i want...i really want the real thing... i want it to happen in real life.. not in a dream... even though... i kinda lost faith in some things. but still... l mutter the word..sana... sorry if i'm not making any sense here... till then... au revoir i love you Elena... end.  |
What is a Tear? Posted at 05:02 AM  You're a Dialogue/Character Writer! What kind of writer are you? brought to you by Quizilla ------------------------------ hm like my past post.. this day's... almost the same... nothing special... slept the whole day... i dunno what to rant... maybe because my mind's too tired to think... crying can be a tedious thing...not that i want to... for a guy...its strange... hm anyway we talked... for 2-3 hours i think.. didn't catch much of the time... hayy... i still said it to her... sana matuloy ka bukas... i guess my optimistic side is still my dominant side.. and i haven't given up yet... sorry for this boring post... till then.. au revoir i love you Elena... end.  |
Am i Dreaming? Posted at 01:04 AM hm.. w0w... i haven't posted for.. 2 days? hehe... i was away that time... hm... the 2 days are well.. both good and bad in its own way Saturday i only slept for 3 hours... woke up at 9... later received a txt from Hon saying she's coming... i kinda didn't expect that.. but i was glad it was pushed through... after she got here, we ate lunch then we went to mega... erck.. it so hot! after we got there... we met up w/ some of #weareanime chatters (no #waa eb was scheduled that time). haha i guess it's my first official eb at weare... it was fun and they're nice the bad side is that... we didn't have any time for ourselves.. i meah just for the two of us till about 6pm... then we went somewhere and talked bout some personal problems.. which later turned out to be an argument...  we were still talking bout that up to the time we left mega and went to Dawn's place... hm.. i also lost my appetite then... tried to eat donuts.. but i just vommited it... after that... she appologized to me.. i said it's ok and i appologized too... hm after that... me, Hon, louanne, adz talked bout some things... serious things, then after louanne left, we talked bout various things... mostly anime... later we realized that it was too late to leave...due to security reasons, so we decided, we'll stay up the night... Sunday after they sleep, we didn't sleep yet, we talked bout some things, and we read some books there... which reminds me.. i forgot to borrow a book there anyway... hm... then i noticed some txt from a certain guy in hon's inbox... love quotes... we argued bout that...well i was jealous... and later i appologized... and then... silently... we're just reading... and... we're very near to each other... magkatabi kami hm.. they call it gf/bf bonding i guess... then we slept... we woke up a few short hours later unfortunately... hm i noticed something... that time, she was sitting and looking at something... she looks like sae.. she reminds me of her too... i guess that's the reason why i'm obsessed with Mahou Tsukai Tai, too bad leo didn't found his vcds of that... anyway we watched a disc of GTO Live Action, it was good.. Adz woke up later and he left for his home... a few minutes later.. dawn woke up... after watching GTO, we watched another movie...i think the title is Willard. hm it's kinda weird.. i just watched it out of curiousity after that... they watched some tv shows while i fell asleep i woke up a few minutes later... then went up... it's kinda hot there but at least it's quiet... later hon went up... she's bothering my sleep! lolz... and we had another bonding... after that she went back down, and i continued my sleep... woke up at 5pm... went down.. saw hon sleeping... a few minutes later... she woke up... she just slept for a few minutes then we left... she asked me that... ihatid ko sya hangang Kalentong lang, i insisted that it should be up to binondo but she declined... well... i gave up in the end... sinakay ko sya ng jeep papuntang divisoria.., kinda strange... divisoria instead of quiapo... oh well i got home around 7:30, almost the same on hon's case... ate dinner.. then went online.. we txt'ed for a short while.. hm i guess... she already fell asleep... kulang kasi sa tulog eh.. went online... it was kinda boring... then talked to the #geneiryodan peeps like drew, cherry and julie. and now i'm typing this post... i dunno if she'll call me right now, she's really tired and sleepy...she's still sleeping now i guess... but strange.. some crazy thoughts went to my mind bout some things bout hon and between us... i dunno why.. but i guess it's just the effect of seeing your gf after 3 weeks... hayy... i just hope everything went back to normal... i just hope mali yung mga yun... not seeing your gf for a long time is bad.. bad indeed... it can make you paranoid... and crazy... plus deppressed, sad, lonely hm... besides the bad things that happened.. the 2 days went good hm but it's just like a dream... if it's just a dream, i don't want to wake up... and those moments... i wished that the time would stop..i want to be with her the ironic thing is... everytime you're with the person you want to be... the person you love the most... the time moves fast... anyway.. thanks to the people who visited, tagged and posted their comments... thankies! oh yeah, i really hope that we're given a chance to have a time for ourselves... for the both of us without anyone else... i miss her again... till then.. au revoir I Love You Elena... end.  |
A Mystery... Posted at 05:07 AM just as i thought...after a fun day or two... another dull.. and well... not so happy day... dull... nothing special, except the fact that there are multiple short brownouts that happened throughout the day... wend online at 8, was kinda bored.. talked to Cherry and Julie as usual... later... got dc at 1:30, Hon called.. hm lol looks like she's really on demand as usual... 3 people talked to her from 9pm to 1:30 am... we talked bout some things... bout some other people... we rarely talk bout ourselves anyway... and if we do talk... it's either an argument... or we're just silent almost got into an another argument... haha. oh well... i dunno what to do really.. but it's ok now... hm... i really don't understand why... i guess... i can't sleep again this time... au revoir i love you elena end.  |
Another Mystery... Posted at 03:57 AM hm.. this somewhat like my last post... nothing much special happened... i called hon early though...before i went online hm...looks like it went to an another argument... i'll just shut up bout that... we talked again at 1:30 but looks like.. she's not in the mood..maybe she's still mad or something... although she said she's not mad... we just talked for i think 1 and a half hours... she said she's sleepy... you may wonder why we argue that much... hm.. i really dunno why myself.. hm but i'll tell you why it started... if i can't take it anymore... for now... sacrifice...and more sacrifice, sacrificing everything for her if needed...i'm kinda glad i'm doing this for her... i really dunno what to do... if i complain... we'll just argue again...so i guess that's the only thing i can do for now... but i don't know how long i can do that though... i'm still human but still... i'm not blaming her... ganon lang talaga sya, that's what she is... and i love her... for what she is.. good and bad sides included. till then, au revoir i love you Elena... end.  |
Endless Mystery Posted at 05:47 AM  My inner child is ten years old!
hm...another somewhat interesting day...well you may think first it's not...but it is... hm basically i slept throughout the day... all thanks to the cold and rainy weather... woke up at around 8pm... went online shortly.. then i fell asleep again at 9-10pm woke up at 11:30pm, called hon, we talked for a short while.. then i went online again... later she called at 1:30am.. hm... i found another expected yet highly surprising news... i won't tell much the details here... but again it's about the same issue... time. as expected we had an another argument.. but this time.. it ended somewhat good... we talked for about 3 1/2 to 4 hours... w0w and now...i'm typing this post... hm i just wished she really understand what i'm trying to say... and also... i wish that... we may not argue again... or at least not that bad... oh well till then, au revoir! I Love You Elena! end.  |
The Enigmatic Word Known as Love Posted at 11:04 AM  Obsessive Compulsive Which Personality Disorder Do You Have? brought to you by Quizilla hm... too sleepy to post earlier.... anyway hm... let's see like the usual day... i woke up early... forgot what time it is then i slept throughout the day...again... woke up at 8pm, went online... did nothing online...besides talking to some #geneiryodan peeps... Talked to hon at about 2:30am, that late because her tita's using the fax machine... we talked for 2 and a halfi guess... hm... no arguments...luckilly... hm... not much rants... except the fact that my tonsil hurts... looks like i'm having toncillitis again... not that i blame the rain... it looks like summer's really over... i just wish 2004's over hayy.... that's all.. au revoir I Love You Elena... end.  |
Mystery Solved? Posted at 10:21 AM  You are Ascot! You are a playfull person, and have lots of wonderful friends. You are really shy when you meet someone new, though. Try to speak up, and you'll have a little more fun. Which Rayearth Character are you? (with 15 results with pics) brought to you by Quizilla hm.... looks like i did it again... hehe not that i slept early... too sleepy to post rather... hm...as usual.. i slept throughout the day... found out Hon went to her cousin... and she went online there... we didn't talked online though... she said the laptop keeps on hanging... oh well *shrugs she called kinda early.. about 11:30... almost the same time she got home... we talked for a short while.. then went online again... she called later at 1... hm... our conversation went haywire...again hm... but for some reason... it ended...better.. nagkalabasan na kasi kami ng sama ng loob from the very first issue...arguments etc... i think that's the first time i ever criticized her.... later we appologized to each other.. and it ended peacefully... i just hope my thought's right... that everything's ok... everybody has his/her own problem... so i won't pressure her that much... hayy... but honestly.. i feel light... ala na ako sama ng loob sa kanya on the contrary, i only love her more... and mas lalong di ako nagsisisi na sya ang minahal ko and we'll go to everything that comes our way... till the end of time... we'll stay together! "Time is the fourth dimension..." -Albert Einstein till then... au revoir I Love You Elena end.  |
From Julie, to Cherry, then to Elena, finally to me... Posted at 10:30 PM start-o~ [x] they call me: Gerard, Gokz, Gokou(at school), *secret*(at home) [x] sex: male [x] my first breath of air: i wonder? lol.... October 16, 198* [x] age: get the square root of x multiply by 2yz...LoL [x] status: in a relationship [x] occupation: college student...hopefully [x] nationality: filipino. [x] best friend(s): Leia Manalo, Angelo Bulabog ***REWIND*** [x] most memorable memory: hmm. [x] first word uttered: *still silent [x] first best friend ever!?: Angelo ***FAST FORWARD*** [x] college planning to go: used to be at Sti, presently unknown [x] wedding: Any kind... [x] children: 2 or 3... [x] looking forward to: happy peaceful life, with a good wife (hopefully elena), happy kids, a cute house somewhere quiet but near a civilization and enough financial gain to support them [x] NOT looking forward to: to be really a real life akito. ***PLAY*** [x] feeling: somewhat annoyed for some unknown reason [x] Listening: drops of rain [x] Talking to: no one, naka park lang sa waa at weare at walang tao sa genei!  [x] Doing: wasting my time on this survey, talking to lil sis on ym [x] craving: Lechon Paksiw and Chicken curry [x] thinking of: Hon...as always [x] hating: my present financial status ***LOVE*** [x] love is: mysterious and unknown... no deffinite meaning [x] first love: not worth mentioning...and not that it matters [x] current love: Elena Ngo [x] best love song: South Border's Love of My Life, Side A's Forevermore, Field of View's Dan Dan Kokoro Hikareteku (op of dbgt) [x] is it possible to be in love w/ more than one person @ the same time: nope... unless you really don't know the true feeling of love, and if you are been taking for granted by your gf/bf [x] have you ever been in love?: yup and it's a priceless thing [x] is there such thing as love @ first sight?: maybe, but in my experience... people love each other more in the longer period of time ***OPPOSITE SEX*** [x] turn ons: knows how to admit her faults, sweet, innocent, thoughtful, gives her full attention to the man she loves [x] turn offs: insensitive, taking people for granted, liars and flirts [x] does your parents' opinion on your bf/gf matter to you?: nope... [x] what kinda hair style?: anything, as long as the haircut suits her best [x] the sweetest thing that the opposite sex can do for you: love me with all of her life, and accept me as who i am in the same place ***PICKY PICK*** [x] dog or cat: both [x] short or long hair: both [x] innie or outie: huh? both i guess [x] sunshine or rain: i'm a rain love [x] moon or sun: deppends on my mood [x] basketball or football: chess? [x] hugs or kisses: both [x] bf/gf or best friend: gf [x] starbucks or jamba juice: none [x] written letters or e-mails: email [x] playstation or nintendo: playstation [x] disney or nickelodeon: disney [x] sing or dance: none [x] yahoo messenger or aim: ym. ***MISCELLANEOUS*** [x] can you swim?: nope. [x] whats your most embarrassing moment?: not worth mentioning [x] what are u scared of: drowning [x] do you like tomatoes?: not really [x] last doctor visit: i can't remember [x] last phone call: 1am, Elena called ... |
The Aftermath Posted at 04:24 AM  Love. You Truly Desire Love. You long for someone to hold you and take the pain away. You haven't been in much relationships or you need to work on how to handle them. You always seem lost in a daydream about the person you care about most. PLEASE RATE hm... woke up early...again! went online just to post..and talked to adz for a short while... was supposed to go to the anime sports fest...but too bad i don't have any money hm watched tv as usual... luckilly they're showing Mahou Tsukai Tai on weekends.. found out Hon's not coming here... and she went to her cousin instead... later i fell asleep.. woke up at around...9pm! one of my worse overslept i guess and was kinda annoyed for some unknown reasons... found out hon's still online.. we can't talk though... she can't use ym... and i don't have a load... even if i do have a load... it wouldn't matter anyway.. i dunno if her cell or globe itself.. but few of my messages never reach her... or if they do... it's so late! red her post at her several blogs... i feel somewhat happy coz of that... hm for more info about her day... go to her blog anyway... i answered the survey that i found on Hon's blog... after that...basically nothing.. my pc's slowing down for some unknown reason.. maybe i should back up and reinstall in a few days Hon called at about.. 1 i guess... not really sure... we talked up to 3:30am... hm we didn't talked that much... i guess i really woke up on the wrong side of the bed... plus my tonsil still hurts... but now i feel somehow better than earlier hm... i'm glad the argument's over... and everything's peaceful.. i just hope everything turns back to normal in june... till then... au revoir! I Love You Elena end.  |
Back to Normal? Posted at 05:15 AM  ROMANTIC ONE. The really most most most important for you is that she/he is romantic. You love it to get love letters, red roses and be in a romantic atmosphere. He/She must make you think that you are the most beautiful of all. When he/she is romantic she/he has you got in his hands. When he/she tells you all that he/she feels for you ,you are devoted to him/her. At this point you are easy to be tempt. Your heart is soft and pure and you would never cheat as long as you love your partner. But if he cheats you, you are not hiding your feelings and show how much she/he hurt you because you trusted in him/her and never thought he/she could do this to you.PLEASE VOTE, I want to know what you think about my quiz, I worked hard on it.You can always message me or tell me how I can improve that quiz. Ill sure write back. ~THE big LOVE TEST!! What do you need? With PICS! For girls and boys!~ brought to you by Quizilla hm... nothing much happened this day... except that it's cold and i slept throughout the day...woke up almost the same time... 8-8:30pm i guess then went online... kinda bored so i dl'ed snes roms as usual... later hon called... hm i guess we talked for only 2 hours... that's the only communication from the both of us... we don't see much as we used to, her cell signal's having some difficulty sending and receiving messages...specially from me... so the phone's the only one left... hm anyway... i don't have much to rant here.. besides that... we don't see much scenario... but i guess everything's fine for the meantime, no arguments etc. and i promised not to pressure her too much... and i'm planning to keep it! sorry bout this boring post...haha :laugh: thanks to the people who usually tags on the tagboard, and also to those who posted their comments. Thanks to the usual visitors too! i won't sleep for a while, have to finish Hon's fanlistings section... till then... au revoir I Love You Elena... end.  |
Have You Ever Fall in Love? Posted at 01:39 AM hm i found this while cleaning my inbox at yahoo... it's from an old email... anyway...for some reason... i can relate to this... READ ON.. MATATAWA DIN KAYO PERO KAKALUNGKOT KASI TOTOO... Ang sarap ng in-love. Sa unang beses niyo mag-date tapos naramdaman niyo ang sinasabi nilang "spark" nako, magkaharap pa kayo naiisip mo na ang bukas Para matawagan mo na siya at maayang makipag-date ulit, pero sa susunod kayong dalawa na lang. Hindi ka mapakali pag wala siya sa tabi mo o hindi mo siya nakakausap sa isang araw, sigurado at sigurado tatawagan mo siya sa opisina, sa bahay at pag wala doon maglo-load ka sa cellphone mo at uubusuin ang 300 na prepaid sa loob ng isang tawag na wala naman ibang laman kundi bungisngis, kamustahan at kuento tungkol sa lahat ng sama ng loob mo sa mga ex mo. At ang goodbye sa telepono ay nde matapos-tapos, hindi niyo malaman kung sino ang unang magbababa at umaasa kang me "Take care" sa huli. Me email pa yan sa umaga para masabi mo sa kanya na masaya ka na nakapag-usap kayo. Minsang gumimik kayo at upbeat ang sounds, hala! sayaw ka kahit parehong Kaliwa nag mga paa mo, pero gusto niyang sumayaw kaya sige sasayaw ka na rin. Kahit ilang mule, arctic at sub-zero ang orderin niya wala kang pakialam, mas mabuti nga kse nga puede mo na siyang akbayan at I-hug pag medio lasing na siya, pag hindi siya pumalag nako! score! para kang nasa langit. Malamang, matapos mo siyang ma-hug eh ayaw mo nang maligo at lagi mong naaalala ang scent ng pabango niya na me halong amoy alcohol na pero para sa yo mabango pa din siya. At siempre tuwing matapos kayong gumimik eh ayaw mo pa rin matapos ang gabi kaya hihirit ka pa ng coffee, kahit isandaan ang isang baso, "So what?!?" kamo, pera lang yan ang importante kasama mo siya. Masaya ka rin pag na-traffic kayo kse makakapagkuentuhan pa kayo pauwi. Matiyaga mong inaral ang pagda-drive ng manual gamit lang ang isang kamay kse yun isa hawak yun kamay niya o nakadantay sa hita niya habang nagmamaneho ka. Araw-araw magmamakaawa ka na ihatid mo siya at kung puede ka rin niyang Ihatid pauwi, at kung lulusot baka pati lunch eh puede na rin na kayo ang maging lunchmates. Pag me free time ka eh nasa bookstore ka para nagtingin ng mga puedeng ibigay na greeting cards. Nakalimutan mo na ang barkada mo, para sa yo malaking abala lang sila sa napakagandang lovelife mo kesehodang magtampo pa sila sa yo at magsolian na kayo ng kandila sa inaanak mo sa kanila. At kung aalis man kayo nde ka magkasya sa pagte-text lang sa lab mo, kelangan mong pumunta sa banyo para lang magkarinigan kayo pag tinawagan mo siya at sabihin na nde ka nag-eenjoy at mas gusto mo na siya ang kasama. Pagdating ng weekend nako para kang intsik! alas dies pa lang ng umaga nasa kanila ka na at me dalang suhol na breakfast para sa nanay niyang nakasimangot dahil natutulog pa ang anak niya eh andun ka na. Pagdating ng gabi kahit antok na antok na siya eh ayaw mo pa ring umuwi, hinihintay mong makatulog siya sa mga bisig mo para makanakaw ka ulit ng kiss. Iniisip mo rin kung kelan ka kaya niya ipapakilala sa friends niya? Nung kayo na, lahat ng monthsary ice-celebrate niyo, me kasama pang surprise na regalo at date. At nde miminsan mong nabanggit na gusto mo na siyang Pakasalan at wala nang ibang babae sa puso at wala ka nang makikita na katulad niya. AFTER ONE YEAR Mahal ang gimik sa bar, mas maganda kung kakain na lang kayo sa Jollibee at manonood ng sine. Wag na kayo magkape, masyadong mahal with matching comment na "Leche, me ginto ba yan?" Mas gusto mo nang kasama barkada mo dahil "minsan" lang kayo magkita sa isang linggo. Pgakahatid mo sa kanya, nagmamadali kang umuwi sa gabi dahil pagod ka na sa trabaho. Pumapasok at umuuwi na siya mag-isa dahil nde mo siya masusundo dahil puyat ka. Syet! wag ka niyang pipiliting sumayaw at nakakahiya. Anong tawag? Sa load mong 300, mauubos yun at 1 beses mo lang tinext (against 245 na text niya sa yo) at 3 minutes mo siyang natawagan. Naubos ang load mo kakatawag sa mga barkada mo at kaka forward ng joke sa kanila. Pag weekend mas gusto mong manood na lang ng TV o matulog. Pupunta ka lang Pag tumawag na siya at nagmamakaawang dalawin mo naman siya at me suhol na ipinagluto ka niya. Kahit automatic na kotse mo nde mo pa rin makuhang hawakan ang kamay niya habang namamaneho ka. Magastos ang mga monthsary, kung anniversary niyo nga eh wala kang regalo, monthsary pa?!? Mag-uusap kayo? Baket me problema ba? Kung wala, isang oras kang manonood ng TV habang siya eh nakatutulog na kahihintay na kausapin mo siya. Miss na niyang ini-email mo siya,sagot mo? "Jusko naman araw-araw na Tayong nag-uusap ano pa ba naman ang sasabihin ko sa yo? Baka gusto mo pa ng card?!?" Pag aayain ka niya para gumimik kasama mga friends nya ang sagot mo? "Utang na loob, kung gusto mong lumabas kasama friends mo ikaw na lang mag-isa at naiilang ako." Pero pag lalabas kayo with your friends umiinit ulo mo pag tahimik siya pag nagjo-joke sila tungkol sa inyo ng ex mo sabay tanong "Nde ka ba nag-eenjoy? Buiset, umuwi na nga lang tayo!" At tungkol naman sa kasal..."Jusko naman, nde mo ba ako maintindihan?!? Wala pa akong pera saka nde ko maiisip yan ngayon! Sana wag ka namang makulit." Sa lahat ng ito, ngingiti na lang siya, iisipin lahat ng ginagawa nyo noong nagkakaigihan pa lang kayo... malamang umaasa pa yun na babalik yun dati sabay buntung-hininga at sabi ng malakas..."Kay sarap ng in-love." hm...sad but true. anyway to all the non-filipinos out there who can't understand filipino/tagalog... i'll try to translate it next time... or maybe someone will volunteer to do the job? hehe my english is kinda rusty...oh well sorry oh yeah.. special thanks to my online daughter Julie for listening to me earlier.. and also thanks to those who posted their comments like Cherry and Pavali...thanks that's all...au revoir i love you elena end. "Aanhin pa ang damo kung patay na ang kabayo..." ("What's the use of the grass when the horse is dead?") |
Lovelight Posted at 03:00 AM this one's from my inbox too... hm weird... dami ko atang ganitong emails anyway... i forgot on my last post... i didn't do any of this or my past post... i just copied this from an email here it is: (read here) anyway... hm.. just as i thought.. i'll post something about me again.. hm anyway... day's good... we already talked to each other again earlier on the phone... hm.. i think it's over.. somehow my sleep sked's weird as always... hm now i'm reading her post... and we're talking on ym right now.. it's been ages since we talked to each other online... hm later she got dc, she called me.. just for saying goodnight and sweet elena dreams... oh yeah... thanks Hon... that's all... au revoir I Love You Elena... end.  Fuuji Fumiya - Boy's Heart (Astroboy's end song) |
Did You Know? Posted at 09:41 AM hm.. this one's from my email too... but this one is different from my two previous post... oh yeah... disclaimer time... i didn't made any of this.. nor i didn't made any of the side comments... anyway...enjoy DID YOU KNOW... If you yelled for 8 years, 7 months and 6 days you would have produced enough sound energy to heat one cup of coffee. (Hardly seems worth it.) If you farted consistently for 6 years and 9 months, enough gas is produced to create the energy of an atomic bomb. (Now that's more like it!) The human heart creates enough pressure when it pumps out to the body squirt blood 30 feet. (Oh My God!) A pig's orgasm lasts 30 minutes. (In my next life, I want to be a pig.) A cockroach will live nine days without its head before it starves to death. (Creepy...I'm still not over the pig.) Banging your head against a wall uses 150calories an hour. (Do not try this at home...... maybe at work.) The male praying mantis cannot copulate while its head is attached to its body. The female initiates sex by ripping the male's head off. ("Honey, I'm home. What the....?!") The flea can jump 350 times its body length. It's like a human jumping the length of a football field. (30 minutes... lucky pig... can you imagine??) The catfish has over 27,000 taste buds. (What could be so tasty on the bottom of a pond?) Some lions mate over 50 times a day. (I still want to be a pig in my next life...quality over quantity) Butterflies taste with their feet. (Something I always wanted to know.) The strongest muscle in the body is the tongue. (Hmmmmmm........) Right-handed people live, on average, nine years longer than left-handed people. (If you're ambidextrous, do you split the difference?) Elephants are the only animals that cannot jump. (OK, so that would be a good thing....) A cat's urine glows under a black light. (I wonder who was paid to figure that out?) An ostrich's eye is bigger than its brain. (I know some people like that.) Starfish have no brains. (I know some people like that too.) Polar bears are left-handed. (If they switch, they'll live a lot longer.) Humans and dolphins are the only species that have sex for pleasure. What about that pig??) Now that you've smiled at least once, it's your turn to spread the stupidity and send this to someone you want to bring a smile to (maybe even a chuckle)...in other words send it to everyone. We all need to smile every once in a while! LoL! haha... anyway i broke my promise here again so i guess... so... hmm... too sleepy to post earlier...again as usual... hm well.. my day's kinda the same.. i woke up early, slept in the afternoon... woke up in the evening... same sleeping sked Hon called early.. about 8pm i guess.. we talked up to 10 pm... then i went online... dalnet's...dead for some reason... so i cleaned my inbox as usual...and took some test at a site called tickle or something... mostly about social and romantic tests... and of course i took the iq test first... i got 181 but due to my pc's stupidty (it hanged), i lost my results... too bad...i got it on my email though... but not the exact format i dc'ed for a while.. found it kinda strange... she didn't called yet.. i called at 12:30am and 1... busy... hm i guess she's talking to someone... maybe her twin went back online, continued the things that i was doing... and then later she txt'ed at about...1:30am... appologizing that she talked to her twin...and that i should call... i was supposed to finish what i was doing but she called first... hehe we talked for about 4 hours... we talked bout different things... which is different from our usual talk... we talked bout her past and also mine... some funny things etc... i didn't talked that much before... unlike that time... teehee... after that..at about 5:30, we talked to the txt for a short while... and fell asleep... smiling hm hehe weird... my day went very well... and i smiled... hehe sorry... i talk like a 6 year old kid when i'm happy that's all... au revoir! I Love You Elena!!! end.  |
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