Posted at 05:50 AM in Blog Updates
honestly i'm not supposed to post now, but due to some things that happened within this week, i guess i have to say it here.. even though i don't feel like it.
and i won't post this as a friends only... it may be my last post and i want everybody to read this
some good news first...
even though i'm busy at school, my studies are pretty good..
and even though we had an argument 4 days ago... me and Fuuko are in good terms now.. yay
now for the bad news...
if you noticed, tabulas upgraded to ver 2... with all the new features... except for a small yet very important new... feature?
now for free users, you are only allowed up to 64 friends on your list... i mean there's a limit on adding friends...
which i find very annoying.. because it hinders my ability to blog...
but being a free user(i can't demand), i posted it at the forums instead...
you can see it here:
http://tabulas-forums.com/viewtopic.php?t=320
at first the people are agreeing on the facts that i've shown.. till someone disagrees...
and surprisingly it's a close friend of mine... that was a total shock for me...
i won't mention her name though... even though i don't like what she did, i still have some respect left for her
coincidentally that time... that day was the time i had an argument with Fuuko... so that day was not good for me...
so i replied... although being surprised, shock and even though i felt betrayed.. well she posted against me. i still posted... i used hard words yes, but it was all on the professional side... no personal attacks..
but i guess she misquoted me and she thought it was personal.. so she did that... attacked me personally.
she said i'm a demanding freeloader? wtf.
then the word war rages there..
i lost my plead to tabulas... and at the same time... i lost my interest in blogging here and in the forums.
anyway... honestly... my annoyance to that girl started when she insulted one of things that are precious to me (next to Fuuko of course)... and that was Dragonball
although dismayed by that.. i just let it off... i said it's nothing really
and days go by.. when i talk to that girl... she's somewhat different from before... she became more proud, but still.. i just tolerated it
till that thing happen
now honestly i only have a few people close to me... the people i trust... that i can count on...
but where's that girl that time? she didn't know i'm at my worse state... the time me and Fuuko had a fight.. did she helped me? no! she didn't even asked. where was she that time?
now honestly.. i felt betrayed... she did betrayed me, just like my 2nd community betrayed me.. and that was tabulas.
and she said i don't know her that much... i know her that much.. but i should say the same.. i thought she know me very well... or at least my akito side.. but i guess she didn't.
although i can't quite blame her.. she's still just a kid.
quite ironic... this is a deja vu for me...
honestly i'm sad.. i'm heartbroken at tabulas... after i defended it for a year now, even though it didn't defend me... i was left out.
so now... i'm looking for a new home.. a new blogging site... but first i have to transfer the ownership of my communities to somebody else.. then i'll leave
or maybe i'll just leave it as it is... on a hiatus/coma.
about the issue of the limit on friends... i'm limited on having 64 friends... but before that thing was ever activated.. i already have 116 friends...
now i dunno if i should delete, even though it's not enough...
so.. to those who added me.. sorry i can't add you... tabulas itself prevents me from adding you...
and sorry to my loving girlfriend Fuuko... if you got stuck in the middle of this..
like i said to Fuuko.. it can't be helped
so now... farewell... to my friends here, for now... if not forever
the 1 year of my staying here was fun... after all.. this is my first blog...
me loves Fuuko-chan so much... i miss her badly...
end.
ps. special thanks to my online daughter Chibiusa for helping me and for the time...
The Wrath of Sohma Akito
